Well finally chapter 4 is ready for viewing…believe me I would have liked to have it up sooner…however, my computer is guarded by a password that only my mother knows…and needless to say…I'm not a hacker…so enjoy!!! Please leave me some feedback, and I'll try really hard to get the next chapter up soon!!!

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Before Yohji could get himself composed, Aya and Omi were in the kitchen.

"Omi, go to bed, I'll be there in a minute." Aya's glare didn't even move from Yohji. Omi obeyed, and ran to his room. "You too Ken."

"No! Whatever you have to say to Yohji, you can say in front of me! I'm not Omi! You can't boss me around!"

"You leave him out of this! This is about you and Yohji. I don't know how long this has been going on, but it ends here and now, before your lust clouds your mind, and puts the rest of us in danger."

Yohji looked confused, "What about you and Omi?"

"What about us?"

"You can be with Omi, but I can't even touch Ken? Why is that?"

"Because I…because I love Omi. Can you honestly say that you love Ken? Can you?"

"…"The blonde stared at the floor.

"I didn't think so. Yohji Kudou can't love another human being." With that Aya turned his back on the boys, and walked to his room.

"You want to go for a walk?" Yohji held his arm out for the younger man.

"I guess…" Ken whispered as he hooked his arm to Yohji's, then they started out the door, and down the street.

"I'm sorry Kenken," Yohji said. They had stopped walking and were standing in front of a hotel. "I'm sorry I didn't say anything."

"It's okay. I understand. You don't know how you feel. I'm not hurt that you didn't say anything."

"But that's just it. I do know how I feel. I know that I love you, Ken. I want to be with you. I want you by my side forever. Why can't we be as happy as Aya and Omi?"

"You really love me?"

"Yes."

"Then let's go inside." Ken turned towards the hotel.

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Aya sat on the edge of the bed, his back towards the younger boy.

"Aya-kun? What's wrong? What happened With Ken-kun and Yohji-kun?"

"Nothing"

Omi peered over his redheaded lover's shoulder, so that he could see his face. "Why was Yohji-kun's pants unbuttoned? Did he just come out of the bathroom? And Ken-kun looked like he had been crying. Did you ask them what had happened?"

"Nothing happened Omi. Just drop it."

"I think you're lying Aya-kun."

"Oh yeah?"

"Yeah. You and I both know that they love each other. Just like you and me, right?"

"Right…"

"And that scares you, right?"

"Yeah…"

"Don't be scared Aya-kun. Everything will be alright."

"No it won't. Everything is going to change for them. Just like it's changed for us. When you and one of those guys are in danger, I could care less about them. All I care about is your safety, and they're practically my brothers. But all I can think about, is you.

TBC

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oh yeah…just so you know…I didn't mean for Aya to be such a bastard…that's just the way he wanted to be…how can you say no to a man that could gut you alive if he wanted to…