Hey! Ever wonder what this was like from poor Kenken's point of view? Well
wonder no more!
My life is chaos. My world is a swirling malignant whirl pool that's ever draining downwards. Heh, I bet you didn't think I could be that poetic, but I only describe what I see. Its getting harder to stop now. My memories keep flashing up more and more, every time I look in that damn mirror…
I can hear him screaming, and he's right, it is all my fault. Its my fault that Kase felt the need to head over to the creepers, to hurt me. I deserved every thing that happened, but he didn't…he didn't have to die… I didn't want him to die…
Blood. Theres blood every where, his bright hazel eyes shine out brightly from all around me…accusing me.. Oh so accusing… again and again I have to keep slashing, keep moving, never stop never stop never stop never stop…I cant ever stop killing him. But you wanna know the strangest thing? The whole time, its silent, I'm talking the screaming kind of silents that can kill you're heart and soul far faster then a gun or a knief.
Huh? Whats going on? I..i heard something! My…name..? Who's there…
The room snaps back into view and I am confronted with another vision of red, but this is different. It's the gentle red that's softened by violet eyes… I can feel my wrists being immoble. Whats Aya doing here? Why does he care, what does he want from me?!
My musings are interupted by a soft spoken question. Why indeed, cant you see the blood that surrounds me Aya? Cant you see that I'm guilty of blindness.. I Should have known…its my fault that theres no one left…however, my mouth seems intent on betraying me as well as I speak as my head goes down and hot tears course down my cheeks.
"I feel so alone…all the destruction makes me feel better, because it reminds me that someone is still there…"
Im not eloquent..but some how, that sounds just about right. He's going to turn away…he's going to leave me alone, He's…hugging me? Wait a minute..this isnt right…. He cant be comforting me…no… im supposed to keep paying and paying for what I did…but I cant get him to let go…and, I, being as selfish as I am…can't make my self pull away.
For..g.ive………
My life is chaos. My world is a swirling malignant whirl pool that's ever draining downwards. Heh, I bet you didn't think I could be that poetic, but I only describe what I see. Its getting harder to stop now. My memories keep flashing up more and more, every time I look in that damn mirror…
I can hear him screaming, and he's right, it is all my fault. Its my fault that Kase felt the need to head over to the creepers, to hurt me. I deserved every thing that happened, but he didn't…he didn't have to die… I didn't want him to die…
Blood. Theres blood every where, his bright hazel eyes shine out brightly from all around me…accusing me.. Oh so accusing… again and again I have to keep slashing, keep moving, never stop never stop never stop never stop…I cant ever stop killing him. But you wanna know the strangest thing? The whole time, its silent, I'm talking the screaming kind of silents that can kill you're heart and soul far faster then a gun or a knief.
Huh? Whats going on? I..i heard something! My…name..? Who's there…
The room snaps back into view and I am confronted with another vision of red, but this is different. It's the gentle red that's softened by violet eyes… I can feel my wrists being immoble. Whats Aya doing here? Why does he care, what does he want from me?!
My musings are interupted by a soft spoken question. Why indeed, cant you see the blood that surrounds me Aya? Cant you see that I'm guilty of blindness.. I Should have known…its my fault that theres no one left…however, my mouth seems intent on betraying me as well as I speak as my head goes down and hot tears course down my cheeks.
"I feel so alone…all the destruction makes me feel better, because it reminds me that someone is still there…"
Im not eloquent..but some how, that sounds just about right. He's going to turn away…he's going to leave me alone, He's…hugging me? Wait a minute..this isnt right…. He cant be comforting me…no… im supposed to keep paying and paying for what I did…but I cant get him to let go…and, I, being as selfish as I am…can't make my self pull away.
For..g.ive………