At Times, Love Can Hurt
Chapter Two: And then All Was Dark
written by Neko-B
neko_briefs@hotmail.com

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Author's Note: I want to thank all of you guys for the positive feedback on the first chapter, it really boosted my self-esteem! I didn't originally intend to write a second chapter, but I realize that I did leave the end as a cliffhanger of some sorts. Usually I leave my writing as it is, but so many questions went unanswered at the end of the first chapter, so I figured I'd answer those questions. Enjoy!
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There was a loud BANG!
The next -- and last -- thing that Vash saw was only darkness.

But soon that darkness faded and he was floating in... well, nothing. He looked around and realized that he had entered an empty void of some sorts when he died. Nothing surrounded him -- no color, no scenery, nothing. There had been times when Vash had sat up late at night just wondering exactly what "nothing" would look like, and he came up with some pretty interesting theories and mental images, but no thought could come close to what he was seeing now.
He looked into nothing, and saw nothing.
That's when Vash realized that he wasn't alone. Staring off into the blank void next to him was Meryl, who still had a blood-covered shirt and a tear-stained face. She stood next to him, saying nothing, and a curious look was plastered on her delicate features. Vash looked at her and wondered out loud.
"Meryl... is this the afterlife? Are we dead?"
She turned her gaze to look up at him, and managed a sad smile. "I think so." Meryl took Vash's hand and squeezed it lightly. "But you know what?"
"No... what?"
"I'm not afraid, Vash," she whispered. "I have no reason to be afraid anymore. And it's all because I'm here with you."
Vash looked down at their joined hands, and a question formed in his mind. "Meryl... why is it that you love me?" he asked her. "You knew that I was going to outlive you, that I was going to appear as a young man while you slowly aged... didn't that bother you at all?"
She shook her head. "No, it didn't bother me," she replied. "It's because you made me happier than I ever thought I could be." Another tear slid down her face as she spoke, and Vash carefully wiped it away with his thumb.
All he could do was smile. "I love you, Derringer Meryl," he told her.
Her response? "I love you, Vash the Stampede."
They kissed, holding one another tightly, enjoying the warmth that each of them thought they'd never find.

Milly Thompson was in absolute shock. The tears wouldn't stop coming, and no matter how much she tried to will them away, the pain was too much for her to keep bottled up inside her. She looked up at the platform where she just witnessed two innocent people being murdered -- those two people were her lifeblood. Meryl gave up her life to save Vash's, and although she didn't do as well as she had hoped... she had succeeded.
And despite all of the sadness, Milly somehow managed to smile. They were together now, in a world where they wouldn't have to worry about Vash being stalked for the bounty money, where Meryl could finally relax and enjoy life as it came.
After a moment of deep thought, Milly looked down at her feet. Most of the crowd had left after the two had died, so she was left alone, save a couple of stragglers. She didn't have anybody now -- Vash and Meryl were dead, Wolfwood was dead... she had cried many tears for Wolfwood, but the sadness that she experienced that day still lingered in her heart.
Milly dropped to her knees and buried her face in her hands, sobbing uncontrollably.
She cried for Wolfwood, the priest who in the end, turned out to be nothing that resembled Godliness.
She cried for Meryl, who gave up her life to save her love, and who never really knew that one shouldn't take life for granted. Maybe she knew now, wherever she was.
And most of all, Milly cried for Vash the Stampede. Everybody that he had ever cared about had died, and he was the one who had to witness it all. He somehow managed to live with so many burdens on his shoulders, and yet somehow, he also managed to wake up every morning with a goofy grin on his face and a shining attitude. Although Milly didn't know Vash as well as she would have liked, she knew he was happier, wherever he was now.
After a moment, Milly wiped her eyes and looked up at the sky. The sun was blazingly hot that day and it streamed down on the world in deadly rays. The heat was almost unbearable.
But she could take it. Standing up and dusting off her knees, Milly turned around and began to walk slowly back to her apartment, which was going to be empty when she got back.
She'd survive. As she thought of how to break the news to the staff at the Bernardelli Insurance Society, she remembered a conversation that she had had with Meryl when Wolfwood died.

"Shh, sweety, don't cry," Meryl said. She scooped up her friend and partner in a soft hug. "Don't cry for him."
Despite the comfort, Milly still cried. "Why'd he have to die?" she sobbed. "He was special; he understood me. And he was taken from me!"
"Milly, listen to me." Meryl held Milly out at arms-distance and looked up at her with a sad smile. "Don't cry, okay? Try not to, anyway. You're one of the strongest people I know. Life has thrown you many hurdles and somehow you leap over them like nothing. Don't think of this as a loss -- thing of it as an escape."
Milly sniffed, wiping her eyes on her sleeve. "An escape?"
Meryl nodded. "An escape from any pain that you would feel. Wolfwood wouldn't want you to cry for him, would he?"
"No... I guess not."
"That's my girl," Meryl said with a smile. "Now, perk up, we have lots of work to get done today."
"Yes, ma'am!"

Milly smiled as she thought of this. As she walked down the street, that sentence ran through her mind.
"You're one of the strongest people I know."
Thinking of this, Milly Thompson held her head high and walked slowly back to her apartment. She had pain in her heart, but a smile on her face.

She's such a trooper, don't you think?

(owari)