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Note: sorry 4 the very long delay and bad grammar…my mind is on end of year exams which start on Monday …..
Dedication: Is to my best friend Sharleigh who I'm sure will criticise this (I'm only joking).
Dear Diary
Today was Pipers wedding I am so happy for her she looked so happy, but I also feel jealous as I am the oldest I feel like I should have got married first and have children but I know Pipers going to have them first. Some times I think that I'll never get married as the only person I really love is dead. I do miss Andy every day that's why I'm always so mean, maybe come along as a bit of a bitch.
I looked at dad at the 'wedding' he looked so proud and happy I wish I could make him proud and happy like Piper does I wish it could be me that was going to be the first one to be married. I also looked at Piper she looked so happy until of course the motor bike and me running off ruining her wedding, I feel satisfied in some way not guilty at all I wish I did though because | think I should, Piper's ignoring me at the moment and that doesn't make me feel guilty or sad at all. All I feel is satisfaction and envy. Envy of Piper. She seems to have the best life out of the three of us. She's the one with the husband and club.
I also looked at Phoebe (also before the ruining bit) she was smiling, but not at Piper and Leo at Cole I know deep in her heart she wants a normal life even though she'll never admit it. After I'd come back from ruining it and once we'd got on with the service Phoebe gave me this look as to say 'everything will be fine'. I admire Phoebe she's always so strong and tries her best to impress me and she does but I've never told her so doubt she knows.
So the conclusion of the day is I am in need of sleep.
From Prue Halliwell
Note: sorry 4 the very long delay and bad grammar…my mind is on end of year exams which start on Monday …..
Dedication: Is to my best friend Sharleigh who I'm sure will criticise this (I'm only joking).
Dear Diary
Today was Pipers wedding I am so happy for her she looked so happy, but I also feel jealous as I am the oldest I feel like I should have got married first and have children but I know Pipers going to have them first. Some times I think that I'll never get married as the only person I really love is dead. I do miss Andy every day that's why I'm always so mean, maybe come along as a bit of a bitch.
I looked at dad at the 'wedding' he looked so proud and happy I wish I could make him proud and happy like Piper does I wish it could be me that was going to be the first one to be married. I also looked at Piper she looked so happy until of course the motor bike and me running off ruining her wedding, I feel satisfied in some way not guilty at all I wish I did though because | think I should, Piper's ignoring me at the moment and that doesn't make me feel guilty or sad at all. All I feel is satisfaction and envy. Envy of Piper. She seems to have the best life out of the three of us. She's the one with the husband and club.
I also looked at Phoebe (also before the ruining bit) she was smiling, but not at Piper and Leo at Cole I know deep in her heart she wants a normal life even though she'll never admit it. After I'd come back from ruining it and once we'd got on with the service Phoebe gave me this look as to say 'everything will be fine'. I admire Phoebe she's always so strong and tries her best to impress me and she does but I've never told her so doubt she knows.
So the conclusion of the day is I am in need of sleep.
From Prue Halliwell