PART 13 Asahi's Point of View



Today, I woke up very early. Maybe it's because I slept early

last night. I wanted to play with Ryo-Ohki and Sasami but I

figured they were still sleeping. I looked out the window and

saw my mom looking at the sky. I don't know what it was. I

think she misses Jurai. Maybe my father made her want to go

back home because he was so mean to her. I sometimes want to

go back home. I'm kinda angry that my dad made mom so sad. I

want to tell him that mother really loves him very much. I know

she does. I saw how bad she looked after my father said he didn't

like her anymore.

I miss my father so much. I want to know if he likes me.

He doesn't seem to care about mother. And he's married. Mother

told me that he forgot about her while she was on Jurai. I

know it's the truth. I know that mother was erased from his

mind, whether he even loved her or not. I wish they were back

together. I know mother loves him so much.

I have a power, I think. I don't know why I have it. I know

how my mother really feels about my father. I don't know

anything else. It's not really a good power like the knights

Azaka and Kamidake have but I'm really happy to know that my

father has a chance. If only he loved her back.

Mother, I love you so much. I don't want you to be hurt.

I know she doesn't know that I'm thinking this but I really

mean it. I want father to love me but some parts of me want to

kill him for being so cruel to my mother. I promise that I

won't ever be like that if I ever get married. Even if I don't

even love the person. I don't want to get my dad's bad side.

My mom is so nice to me and I don't want her to see me acting

mean.

Some people think I don't know what's happening to my mom

so they don't bother to tell me. I'm just a goldfish to them.

I look good but I forget everything after a few seconds. But I

know how my mother feels. She's so sad inside. She wants to

go to Jurai. She wants to kill herself. But she won't kill

herself because she loves me. She won't go to Jurai because she

loves my father. I just want them to have a happy life with

each other. Even though my 'power' only tells me what my mother

feels like, I think...know that my father loves my mother.

Even though he doesn't show it. They'll end up together even if

they have to wait for centuries. They end up together, I know it.