Kio



I never really liked Ryoku even though he was my uncle.

I admired him for his skill. I enjoyed his kindness. I respected him for his obvious wisdom. But I never really liked him.

I envied Ryoku for receiving Juline's obvious affection. Jealousy was my constant companion when I saw her giving him hugs and shy glances. The fact he seemed oblivious seemed only to feed that envy. I often wanted to trade places with Ryoku. I wanted to be on the receiving end of Juline's affection.

I don't want to trade places with Ryoku anymore.

He did something I only wish I could do. He gave Juline something that I only hope to be brave enough to give…

He gave up his life to protect Juline…

I'm no coward. I would give my life to protect Juline without hesitation. But…

Why? Why did he have to do something so stupid? Why did he have to do something so brave, so noble? Why did he have to do something for Juline that I'll never be able to compete with? It's not fair!

My uncle is dead! Jealousy should have no place in my heart. What he did was incredibly brave. I only wish to be like him.

Besides, it's my fault this mess happened. It's my fault that my uncle is dead. If I was stronger will, then I could have stopped Juline from going there. If I had more power, then I… No! That's not the way. Ryoku sacrificed his life so Juline and I could escape that night. I will honor his sacrifice with selfish thoughts.

I will honor Ryoku's sacrifice by becoming stronger. Not because I wanted power, but because the people I love are depending on me. I may not have the skills necessary to defeat Black Pearl right now. But Ryoku had left the knowledge for victory behind. His teachings, his words will always guide me.

I never really liked Ryoku even though he was my uncle. I loved him. I loved him for his courage, kindness, and wisdom. I will never forget him and his teachings. I know where ever he maybe in his next life, he will be watching out for Juline and me. Ryoku will be Ryoku, so in life, so in death.