This chapter was not really planned or thought out very well…but here it
goes. I was listening to a CD that a friend sent me and this song reminded
me of the old Brady. You know the scary but very hot young man that first
came to Salem. I had to use it in my story.
In the Morning…
I disclaim…this is just for fun. I have a toddler, a baby, a husband and am about to have to pay back my student loans. So if you want to sue me be prepared to know that is all I have. (
Chapter 3
Brady rounded the corner a little too fast making the wheels on his jeep screech in protest. The radio was blaring and he was happy for the solitude afforded him by taking a separate vehicle than his dad, step-mom and sister. After a multitude of commercials a song came on that dug and tore at the wounds still fresh in his heart.
1 To see you again
To swallow the fire
And welcome the end
To feel you again
To feel your arms around me
The smile of a friend
To touch you again
To touch you slowly
I'd welcome the poison in
I'm confident
There's no way you can explain away
My pain, my pain, my pain!
(Feels the same even though I'm older)
And now I cuss your face
I curse your memory
I place the blame
To play this game
To play your fool
To hear your name
It feels the same even though I'm older
Still got pain even though I'm older
And there's no way you can explain away
My pain, my pain!
Feel it!
(Feels the same even though I'm older)
Now you've set me free
I said it's lonely to be
Lonely to be me now
Now you've set me free
I said it's lonely to be
Lonely to be me now
Now I've still got my pain
And it feels the same
And I just wanted you to know
(Feels the same even though I'm older)
Feel my pain
I don't want this
I don't need this
Being forever torn apart!
Put a target on your heart
And play a larger part in this
My pain
He laughed as he sang along with the loud music. It felt good to let some of the steam out. He still couldn't believe that his plan had backfired. He was just trying to get Chloe to admit that she did not want to talk to Phillip. It wasn't as though he was demanding a declaration of love from her. Quite the contrary, he just wanted the truth. Unfortunately he got it. She wanted to be with Phillip. She wanted to play childish games and maybe all she wanted was attention. That suited him just fine. He could get along better without her as a distraction.
Except he was not getting along any better. He passed the pub twice trying to convince himself that he was better off alone. Finally he swerved into a parking place, swearing as he narrowly missed clipping the tail end of a blue sedan with an oblivious red head driving.
Song Credit – Jay Memory and Bubba Dean - Pain
In the Morning…
I disclaim…this is just for fun. I have a toddler, a baby, a husband and am about to have to pay back my student loans. So if you want to sue me be prepared to know that is all I have. (
Chapter 3
Brady rounded the corner a little too fast making the wheels on his jeep screech in protest. The radio was blaring and he was happy for the solitude afforded him by taking a separate vehicle than his dad, step-mom and sister. After a multitude of commercials a song came on that dug and tore at the wounds still fresh in his heart.
1 To see you again
To swallow the fire
And welcome the end
To feel you again
To feel your arms around me
The smile of a friend
To touch you again
To touch you slowly
I'd welcome the poison in
I'm confident
There's no way you can explain away
My pain, my pain, my pain!
(Feels the same even though I'm older)
And now I cuss your face
I curse your memory
I place the blame
To play this game
To play your fool
To hear your name
It feels the same even though I'm older
Still got pain even though I'm older
And there's no way you can explain away
My pain, my pain!
Feel it!
(Feels the same even though I'm older)
Now you've set me free
I said it's lonely to be
Lonely to be me now
Now you've set me free
I said it's lonely to be
Lonely to be me now
Now I've still got my pain
And it feels the same
And I just wanted you to know
(Feels the same even though I'm older)
Feel my pain
I don't want this
I don't need this
Being forever torn apart!
Put a target on your heart
And play a larger part in this
My pain
He laughed as he sang along with the loud music. It felt good to let some of the steam out. He still couldn't believe that his plan had backfired. He was just trying to get Chloe to admit that she did not want to talk to Phillip. It wasn't as though he was demanding a declaration of love from her. Quite the contrary, he just wanted the truth. Unfortunately he got it. She wanted to be with Phillip. She wanted to play childish games and maybe all she wanted was attention. That suited him just fine. He could get along better without her as a distraction.
Except he was not getting along any better. He passed the pub twice trying to convince himself that he was better off alone. Finally he swerved into a parking place, swearing as he narrowly missed clipping the tail end of a blue sedan with an oblivious red head driving.
Song Credit – Jay Memory and Bubba Dean - Pain