Yay!!! Finally a new chapter!!! Still kinda depressing…but it will get
MUCH happier next chapter…trust me!!!
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"What are you talking about Yo-tan? It's been three days since I've seen Aya. He hasn't been home. I've had three showers, and worn three different pairs of clothes. Yohji, you've been out for three days, and I've been here with you."
"What are you talking about Ken? I just blacked out. I'm fine."
"Yohji…you don't remember?"
"Remember what? I blacked out earlier, and you must have brought me here."
"Oh god Yo-tan. You really don't know. I—I was shaking you, and then…you pushed me away."
Tears starting to stream down his face. God, what happened?
"The door was still open from when I kicked it. You pushed me really hard Yohji. But—it didn't hurt, I swear! I—I hit the wall in the hallway, and Aya saw it. He saw it all Yohji, and I tried to stop him. But he just kept—"
He broke down, and starting crying. He held his face in his hands. And all of a sudden, I feel this excruciating pain. Why I didn't notice it before, is totally beyond me. I don't even remember pushing Ken away. "What happened Ken?"
"He…Aya—cut you, a lot. You lost a lot of blood. And—"
"Good! Our patient is awake! Ken why didn't you call for me? I need to check him out, make sure that there wasn't any major damage." The nurse came over to my bedside. "Sir, do you know your name?" She opens my eyes, and shines a light into them.
"Kudou, Yohji."
"Good. And do you know where you are?"
"A hospital, that's all I know."
"Ken, could you please excuse us? I need to change Mr. Kudou's bandages."
"Hai."
Ken got up, and left the room, shutting the door behind him.
"It's okay now Mr. Kudou, you can tell me what happened."
"What are you talking about?"
"Mr. Hidaka abuses you, doesn't he?"
She must have seen my scars. Great. How am I supposed to explain this?
"Mr. Kudou, I can call the police, and he'll never know that you said anything."
I find myself laughing hysterically, this is too funny. "You mean to tell me, that you think that scrawny brat abuses me? I think not."
"The all deny it."
"No, I'm serious, he hasn't hurt me. Not like that anyway."
How the hell do you convince someone you're not in denial when they say the first step is denial? "Would you believe me if I said I was an assassin, and those are scars from injuries on the job?"
"Mr. Kudou, please…this is serious."
"Okay, those marks are from him, but he doesn't abuse me, if you know what I mean."
"What are you trying to say Mr. Kudou?"
"Mr. Hidaka tends to be a little…over zealous during foreplay."
The nurse blushed furiously at Yohji and looked at the floor, trying to avoid eye contact. "You should have said something Mr. Kudou."
"Well why would I? It's embarrassing. You would think that I would be the seme."
"Well…if you ask me, I think that you would be the uke."
"WHAT?!"
"Well…look at you. You're pretty femmy, and what's with the hair?"
"What's wrong with my hair?"
"Nothing, if you're an uke."
"Are you saying that I couldn't be the seme?"
"Yup! That pretty much sums it up."
"I am a damn good seme!! And I'm going to prove it to you! KEN!!"
The brunette poked his head inside the door. "Yes, Yohji?"
"Ken! Come in, close the door, and lock it."
Ken was rather confused by the older man's request, but obliged anyway. Then he waited for further instructions.
"Mr. Kudou, this isn't necessary."
"Oh yes it is! Now get over here Ken!"
Ken was becoming rather nervous. He shyly got closer to the blonde. When he was in Yohji's range, Yohji reached out, grabbed Ken's wrist, and yanked the smaller body towards him. He placed his hand behind Ken's neck, and pulled him into a kiss. Yohji's tongue hungrily explored Ken's mouth, searching for that feeling he had experienced just days ago.
Ken was surprised by the blonde's actions, but was happy to see that Yohji was feeling better. It seemed as if they would be able to move on with their lives.
Ken began to kiss Yohji back with and urgency much larger than before. He missed being this close to the older man. He let the passion take control of his body, and completely forgot that the nurse was still standing by the bed. He could feel himself getting harder, and if Yohji didn't do something about it soon, he was going to explode.
He could feel Yohji's hands moving up towards his chest, and then he couldn't feel Yohji's tongue pressing against his any longer, and before he knew it, he was being shoved against the wall.
No more warm body, no more passion filled kiss, no more loving Yohji.
The taller man leapt from his bed, and ran to the bathroom, slamming it shut behind him.
TBC
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Well??? What do ya think?? I like it…even though it's depressing…I have the next chapter written…it's just a matter of finding computer time…please review, and I'll try to get the next chapter up sooner!!
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"What are you talking about Yo-tan? It's been three days since I've seen Aya. He hasn't been home. I've had three showers, and worn three different pairs of clothes. Yohji, you've been out for three days, and I've been here with you."
"What are you talking about Ken? I just blacked out. I'm fine."
"Yohji…you don't remember?"
"Remember what? I blacked out earlier, and you must have brought me here."
"Oh god Yo-tan. You really don't know. I—I was shaking you, and then…you pushed me away."
Tears starting to stream down his face. God, what happened?
"The door was still open from when I kicked it. You pushed me really hard Yohji. But—it didn't hurt, I swear! I—I hit the wall in the hallway, and Aya saw it. He saw it all Yohji, and I tried to stop him. But he just kept—"
He broke down, and starting crying. He held his face in his hands. And all of a sudden, I feel this excruciating pain. Why I didn't notice it before, is totally beyond me. I don't even remember pushing Ken away. "What happened Ken?"
"He…Aya—cut you, a lot. You lost a lot of blood. And—"
"Good! Our patient is awake! Ken why didn't you call for me? I need to check him out, make sure that there wasn't any major damage." The nurse came over to my bedside. "Sir, do you know your name?" She opens my eyes, and shines a light into them.
"Kudou, Yohji."
"Good. And do you know where you are?"
"A hospital, that's all I know."
"Ken, could you please excuse us? I need to change Mr. Kudou's bandages."
"Hai."
Ken got up, and left the room, shutting the door behind him.
"It's okay now Mr. Kudou, you can tell me what happened."
"What are you talking about?"
"Mr. Hidaka abuses you, doesn't he?"
She must have seen my scars. Great. How am I supposed to explain this?
"Mr. Kudou, I can call the police, and he'll never know that you said anything."
I find myself laughing hysterically, this is too funny. "You mean to tell me, that you think that scrawny brat abuses me? I think not."
"The all deny it."
"No, I'm serious, he hasn't hurt me. Not like that anyway."
How the hell do you convince someone you're not in denial when they say the first step is denial? "Would you believe me if I said I was an assassin, and those are scars from injuries on the job?"
"Mr. Kudou, please…this is serious."
"Okay, those marks are from him, but he doesn't abuse me, if you know what I mean."
"What are you trying to say Mr. Kudou?"
"Mr. Hidaka tends to be a little…over zealous during foreplay."
The nurse blushed furiously at Yohji and looked at the floor, trying to avoid eye contact. "You should have said something Mr. Kudou."
"Well why would I? It's embarrassing. You would think that I would be the seme."
"Well…if you ask me, I think that you would be the uke."
"WHAT?!"
"Well…look at you. You're pretty femmy, and what's with the hair?"
"What's wrong with my hair?"
"Nothing, if you're an uke."
"Are you saying that I couldn't be the seme?"
"Yup! That pretty much sums it up."
"I am a damn good seme!! And I'm going to prove it to you! KEN!!"
The brunette poked his head inside the door. "Yes, Yohji?"
"Ken! Come in, close the door, and lock it."
Ken was rather confused by the older man's request, but obliged anyway. Then he waited for further instructions.
"Mr. Kudou, this isn't necessary."
"Oh yes it is! Now get over here Ken!"
Ken was becoming rather nervous. He shyly got closer to the blonde. When he was in Yohji's range, Yohji reached out, grabbed Ken's wrist, and yanked the smaller body towards him. He placed his hand behind Ken's neck, and pulled him into a kiss. Yohji's tongue hungrily explored Ken's mouth, searching for that feeling he had experienced just days ago.
Ken was surprised by the blonde's actions, but was happy to see that Yohji was feeling better. It seemed as if they would be able to move on with their lives.
Ken began to kiss Yohji back with and urgency much larger than before. He missed being this close to the older man. He let the passion take control of his body, and completely forgot that the nurse was still standing by the bed. He could feel himself getting harder, and if Yohji didn't do something about it soon, he was going to explode.
He could feel Yohji's hands moving up towards his chest, and then he couldn't feel Yohji's tongue pressing against his any longer, and before he knew it, he was being shoved against the wall.
No more warm body, no more passion filled kiss, no more loving Yohji.
The taller man leapt from his bed, and ran to the bathroom, slamming it shut behind him.
TBC
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Well??? What do ya think?? I like it…even though it's depressing…I have the next chapter written…it's just a matter of finding computer time…please review, and I'll try to get the next chapter up sooner!!