Disclaimers: Yeah yeah, I don't own any part of gundam wing, what so ever.
Warnings: This is a 2x1, 1x2 paring. Just incase you wanted to know.
Author's Notes: Here's the next chapter. I'm sorry... I just can't make long chapters. Hope nobody minds. It's just not possible for this story. Oh yeah... before I said that I had the whole story written and all I needed to do was type it, well that's not true anymore. I didn't like the way it ended so I'm changing it. So it might take a little longer to put up the next chapters.
Why Do I Miss You?
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Why was Heero crying? Doesn't he remember that he's the one who left me? I walked over and sat on the edge of the bed. As soon as I did, he stopped crying, or he just made sure I couldn't hear him doing it.
"Heero....?" Why was it so hard to say something? I guess it was an awkward situation. I mean, It's not everyday you come in and see 'the perfect soldier' laying on a bed, curled up and crying. "Was there.... something you wanted to tell me?"
"No" He spat out almost instantly. He didn't move from his position although I knew he was very uncomfortable. His back was facing me, probalaby a good thing, now was not the time to be drowing in prussian blue colors.
"I think there is. You were sitting on my bed earlier like you were waiting to tell me something." //And an old guy in an elevator told me you wanted to tell me somthing.// "So what is it?"
"Nothing."
Ok, now this was getting tireing very quickly. "Heero!" I got up from the bed and walked to the other side that he was facing. I knelt down so that I was eye level with him. Mistake! I told you this would happen. It's like he can hypnotize you with the color of those eyes. I stared into them for a couple of seconds, maybe even minutes, but snaped out of it when I noticed a tear droplet falling down his face.
"I don't want to tell you anymore."
Well now we were getting somewhere! So he had something to say he just didn't want to tell me. But if anyone could make him spit it out, Duo Maxwell could! Well... at least I used to be able to. But... um... well now the technique I used would be very very.... awkward.... in a situation like this. It always had to do with us both on a bed, me with nice little face expression, and Heero without his shirt on. Good times!
I looked down on the floor. Some of my hair that was behind me, fell infront past my face. "Heero please. What was the point of coming if you're not even gonna say what you wanted to?"
"What makes you think I came here for you?" Ouch. That stung. He did have a point though. I had no reason to think that he did come here for me.
"Did you?" I looked back up at him. By the way more tears came, I could tell that he did. "So what did you want to say?"
"You don't want to hear it."
Yeah? And how was he supposed to know this? Could he all of a sudden read minds? Yeah right. "Well why don't you say it and we'll find out." After I said it, I could hear him whimper. Just a small one, almost like he didn't want me to hear it.
"Duo..... I can't."
That brought back a flashback of the day he left me. That was exactly what he said to me when he left. "Bullshit Heero! You can talk so you can say it!"
More tears came as he closed his eyes. "Duo... I.... I love you."
My eyes widened when he said it. I didn't know what to do. Heero said he loved me. But Heero left me. "Heero.... then why....?" I felt like I was about to break down crying. I couldn't let Heero see me crying. "Please leave."
"Duo...."
"LEAVE!!" Honestly, I didn't mean to snap at him but I was hurting so much inside. I felt him get up from the bed. After that I heard him open and then close the door. He was gone and I was alone again.
I crawled onto the bed in the same spot Heero was laying a few moments ago. It was so warm there. It was how I wanted to feel again. Warm. I curled into the same position he was in and cried.
"Heero.... Heero.... Heero..." I whimpered out his name as I cried and thought about all the pain I was in. When will the pain be over? When will I be happy again? When will I be able to live?
TBC...
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Author's Notes: OK, so please review. And I'll try to make the next chapter extra long ok?
Warnings: This is a 2x1, 1x2 paring. Just incase you wanted to know.
Author's Notes: Here's the next chapter. I'm sorry... I just can't make long chapters. Hope nobody minds. It's just not possible for this story. Oh yeah... before I said that I had the whole story written and all I needed to do was type it, well that's not true anymore. I didn't like the way it ended so I'm changing it. So it might take a little longer to put up the next chapters.
Why Do I Miss You?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Why was Heero crying? Doesn't he remember that he's the one who left me? I walked over and sat on the edge of the bed. As soon as I did, he stopped crying, or he just made sure I couldn't hear him doing it.
"Heero....?" Why was it so hard to say something? I guess it was an awkward situation. I mean, It's not everyday you come in and see 'the perfect soldier' laying on a bed, curled up and crying. "Was there.... something you wanted to tell me?"
"No" He spat out almost instantly. He didn't move from his position although I knew he was very uncomfortable. His back was facing me, probalaby a good thing, now was not the time to be drowing in prussian blue colors.
"I think there is. You were sitting on my bed earlier like you were waiting to tell me something." //And an old guy in an elevator told me you wanted to tell me somthing.// "So what is it?"
"Nothing."
Ok, now this was getting tireing very quickly. "Heero!" I got up from the bed and walked to the other side that he was facing. I knelt down so that I was eye level with him. Mistake! I told you this would happen. It's like he can hypnotize you with the color of those eyes. I stared into them for a couple of seconds, maybe even minutes, but snaped out of it when I noticed a tear droplet falling down his face.
"I don't want to tell you anymore."
Well now we were getting somewhere! So he had something to say he just didn't want to tell me. But if anyone could make him spit it out, Duo Maxwell could! Well... at least I used to be able to. But... um... well now the technique I used would be very very.... awkward.... in a situation like this. It always had to do with us both on a bed, me with nice little face expression, and Heero without his shirt on. Good times!
I looked down on the floor. Some of my hair that was behind me, fell infront past my face. "Heero please. What was the point of coming if you're not even gonna say what you wanted to?"
"What makes you think I came here for you?" Ouch. That stung. He did have a point though. I had no reason to think that he did come here for me.
"Did you?" I looked back up at him. By the way more tears came, I could tell that he did. "So what did you want to say?"
"You don't want to hear it."
Yeah? And how was he supposed to know this? Could he all of a sudden read minds? Yeah right. "Well why don't you say it and we'll find out." After I said it, I could hear him whimper. Just a small one, almost like he didn't want me to hear it.
"Duo..... I can't."
That brought back a flashback of the day he left me. That was exactly what he said to me when he left. "Bullshit Heero! You can talk so you can say it!"
More tears came as he closed his eyes. "Duo... I.... I love you."
My eyes widened when he said it. I didn't know what to do. Heero said he loved me. But Heero left me. "Heero.... then why....?" I felt like I was about to break down crying. I couldn't let Heero see me crying. "Please leave."
"Duo...."
"LEAVE!!" Honestly, I didn't mean to snap at him but I was hurting so much inside. I felt him get up from the bed. After that I heard him open and then close the door. He was gone and I was alone again.
I crawled onto the bed in the same spot Heero was laying a few moments ago. It was so warm there. It was how I wanted to feel again. Warm. I curled into the same position he was in and cried.
"Heero.... Heero.... Heero..." I whimpered out his name as I cried and thought about all the pain I was in. When will the pain be over? When will I be happy again? When will I be able to live?
TBC...
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Author's Notes: OK, so please review. And I'll try to make the next chapter extra long ok?