Sequal too "You'll Never Know." This is after the whole wedding,atleast 5 months after.Well,enough said.Go ahead and read.Enjoy. ^-^
" Unfortunate Soul..."
By::Angel-Chan
Pan's POV
Trunks. Why did he have to leave? I remember that day like it was yesterday. The image vividly plays over and over in my head. The wedding bells ringing, the crowds causing a ruckus, the happy couple making their way down the isle and out the church. I run out to catch a final glimpse of him, but it's to late.
The limousine that was waiting for him, takes him away to who knows where. He drives out of my life. Leaving me alone in the cold shadowy depths of my tormented soul. The world l know it, shattered to pecies. I'm alone..all alone. Sadly, lm the only one single out of the entire Dragon Ball crew now. Marron discovered her feelings toward Uubu. Which was rather shocking at first, but we learned to accept it. Bra, my best friend now has my uncle Goten. To tell you the truth l never expected it. And l still haven't looked for anyone else.
I still have strong feelings for Trunks, but know that he will never feel the same. No matter how much l want, wish, or pray. He'll never be mine..It's been five agonizing months since Trunks had married. And yet still l suffer. Nothings been the same after. He's always busy with his wife, and never has time to even stop by and say hello. Nothing is worth all this agony.
My heart torn to shreds. How can l ever love again? To me, he was the only one. The
only one l'll ever care for. Life has no meaning anymore. I don't even care about my very existence. It's like my entire life was a lie. The only reason l even picked up fighting was so l could get close to Trunks. Now that he's gone. What do l have in life now? Family? That's a laugh. I doubt they even care.
They barely notice that l've been skipping school and not eating for the past few days. Let alone they don't realize what kind of heart ache l'm suffering through. Friends? What friends? They all have someone now. And they too, spend all their time with each others pair. Sure, l go talk to them every now and then. But all they ever talk about is how much in love they are. I refuse to go to their house now a days.I can't stand listening to them talk about "love". The very thought brings tears to my eyes.Love.Why did l fall in love with someone such as Trunks?
I knew we'd never be, but l always hoped that we one day would be together. United as one. Instead, love has caused me all this suffering and agony. This misfortune and heartache. I cry day and night, as if it's uncontrollable now. Why? Why can't l get over the fact that Trunks no longer can be with me? It's foolish to ever think that he'll one day realize he feels the same way l feel for him. Tomorrow I will see Trunks for the first time in five months.
My family, The Briefs, Marron and her family, basically everyone and myself will be going to celebrate. A baby shower. How degrading.Seen at a baby shower all alone.Everyone l know paired with someone.I have no choice.I atleast wanna see that handsome face of his one more time.He's been haunting my dreams,my very existance is not possible without him in my life.So l'll wait until tommorow.Where l can my lavender haired angel once more..
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Day of the baby shower.And every body arrived.Everybody seemed so happy and cheerfull.Everyone but me.How could they actually be enjoying their time?Oh yeah that's right.Their not hurting inside.I watch as my mother,grandmother,Bulma,and 18 start a conversation,standing in a small circle talking away.While the older men make their way out to talk and drink a few.All except Vegeta,who was standing against the wall in his usual position.Crossing his arms,and looking at all those within the huge room.Uubu and Marron sat side by side in a couch,feeding eachother the food they had on their plate.
It was sickening.I was actually starting to think like Vegeta.I guess he's gone through heart ache on his own when he lost his father and all those he cared for when planet Vegeta was destroyed.Hand in hand,Bra and Goten make their way to start a conversation with the one l love.Trunks.
He never looked better.I sighed dreamily as l admired him from afar.Only wishing that his wife,the one who bared his child,were me instead of that woman who stood by his side.I scoffed angrily at the sight of her.I couldn't help but be jelouse.l stood against a wall,resting my back against it gently,my arms crossed across my chest.For once l resembled Vegeta.He thought l was actually mocking him,and made his way over to argue with me.Of course,l was to upset to argue back.
While he yelled in my ear l stood their perfectly still,smirking slightly as l turned to face him.But never uttering a word.
I giggled slightly as he saw the smirk on my lips and began to get even more frustrated and angered with me.
"You inscolent brat!!Stop stealing my trademarks!!"he yelled.
Causing all the others to laugh slightly.Everyone thought l was playing around.Well atleast l got their attention for once.Soon Vegeta grew tired of argueing,and leaned his back against the wall.Crossing his own two arms,standing by my side.I swear,we looked practically related.We both had the same slightly angered expression on our face.
And barely uttered a word.I guess he was actually glad he had someone who was remotely like him for that breif moment.Everyone feared him,and his own two children didn't act anything like him.Well,except for Bra every now and then when she started yelling.But that's a different story.I watched as everyone was talking about how brave l was to even try to mock Vegeta.I blinked slightly,its not like it was on purpose.
"Boy Gohan.Your daughter sure has alot of guts to go ahead and try to mock Vegeta."Krillen said with a slight sheepish grin on his face.
"Aint it the truth" he said,sighing later on after.I had to admit,l rather liked the attention.
I couldn't keep my eyes off Trunks.He looked absolutely breathtakeing.I didn't have the nerve to even go up to him and start a conversation.Me,of all people,actually scared.It made no sense,neither did the reason why l loved him so.There was just...something about him.That told me l needed to be with him.That we were perfect together.Soon,l was beggining to enjoy myself.It was nice to be with my friends again.Bra and Marron started talking to me other than their relationship with Goten or Uubu.But the conversation would change every now and then to the two men both were in love with.Turns out Bra was pregnant,and nobody but me and Marron know now.And Marron is engaged,wich only l and know now.Confuseing rather.But,it was quite sad for me.I had noone,and alreaydy all my friends were leaving me.I'd just have to get used to the fact that l'll be alone always.Our conversation stopped when we heard Goten whistle loudly.Causing everyone in the room to grow silent.Goten cleared his throught and smiled slightly.
"Thank you.Now.Today,we are here to celebrate the upcomeing of a new Z member that is soon to come.And to congradulate the lucky parents.We wish the both of you good luck on your comeing bundle of joy...may you two be happy with whatever a child you have.Know that the both of you will always have somone looking out for you..and those people are...us."Trunks and his wife,Nabiki smiled as the entire room clapped gladly.All but me and Vegeta.He growled slightly underneath his breath,that caused me too look at him slightly confused.
"That girl isn't right for him.He would have been better off with you brat."he stated.I smiled sadly as he said that.
"I thought we would have been better off together too..."He looked at me with a cocked brow after what l had said.Obviously he had just found out how l felt about him.Yet,I bow my head sadly,and soon showed myself out.Leaving everyone else in the room behind me.I sat on the stoop alone,preferably not wanting anyone to ask me what was wrong.To my discomfort,l felt a masculine hand place itself on my shoulder.I look up to see him,the one l so secretly loved.I turn away not to meet his gaze.I couldn't.It would only hurt me inside knowing he'll never be mine.To stare into his handsome blue irises and know that even though he's so close, he's miles away.
"Hey Trunks."
"Hey Pan, what are you doing out here?" he asked somewhat concerned. As if he knew what l was going through.
" Nothing..just thinking." I said somewhat sadly. Not really wanting to comfort him and say. I love you, be with me. Leave that woman behind.
"About what?" you asked curiously. As if you wanted me too answer you with a special answer.
"Just...about you and Nabiki..."I sigh heavily, and choke back the tears that had formed on my eyes.
"What about?" he looked at me with a stern gaze. As if he were looking deep within me to find the answer.
".. That you..that you are gonna forget about me. And were never going to spend time together like before. Worst of all...l won't be able to see you anymore. Your always going to be busy with a baby." l said, a few tears streaming down my cheeks. I wasn't exactly telling the entire truth. I still hadn't told him how l felt towards him. Why was it so hard? I knew l couldn't tell him about my feelings because of his relationship. But it was incredibly hard not to feel nothing but love for the man by my side.I felt nothing my heart ache. I wanted him with me.
He hesitated to respond, but finally did."Oh...well..Pan.You see. You and l...we don't really spend anymore time together anymore because l have a family now. A new life. But that doesn't mean lm going to push you away. I care for you...and l'll do my best to keep in touch with you.But...l suggest you go looking out for someone you can share you life with. Like me..."he planted his shoulder gently atop of my shoulder. And rubbed it gently. His touch sent a stimulating vibe throughout my body. Enjoying his touch while it lasted. Look for someone else? Ha, as if there was anybody else l could possibly love other than him. He kisses me cheek softly, those softer tender lips against my cheek. How l wish they had met my own two lips instead of my cheek. I felt my cheek grow hot knew l was blushing. I looked back at him. Slightly confused.
"It's not healthy...to be sad your entire life Pan. Live a little, and look out for someone you care about. Know that l'll always..always be there with you."Although it didn't help much with my jealousy. But..it made me feel better about myslef.I smiled and looked up at my handsome angel.And nod as if it were a thank you. As if he knew what l meant, he nodded in return and stood back on both feet.
"Come back in later on okay. It's getting kinda late..."and with that, he walked into the house with a small hint of hesitation. I smile slightly. Looks like l'm just going to have to face the facts.
I'm not with him. And probably never will be. But at least l know we can always be friends. Of course l'm still jealous, but what is there to do? He's in love, and l can't change how he feels. I smile slightly as l sit outside on the front door's stoop, and look out into the horizon. Who knows. Maybe there's someone out there for me. I know one thing though. I'll never love anybody like l loved, and forever will love, Trunks Vegeta Briefs.
* Fin *
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" Unfortunate Soul..."
By::Angel-Chan
Pan's POV
Trunks. Why did he have to leave? I remember that day like it was yesterday. The image vividly plays over and over in my head. The wedding bells ringing, the crowds causing a ruckus, the happy couple making their way down the isle and out the church. I run out to catch a final glimpse of him, but it's to late.
The limousine that was waiting for him, takes him away to who knows where. He drives out of my life. Leaving me alone in the cold shadowy depths of my tormented soul. The world l know it, shattered to pecies. I'm alone..all alone. Sadly, lm the only one single out of the entire Dragon Ball crew now. Marron discovered her feelings toward Uubu. Which was rather shocking at first, but we learned to accept it. Bra, my best friend now has my uncle Goten. To tell you the truth l never expected it. And l still haven't looked for anyone else.
I still have strong feelings for Trunks, but know that he will never feel the same. No matter how much l want, wish, or pray. He'll never be mine..It's been five agonizing months since Trunks had married. And yet still l suffer. Nothings been the same after. He's always busy with his wife, and never has time to even stop by and say hello. Nothing is worth all this agony.
My heart torn to shreds. How can l ever love again? To me, he was the only one. The
only one l'll ever care for. Life has no meaning anymore. I don't even care about my very existence. It's like my entire life was a lie. The only reason l even picked up fighting was so l could get close to Trunks. Now that he's gone. What do l have in life now? Family? That's a laugh. I doubt they even care.
They barely notice that l've been skipping school and not eating for the past few days. Let alone they don't realize what kind of heart ache l'm suffering through. Friends? What friends? They all have someone now. And they too, spend all their time with each others pair. Sure, l go talk to them every now and then. But all they ever talk about is how much in love they are. I refuse to go to their house now a days.I can't stand listening to them talk about "love". The very thought brings tears to my eyes.Love.Why did l fall in love with someone such as Trunks?
I knew we'd never be, but l always hoped that we one day would be together. United as one. Instead, love has caused me all this suffering and agony. This misfortune and heartache. I cry day and night, as if it's uncontrollable now. Why? Why can't l get over the fact that Trunks no longer can be with me? It's foolish to ever think that he'll one day realize he feels the same way l feel for him. Tomorrow I will see Trunks for the first time in five months.
My family, The Briefs, Marron and her family, basically everyone and myself will be going to celebrate. A baby shower. How degrading.Seen at a baby shower all alone.Everyone l know paired with someone.I have no choice.I atleast wanna see that handsome face of his one more time.He's been haunting my dreams,my very existance is not possible without him in my life.So l'll wait until tommorow.Where l can my lavender haired angel once more..
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Day of the baby shower.And every body arrived.Everybody seemed so happy and cheerfull.Everyone but me.How could they actually be enjoying their time?Oh yeah that's right.Their not hurting inside.I watch as my mother,grandmother,Bulma,and 18 start a conversation,standing in a small circle talking away.While the older men make their way out to talk and drink a few.All except Vegeta,who was standing against the wall in his usual position.Crossing his arms,and looking at all those within the huge room.Uubu and Marron sat side by side in a couch,feeding eachother the food they had on their plate.
It was sickening.I was actually starting to think like Vegeta.I guess he's gone through heart ache on his own when he lost his father and all those he cared for when planet Vegeta was destroyed.Hand in hand,Bra and Goten make their way to start a conversation with the one l love.Trunks.
He never looked better.I sighed dreamily as l admired him from afar.Only wishing that his wife,the one who bared his child,were me instead of that woman who stood by his side.I scoffed angrily at the sight of her.I couldn't help but be jelouse.l stood against a wall,resting my back against it gently,my arms crossed across my chest.For once l resembled Vegeta.He thought l was actually mocking him,and made his way over to argue with me.Of course,l was to upset to argue back.
While he yelled in my ear l stood their perfectly still,smirking slightly as l turned to face him.But never uttering a word.
I giggled slightly as he saw the smirk on my lips and began to get even more frustrated and angered with me.
"You inscolent brat!!Stop stealing my trademarks!!"he yelled.
Causing all the others to laugh slightly.Everyone thought l was playing around.Well atleast l got their attention for once.Soon Vegeta grew tired of argueing,and leaned his back against the wall.Crossing his own two arms,standing by my side.I swear,we looked practically related.We both had the same slightly angered expression on our face.
And barely uttered a word.I guess he was actually glad he had someone who was remotely like him for that breif moment.Everyone feared him,and his own two children didn't act anything like him.Well,except for Bra every now and then when she started yelling.But that's a different story.I watched as everyone was talking about how brave l was to even try to mock Vegeta.I blinked slightly,its not like it was on purpose.
"Boy Gohan.Your daughter sure has alot of guts to go ahead and try to mock Vegeta."Krillen said with a slight sheepish grin on his face.
"Aint it the truth" he said,sighing later on after.I had to admit,l rather liked the attention.
I couldn't keep my eyes off Trunks.He looked absolutely breathtakeing.I didn't have the nerve to even go up to him and start a conversation.Me,of all people,actually scared.It made no sense,neither did the reason why l loved him so.There was just...something about him.That told me l needed to be with him.That we were perfect together.Soon,l was beggining to enjoy myself.It was nice to be with my friends again.Bra and Marron started talking to me other than their relationship with Goten or Uubu.But the conversation would change every now and then to the two men both were in love with.Turns out Bra was pregnant,and nobody but me and Marron know now.And Marron is engaged,wich only l and know now.Confuseing rather.But,it was quite sad for me.I had noone,and alreaydy all my friends were leaving me.I'd just have to get used to the fact that l'll be alone always.Our conversation stopped when we heard Goten whistle loudly.Causing everyone in the room to grow silent.Goten cleared his throught and smiled slightly.
"Thank you.Now.Today,we are here to celebrate the upcomeing of a new Z member that is soon to come.And to congradulate the lucky parents.We wish the both of you good luck on your comeing bundle of joy...may you two be happy with whatever a child you have.Know that the both of you will always have somone looking out for you..and those people are...us."Trunks and his wife,Nabiki smiled as the entire room clapped gladly.All but me and Vegeta.He growled slightly underneath his breath,that caused me too look at him slightly confused.
"That girl isn't right for him.He would have been better off with you brat."he stated.I smiled sadly as he said that.
"I thought we would have been better off together too..."He looked at me with a cocked brow after what l had said.Obviously he had just found out how l felt about him.Yet,I bow my head sadly,and soon showed myself out.Leaving everyone else in the room behind me.I sat on the stoop alone,preferably not wanting anyone to ask me what was wrong.To my discomfort,l felt a masculine hand place itself on my shoulder.I look up to see him,the one l so secretly loved.I turn away not to meet his gaze.I couldn't.It would only hurt me inside knowing he'll never be mine.To stare into his handsome blue irises and know that even though he's so close, he's miles away.
"Hey Trunks."
"Hey Pan, what are you doing out here?" he asked somewhat concerned. As if he knew what l was going through.
" Nothing..just thinking." I said somewhat sadly. Not really wanting to comfort him and say. I love you, be with me. Leave that woman behind.
"About what?" you asked curiously. As if you wanted me too answer you with a special answer.
"Just...about you and Nabiki..."I sigh heavily, and choke back the tears that had formed on my eyes.
"What about?" he looked at me with a stern gaze. As if he were looking deep within me to find the answer.
".. That you..that you are gonna forget about me. And were never going to spend time together like before. Worst of all...l won't be able to see you anymore. Your always going to be busy with a baby." l said, a few tears streaming down my cheeks. I wasn't exactly telling the entire truth. I still hadn't told him how l felt towards him. Why was it so hard? I knew l couldn't tell him about my feelings because of his relationship. But it was incredibly hard not to feel nothing but love for the man by my side.I felt nothing my heart ache. I wanted him with me.
He hesitated to respond, but finally did."Oh...well..Pan.You see. You and l...we don't really spend anymore time together anymore because l have a family now. A new life. But that doesn't mean lm going to push you away. I care for you...and l'll do my best to keep in touch with you.But...l suggest you go looking out for someone you can share you life with. Like me..."he planted his shoulder gently atop of my shoulder. And rubbed it gently. His touch sent a stimulating vibe throughout my body. Enjoying his touch while it lasted. Look for someone else? Ha, as if there was anybody else l could possibly love other than him. He kisses me cheek softly, those softer tender lips against my cheek. How l wish they had met my own two lips instead of my cheek. I felt my cheek grow hot knew l was blushing. I looked back at him. Slightly confused.
"It's not healthy...to be sad your entire life Pan. Live a little, and look out for someone you care about. Know that l'll always..always be there with you."Although it didn't help much with my jealousy. But..it made me feel better about myslef.I smiled and looked up at my handsome angel.And nod as if it were a thank you. As if he knew what l meant, he nodded in return and stood back on both feet.
"Come back in later on okay. It's getting kinda late..."and with that, he walked into the house with a small hint of hesitation. I smile slightly. Looks like l'm just going to have to face the facts.
I'm not with him. And probably never will be. But at least l know we can always be friends. Of course l'm still jealous, but what is there to do? He's in love, and l can't change how he feels. I smile slightly as l sit outside on the front door's stoop, and look out into the horizon. Who knows. Maybe there's someone out there for me. I know one thing though. I'll never love anybody like l loved, and forever will love, Trunks Vegeta Briefs.
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(You like? Did you? send reviews. PLEASE! ::Gets on all four and begs:: All right you don't have too. =) Hope you liked it. ^-^ Ciao for now. Later peoplez.Oh,Zero Facts helped out on the next chapter. So l didn't do this entirely alone.)