ANIKKI! I GOT IT CORRECTED *FINALLY*! (i had to change evey "milky"- which is what i call her- to mikage)
I wrote this after ep 10 or so. What if Mawata had seen the whole deal about Mikage/Takako? Here's what I think she would be thinking. Just a lil trip into her head. The current title is: "What Mikage Told Me". I don't really like it, but I guess it fits...somehow. As I've said before, my dvd's english subs are messed up, so correct me if the term "honohime" is right or not. I wrote it in my notebook where it looked a lot longer, so dont mind that its short. My handwriting's just big ^_^
~val (inkle hana)
What Mikage Told Me
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Maybe I should do what Mikage - or shall I say Takako - told me to do: hate.
I should hate Takako. I should hate Sasame. I should hate Himeno, and Hayate. Hell, I have no idea how long the list of people would be.
Even so, hating them won't do much. Not when hating Sasame, anyhow. For a while, I thought that I was in love with him, the sensitive radio personality whose words set me free.
But how can I love someone who doesn't love me back?
He loves Takako, the honohime. He doesn't love me, Mawata, who would become a honohime for him.
But all she does is laugh. She doesn't love him. She can't. She loves Hayate, I know it.
Funny thing is though, Hayate is too busy trying to hide his love from Himeno, who is trying to do the same from him. When one isn't looking at the other, the other is looking at them. But why hide it? Like an elaborate masquerade, they mask their hearts and do not show their true selves. They are too busy deciding which mask to wear that day, to notice me behind them.
I saw the windows shatter. I saw the walls split. I saw Sasame pledge his love to Takako. And I could practically see my heart and sould break.
Things wouldn't be this way if my father hadn't died. People wouldn't call me Awayuki Mawata. I never would've known about Sasame, Takako, Himeno, or anything related to them. And best of all, I wouldn't be like this.
Milky told me to look for the answer. But how can I find the answer to the things I hate if they are also the ones I love most?
I wrote this after ep 10 or so. What if Mawata had seen the whole deal about Mikage/Takako? Here's what I think she would be thinking. Just a lil trip into her head. The current title is: "What Mikage Told Me". I don't really like it, but I guess it fits...somehow. As I've said before, my dvd's english subs are messed up, so correct me if the term "honohime" is right or not. I wrote it in my notebook where it looked a lot longer, so dont mind that its short. My handwriting's just big ^_^
~val (inkle hana)
What Mikage Told Me
__________________________
Maybe I should do what Mikage - or shall I say Takako - told me to do: hate.
I should hate Takako. I should hate Sasame. I should hate Himeno, and Hayate. Hell, I have no idea how long the list of people would be.
Even so, hating them won't do much. Not when hating Sasame, anyhow. For a while, I thought that I was in love with him, the sensitive radio personality whose words set me free.
But how can I love someone who doesn't love me back?
He loves Takako, the honohime. He doesn't love me, Mawata, who would become a honohime for him.
But all she does is laugh. She doesn't love him. She can't. She loves Hayate, I know it.
Funny thing is though, Hayate is too busy trying to hide his love from Himeno, who is trying to do the same from him. When one isn't looking at the other, the other is looking at them. But why hide it? Like an elaborate masquerade, they mask their hearts and do not show their true selves. They are too busy deciding which mask to wear that day, to notice me behind them.
I saw the windows shatter. I saw the walls split. I saw Sasame pledge his love to Takako. And I could practically see my heart and sould break.
Things wouldn't be this way if my father hadn't died. People wouldn't call me Awayuki Mawata. I never would've known about Sasame, Takako, Himeno, or anything related to them. And best of all, I wouldn't be like this.
Milky told me to look for the answer. But how can I find the answer to the things I hate if they are also the ones I love most?