Disclaimers: Yeah yeah, I don't own any part of gundam wing, what so ever.
Warnings: This is a 2x1, 1x2 paring. Just incase you wanted to know.
Author's Notes: Ok, so maybe this isn't the last chapter like I thought it would be. Anyways, It's not very long but you have to admit, it's a lot longer than some of the chapters. I think I wrote it a little different compared to the other 7 chapters though. Oh well. Thanks to everyone who reviewed this story!
Why Do I Miss You?
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Where was I? I looked around but all I could see was darkness, that is until I saw Heero appear infront of me.
"Heero?"
He looked at me and then turned around and started walking away.
"W-Wait! Where are you going?!"
"You don't love me anymore. I'm not needed for anything."
He kept walking forward.
"Wait a minute Heero!"
I started running to catch up to him but, I couldn't do it. I never got any closer to him. I stopped running to catch my breath and that's when Heero stopped walking and turned back around. His eyes shined from the tears that were falling down his face. My eyes widened when I saw that he was holding a gun to his head.
"I love you Duo." He whispered it as he pulled the trigger.......
*
I woke up and sat up in the bed panting and sweating. A dream, it was all a dream. A shiver went down my spine as I recalled what happened. Heero left me in the dream, just like he left me in reality.
Why did I yell at Heero and tell him to leave earlier today? He told me he loved me. He's never said that before. But he left me. I've wanted him to come back for so long but, now that he's here, I just want him to go away.
I looked over at the alarm clock next to the bed. 5:43am. I hate nightmares. You never snap out of them at a reasonable hour. Oh well. Now I wont be able to go back to sleep. It doesn't really matter though, what do I need sleep for? I'll just be glad when this trip is over.
*
Those were the longest days of my life. I mean, I ran out of things to do in like, one day. What surprised me though was that I didn't see Heero anymore. He never came back into my room. I also noticed that my spare key was sitting on one of the desks. He must have taken it earlier to get inside the room. He probably took it that one time I was drunk. I met up with my elevator friend a lot though.
The boat stopped at three places that week, and as I had predicted, I didn't get off at any of them. I'm not even really sure where the places where. Some places in the Caribbean or something.
I kept thinking of ways I could make Quatre believe that I had a good time.
One more day. Just one more day and I can go home. Back home to loneliness. Back home to nothing. I wish I could snap out of this depressing state. My life's not all the way over yet. I still have Quatre. Trowa's also there for me, I guess. Of coarse I think it was mostly just to get me out of the house so Quatre wouldn't feel my pain anymore. And yeah, even though he can be a fuckin' bastard sometimes, I still have Wufei too. I just don't seem to care anymore though. I only think of the bad things that have happened to me this past year.
*
The day ended with me falling asleep on my bed after packing up all my stuff and sticking it out in the hallway, like they had said to do, making sure to leave some clothes for me to change into tomorrow. I had missed dinner again. I decided I would rather sleep that fill my stomach. I fell asleep dreaming of being home with my life the way it used to be. When Heero was still with me. When I was still happy.
I woke up early in the morning to the sound of the cruise director telling us to move to where we where supposed to go. Guess I forgot to set my alarm. I got out of bed and changed into a different pair of clothing faster than I ever have before. I took one last look around the room, if that's what you want to call it. I was just about to walk out my door when I noticed a piece of paper sitting on my dresser. At first I thought that it might be a survey that you fill out about how the trip was but, then I remembered I had already filled one of those out. Wondering what it was, I walked over to it, picked it up, and read it.
*
Dear Duo,
Nothing can describe the feeling that I have right now. All I can say is: it's a feeling. You've made me feel things that I never thought I ever would. You've broken the 'perfect solider mask' that I've burdened all these years. Arigato. I'm sorry though, sorry that I didn't realize it until now, now that it's too late.
I wont ever bother you again. I'll go away so that you will never have to see me again. But, I wont do it unless you can honestly tell me that you do not love me. I know that you never lie Duo.
Two days from today, meet me in the flower field near Quatre's mansion at 4:00am. If you can find it in your heart that you still love me even a little, then don't come, I'll come to you. Until then Duo. Aishiteru. Itsumo. {1}
H.
*
Heero. It was from Heero. I crumbled the small note in my hand. He was doing this on purpose! He knows I still have a little bit of feelings for him! He knows that I wont be able to tell him that I don't love him even a little bit! And he wants me to prove it to him!
I sighed as I thought of the last two words. 'Aishiteru. Itsumo.' Do you Heero? Do you really love me?
TBC....
*~*~*
{1}- it mean's I love you. Always.
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Author's Notes: Ok...... maybe it's a little cliff hanger? But it just looked like a really good place to stop for now. Sorry. ::sweatdrop:: Soooooooo..... please review!
Warnings: This is a 2x1, 1x2 paring. Just incase you wanted to know.
Author's Notes: Ok, so maybe this isn't the last chapter like I thought it would be. Anyways, It's not very long but you have to admit, it's a lot longer than some of the chapters. I think I wrote it a little different compared to the other 7 chapters though. Oh well. Thanks to everyone who reviewed this story!
Why Do I Miss You?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Where was I? I looked around but all I could see was darkness, that is until I saw Heero appear infront of me.
"Heero?"
He looked at me and then turned around and started walking away.
"W-Wait! Where are you going?!"
"You don't love me anymore. I'm not needed for anything."
He kept walking forward.
"Wait a minute Heero!"
I started running to catch up to him but, I couldn't do it. I never got any closer to him. I stopped running to catch my breath and that's when Heero stopped walking and turned back around. His eyes shined from the tears that were falling down his face. My eyes widened when I saw that he was holding a gun to his head.
"I love you Duo." He whispered it as he pulled the trigger.......
*
I woke up and sat up in the bed panting and sweating. A dream, it was all a dream. A shiver went down my spine as I recalled what happened. Heero left me in the dream, just like he left me in reality.
Why did I yell at Heero and tell him to leave earlier today? He told me he loved me. He's never said that before. But he left me. I've wanted him to come back for so long but, now that he's here, I just want him to go away.
I looked over at the alarm clock next to the bed. 5:43am. I hate nightmares. You never snap out of them at a reasonable hour. Oh well. Now I wont be able to go back to sleep. It doesn't really matter though, what do I need sleep for? I'll just be glad when this trip is over.
*
Those were the longest days of my life. I mean, I ran out of things to do in like, one day. What surprised me though was that I didn't see Heero anymore. He never came back into my room. I also noticed that my spare key was sitting on one of the desks. He must have taken it earlier to get inside the room. He probably took it that one time I was drunk. I met up with my elevator friend a lot though.
The boat stopped at three places that week, and as I had predicted, I didn't get off at any of them. I'm not even really sure where the places where. Some places in the Caribbean or something.
I kept thinking of ways I could make Quatre believe that I had a good time.
One more day. Just one more day and I can go home. Back home to loneliness. Back home to nothing. I wish I could snap out of this depressing state. My life's not all the way over yet. I still have Quatre. Trowa's also there for me, I guess. Of coarse I think it was mostly just to get me out of the house so Quatre wouldn't feel my pain anymore. And yeah, even though he can be a fuckin' bastard sometimes, I still have Wufei too. I just don't seem to care anymore though. I only think of the bad things that have happened to me this past year.
*
The day ended with me falling asleep on my bed after packing up all my stuff and sticking it out in the hallway, like they had said to do, making sure to leave some clothes for me to change into tomorrow. I had missed dinner again. I decided I would rather sleep that fill my stomach. I fell asleep dreaming of being home with my life the way it used to be. When Heero was still with me. When I was still happy.
I woke up early in the morning to the sound of the cruise director telling us to move to where we where supposed to go. Guess I forgot to set my alarm. I got out of bed and changed into a different pair of clothing faster than I ever have before. I took one last look around the room, if that's what you want to call it. I was just about to walk out my door when I noticed a piece of paper sitting on my dresser. At first I thought that it might be a survey that you fill out about how the trip was but, then I remembered I had already filled one of those out. Wondering what it was, I walked over to it, picked it up, and read it.
*
Dear Duo,
Nothing can describe the feeling that I have right now. All I can say is: it's a feeling. You've made me feel things that I never thought I ever would. You've broken the 'perfect solider mask' that I've burdened all these years. Arigato. I'm sorry though, sorry that I didn't realize it until now, now that it's too late.
I wont ever bother you again. I'll go away so that you will never have to see me again. But, I wont do it unless you can honestly tell me that you do not love me. I know that you never lie Duo.
Two days from today, meet me in the flower field near Quatre's mansion at 4:00am. If you can find it in your heart that you still love me even a little, then don't come, I'll come to you. Until then Duo. Aishiteru. Itsumo. {1}
H.
*
Heero. It was from Heero. I crumbled the small note in my hand. He was doing this on purpose! He knows I still have a little bit of feelings for him! He knows that I wont be able to tell him that I don't love him even a little bit! And he wants me to prove it to him!
I sighed as I thought of the last two words. 'Aishiteru. Itsumo.' Do you Heero? Do you really love me?
TBC....
*~*~*
{1}- it mean's I love you. Always.
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Author's Notes: Ok...... maybe it's a little cliff hanger? But it just looked like a really good place to stop for now. Sorry. ::sweatdrop:: Soooooooo..... please review!