Your Death
*Disclaimer*- Well, again none of the Rayearth characters belong to me. They all are owned by the extremely talented group called CLAMP.
This can't be true. It just can't be true.
I stared at the destroyed FTO with tears streaming down my face wondering how this can be true. Underneath the FTO lays your body and just like the FTO, it is lifeless. Why did you have to die, Eagle? Why? Your body was once warm and full of life but now it remains hidden, out of sight and cold, motionless.
The battle is over and we have finally beat our one true enemy, Debonair. Everyone rejoices around me with the ones that they love but I am with myself. I am left here standing, thinking about you and how dim-witted I was to never realize the truth that lay hidden in my heart. I remember only yesterday when you comforted me because of what was happening to Lantis.
I was crying because Nova had defeated Lantis and taken him captive. I also had found out from Clef that Nova was me. She was a shadow of my heart that was left when I along with Umi and Fuu killed Princess Emeraude. I couldn't bare the pain of knowing that it was me who was killing the one that I loved, or so I thought.
So I wandered over to your cell not knowing what to do. I didn't understand why I was heading towards your room instead of one of the many other people who could have helped me. I guess it was because I knew that you could comfort me the most since you were one of Lantis's friend.
When I reached your cell you were there and helped me feel better about myself and also yourself. You also told me that when you truly love someone you don't really know why, you just love them. Well, I found out why I had loved Lantis and also that my love towards Lantis wasn't true love.
Lantis. He slowly walks towards me with his hands outstretched trying to hug me. I then turn my body around and walk away from him. Doesn't he understand that I no longer love him or that it really wasn't true love after all? No. No one can ever honestly understand the truth that lays buried in my heart. Only I can..
He stares at me in bewilderment and asks me what's wrong. I reply with tears sliding down my cheek and then Lantis begins to understand the truth. Lantis looks at me for a moment and the he quickly turns his head around from me trying to hide the tears that are sliding down his cheek. But I still catch a glimpse.
My heart suddenly begins to ache with pain. Although, this pain is not because of what I just did from Lantis. No, it aches because I miss you so much and yearn for you to be by me. That can never happen to me as long as I am alive.
Once again I turn my attention to the FTO. I look once more at the disheveled machine and start to deliberate if that is how you look underneath there.
Then I put my hand to my lips and blow a kiss to you underneath the ruble. I turn my head and body around and start to dash towards the castle, sobbing. Umi and Fuu see me and they stop talking and celebrating with their friends. They then try to run after me but they are no match for my speed. So I soon leave them behind and am left alone to open the door to then vast castle. Once inside the castle I start to run to my room. When inside I lock the door that is behind me. Thus, leaving the whole world shut out of my life.
I wander over to the mirror and stare at the face that looks back at me. My eyes are red and puffy, almost the color of my scarlet hair. My cheeks are also red and cracked. My clothes are soiled with the tears that I have shed. My body aches of pain and is in desperate need of sleep. My heart still aches of pain.
My body slowly gives in and collapses to the bed. I slowly look around at the objects that surround me and wish for this pain to be over. Then I fall into a deep sleep.
*Authors Note*- Okay, so what's the diagnosis, doc? Please read and review this story because I would like to know how horrible of a writer I am. Remember be harsh! Thanks