Disclaimers: Yeah yeah, I don't own any part of gundam wing, what so ever.

Warnings: This is a 2x1, 1x2 paring. Just incase you wanted to know.

Author's Notes: Ok, I'm sorry for not updating this in a while. I kinda forgot about it until my friend started yelling at me for not updating it. So um... here it is. I hope you guys don't mind that the chapter's are really really short. The next chapter after this one should be up really soon because I have it written I just need to type it. Thanks again to everyone that reviewed. Oh yeah , just a little note. THIS CHAPTER IS WRITTEN IN HEERO'S POINT OF VEIW. Just to clear up any confusion that might start.

// // - Heero's thoughts
' ' - Heero repling to his thoughts




Why Do I Miss You?
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"What the fuck?! Heero what..."

His voice trailed off in my mind. His mouth was moving but I wasn't listening to what he was saying. Instead of focusing on his words I was focusing on his hair. I've only seen Duo's hair down a couple of times before and just seeing it flowing down again made me want to take my fingers and run them through it. My thought disappeared as I relized he was still talking to me.

"Are you listening to me?!"

I turned my head to the side and a couple of seconds later, heard the door slam.

I layed on the bed. Shit. This would be harder than I thought it would be. //Well what were you thinking? Did you think it would be easy?// 'Shut up! I knew it wouldn't be easy.' //This must really be getting to you. Is it normal to arguing with yourself?// I sighed as I rolled over onto my stomache.

I can't believe I didn't at least thing of a plan. Did I honestly think Duo would come running back into my arms? Maybe I should just tell Duo the truth. The truth is I didn't leave Duo because he was in the way. I left Duo because... because.... my training. I was never trained to... love. I was... scared I guess you could say. Scared. And it took me a year to finally realize it. Now why can't I just tell Duo that? And even if I did, would it make any difference now? It doesn't matter anyways. It couldn't get any worse could it? And the hardest part would actually be saying it. All it is, is three little words. I. Love. You. I still love you Duo. I'll never stop loving you.

I curled up into a ball as the words still went through my mind. //I love you Duo.//

TBC...
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Author's Notes: So um.... Well I probably wont write it in Heero's point of veiw again. I'm not very good with it. So anyways, the next chapter will be up really really really soon. And until then, please review!