Disclaimers: Yeah yeah, I don't own any part of gundam wing, what so ever.

Warnings: This is a 2x1, 1x2 paring. Just incase you wanted to know.

Author's Notes: Um... sorry I haven't updated anything in a while. I've actually had the story written down for months now, I just haven't felt like typing it up. ((sweatdrop)) Um.... you might wanna go back and read chapter 8 again, just to refresh your memory and such. Sorry about that. PureEmotion please don't hurt me. Oh yeah, some people are confused about the letter. Basically it says: If Duo comes to the flower field it means he DOESN"T love Heero. If Duo doesn't go to the flower field that it means he DOES love Heero. Okay? Okay.



~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ - Switches to Heero's point of view.




Why Do I Miss You?
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Damn it! Why did it have to be 4:00 in the morning. I guess he doesn't want anyone to know about this but, it's too fucking early!

I pushed off my sheet covers and sat up to turn off the annoying beeping noise that was coming from my alarm. I got off my bed and made my way to the shower while I thought of the day I came back from the cruise.

~Flash back~

"Duo!" I looked over to see Quatre waving happily next to the car. I took in a deep breath and got ready to do the biggest act I've ever done. I needed to make them think I had a good time.

"Hey Quatre." I smiled cheerfully as Trowa took my bags and put them in the trunk. I looked over to Wufei who was leaning against the car with his arms crossed over his chest.

"Hey Wu-man!"

"It's WUFEI!" He glared at me. Then opened the car door and sat down inside.

"Sorry Wuffie." I smiled. It's so much fun to tease him sometimes.

"So Duo, how was your trip?"

"It was ok I guess. There was this weird guy that hung around in the elevators. We talked a lot."

Quatre smiled at me as we got into the car and drove to his mansion.

~End of flashback~

I walked out from the shower and put on some clothes. Then I went to my dresser and grabbed a brush as I began to brush and braid my hair.

After I finished I stood there looking in the mirror. This might be hard. How was I supposed to do this?

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I waited in the flower field. I looked down at my watch.

3:50

Every part of me prayed that he wouldn't come. If he does come than it means he doesn't love me, and if he doesn't than it means he does. I looked back down at my watch.

3:55

This was an important meeting. If Duo was going to come he wouldn't be late for something like this, right?

3:58

Two more minutes. I could feel my heart pounding in my chest. I just want one more chance.

3:59

One more minute. If Duo does come at least I can see him one last time.

4:00

I looked up from my watch and waited a couple of seconds. Then a couple of minutes.

4:10

Maybe he still does love me. My heart seemed to lift up but then sank back down when I saw a familiar figure walking towards me.

Maybe I didn't need to hear it from him. No, I can't hear it from him. I can't stand there and listen to him tell me that he doesn't love me. I thought I could, but I can't. I wouldn't be able to take it. Back then I might have been able to, but not anymore.

I turned around and started walking away. Forever.

"Heero! Wait!" No. I don't want him to say it to me.

I kept on walking.

"Heero!" Why does he want to say it to me so badly?

I kept walking.

"Heero stop!" This time I heard footsteps running towards me. I turned around right when he crshed into me and sent us both falling to the ground.

"No Heero. I don't want you to leave me anymore."

I blinked a couple of times before I relized that his head was laying on my stomach while he cried soaking my shirt.

"Duo, I thought..."

"I know your note said to wait for you but I'm tired of waiting for you Heero."

"Duo..."

"I love you Heero. I love you more than anything else in the world. I don't want you to leave me anymore. Don't leave me."

I lifted up his head to look at his face. It was all red from the tears coming down his face and it made his eyes shine like gems. I pulled him up closer so our faces were only inches apart.

"You're late."

He smiled at me. "Sorry."

Then I lowered his head down and kissed him. A kiss that I haven't been able to have in one long year. When we broke away he was still smiling. And I smiled back. A real smile that hasn't been seen in a year. A real smile that was only reserved for Duo. A real smile.


~End ^.^

Author's Notes- I don't think I'm gonna add anything else to this story. Sorry if you were expecting a lemon or something. I'm just afraid of messing it up more than what it already it. If you really want to read a lemon though..... I'm writting two other stories that will be up soon. Right now one of them is titled "Drifting Apart" and the other one doesn't have a title yet. So anyways.... I hoped you liked this story and please review!