Chapter 5::"The Apology"
Pan made no hesitation toward Trunk's room. Had she waited any longer she would have probably gone insane with guilt and heart ache.She deserved to have gotten scolded by his mother. She could only imagine his reaction toward her as soon as she even tried to apologize. Pain nor guilt could stop her now, she was far to close. Pan stood affront the foot of his door, her hand slowly making it's way atop of his door knob.
She paused for a brief moment, gathering courrage,it had been so long since she'd seen him. Yet she knew it felt like an eternity. Taking in a deep breath as so to calm her down some, she opens to door slowly, a slight creak to be heard as she did so. There was no turning back now. Her tear stained eyes peeked into the dark room, it felt so cold and empty." Trunks?"
She swung the door open gently, as so the hallways light would enter the dark room."I told you I'm trying to sleep!! Can't a guy get any privacy around here?!" He tossed aside in his bed as so to be able to see who had penetrated his room. His eyes widened as he realized who it was. The one who had cost all his suffering, all the heart ache he had to put through for 2 agonizeing months. He slowly sat himself up in his bed, starring out at the figure by his door."Pan?"
She only responded with a small smile, it had been so long. He hadn't changed at all. He was still as perfect as she remembered him to be. Her smile disappears slowly as soon as she remembered why she was here in the first place."Hi Trunks"
He frowns some,although she was happy to see her.He noted that she was hurt,physically."What brings you here? Come to watch me suffer?" She only looked at him sadly, and slowly made her way toward him. She looked down at him by his bed, he had been in a worse condition than she was. It hurted her to see him in such a condition.Gazeing deep into his eyes, she braces herself for what was to come.
"Trunks...l came to apologize.F-for everything l've done...I was wrong."Trunks merely looked away, not wanting to look her in the face as a sign of sympathy. He still had his pride, he tuely was like his father. " Trunks,I....You don't have to look at me.Just hear me out...I had never made such a regretful mistake in my life, then when l broke up with you. I chose you over some guy l thought l loved...When l knew deep down, the only one l could ever care for was you. I was...never happy with anyone else but you Trunks. I don't think l'll ever will be happy with anyone else...."
Pan stared down at Trunks,hopeing to find any sign of forgiveness from him. Unfortunately for her, he faced her with an angry glare."You think you can just come here and apologize me after what you've done to me?" "No...l just" "You just thought that if you apologized we could be pals again. Or even get back together, so you could do the same thing to me again. Is that it Pan-chan?"
She was speechless, never had she seen him so angry. Nor did she blame him.Hell,she hated herself just as much as he did. Her head bowed some, as so she'd hide the tears which had welled themselves in her eyes."You know what,l'm glad you came here Pan.'Cause now l see all l suffered through not only made me suffer, but you aswell.Your probably going through the same pain lm going through. To see you suffer and dwell in the pain you inflicted on yourself is surely satisfying." He didn't mean this at all, his pride seemed to just get the best of him.
Pan sniffled back the tears that had formed in her eyes and forced a small smile on her lips. She brings her head back in its normal position, Trunks could only ponder how she didn't look hurt after the whole matter."Thank you for telling me that Trunks.I just wanted to apologize for what l did,l guess it didn't help in any way. After what you said to me l know that lm a horrible person to be with. I've known this actually. Ever since we broke up. But l guess this proves that lm right. I'm sorry l bothered you Trunks-kun.I'll never bother you, nor your family again."He looked away once again, by the time he tried to apologize for what he said she had already left the room. His heart sank, he regretted ever saying what he did."Pan..."He gazed out at the door she had left in.Quite dumbfounded by the way he acted.He could only feel regretful for what he had done,or said.
With a heavy heart she ran through the halls, new tears streaming down her eyes. She had expected this, yet she had no regrets for what she did. Hopefully he was able to go on with his life,quite frankly she didn't know if she could live without him.Avoiding the stares of Bulma and the others as she past by them.Makeing her way out the door.. Flying out once again into the hazardous conditions. Heading backtoward the cold and solitude in her room. to probably once again cry herself to sleep.Never once glancing back at the house she left far behind..
Pan made no hesitation toward Trunk's room. Had she waited any longer she would have probably gone insane with guilt and heart ache.She deserved to have gotten scolded by his mother. She could only imagine his reaction toward her as soon as she even tried to apologize. Pain nor guilt could stop her now, she was far to close. Pan stood affront the foot of his door, her hand slowly making it's way atop of his door knob.
She paused for a brief moment, gathering courrage,it had been so long since she'd seen him. Yet she knew it felt like an eternity. Taking in a deep breath as so to calm her down some, she opens to door slowly, a slight creak to be heard as she did so. There was no turning back now. Her tear stained eyes peeked into the dark room, it felt so cold and empty." Trunks?"
She swung the door open gently, as so the hallways light would enter the dark room."I told you I'm trying to sleep!! Can't a guy get any privacy around here?!" He tossed aside in his bed as so to be able to see who had penetrated his room. His eyes widened as he realized who it was. The one who had cost all his suffering, all the heart ache he had to put through for 2 agonizeing months. He slowly sat himself up in his bed, starring out at the figure by his door."Pan?"
She only responded with a small smile, it had been so long. He hadn't changed at all. He was still as perfect as she remembered him to be. Her smile disappears slowly as soon as she remembered why she was here in the first place."Hi Trunks"
He frowns some,although she was happy to see her.He noted that she was hurt,physically."What brings you here? Come to watch me suffer?" She only looked at him sadly, and slowly made her way toward him. She looked down at him by his bed, he had been in a worse condition than she was. It hurted her to see him in such a condition.Gazeing deep into his eyes, she braces herself for what was to come.
"Trunks...l came to apologize.F-for everything l've done...I was wrong."Trunks merely looked away, not wanting to look her in the face as a sign of sympathy. He still had his pride, he tuely was like his father. " Trunks,I....You don't have to look at me.Just hear me out...I had never made such a regretful mistake in my life, then when l broke up with you. I chose you over some guy l thought l loved...When l knew deep down, the only one l could ever care for was you. I was...never happy with anyone else but you Trunks. I don't think l'll ever will be happy with anyone else...."
Pan stared down at Trunks,hopeing to find any sign of forgiveness from him. Unfortunately for her, he faced her with an angry glare."You think you can just come here and apologize me after what you've done to me?" "No...l just" "You just thought that if you apologized we could be pals again. Or even get back together, so you could do the same thing to me again. Is that it Pan-chan?"
She was speechless, never had she seen him so angry. Nor did she blame him.Hell,she hated herself just as much as he did. Her head bowed some, as so she'd hide the tears which had welled themselves in her eyes."You know what,l'm glad you came here Pan.'Cause now l see all l suffered through not only made me suffer, but you aswell.Your probably going through the same pain lm going through. To see you suffer and dwell in the pain you inflicted on yourself is surely satisfying." He didn't mean this at all, his pride seemed to just get the best of him.
Pan sniffled back the tears that had formed in her eyes and forced a small smile on her lips. She brings her head back in its normal position, Trunks could only ponder how she didn't look hurt after the whole matter."Thank you for telling me that Trunks.I just wanted to apologize for what l did,l guess it didn't help in any way. After what you said to me l know that lm a horrible person to be with. I've known this actually. Ever since we broke up. But l guess this proves that lm right. I'm sorry l bothered you Trunks-kun.I'll never bother you, nor your family again."He looked away once again, by the time he tried to apologize for what he said she had already left the room. His heart sank, he regretted ever saying what he did."Pan..."He gazed out at the door she had left in.Quite dumbfounded by the way he acted.He could only feel regretful for what he had done,or said.
With a heavy heart she ran through the halls, new tears streaming down her eyes. She had expected this, yet she had no regrets for what she did. Hopefully he was able to go on with his life,quite frankly she didn't know if she could live without him.Avoiding the stares of Bulma and the others as she past by them.Makeing her way out the door.. Flying out once again into the hazardous conditions. Heading backtoward the cold and solitude in her room. to probably once again cry herself to sleep.Never once glancing back at the house she left far behind..