Separating Despite of Love
by Rien
Standard Disclaimers Apply
Prologue
Blissfull happiness can be shattered anytime in this God forsaken place. Happiness is the only thing that gives us the belief that everything would be alright but in truth, we are just fooling ourselves. Some people find their happiness in simple things. We believe in the phrase "Lived Happily Ever After" but do you think that every one can experience such happpiness? Nobody is perfect. Let's face it, nobody is happy. Man constantly wants something that other's can not fullfill.
And there are others who are sad and lonely because the only one they love is not fit in society's eyes.
Two men in love can be judge wrongly because they love one another. Because they are different. Because they are.... soulmates. I do believe in this things now because I know that I found him when I saw him in that rooftop. I punched him and headbutted him because he raised some feelings that I didn't know existed in me. I was scared in that new feeling and I hid it with the "infatuation" with another person. I tried to become accustomed to liking the girl stop the feeling that he raises. But I can't undo it. The feeling slowly entwined my heart like a vine and before I knew it, I knew I love him.
There was another problem though, he was a block of ice and I know that i'm not going to get any reaction from him. I only settled myself in pestering him, throwing awful words that I know I would regret when I was all alone. I still love him even if I know that I don't have a chance. I quietly lusted after him and hide my growing love for the block of ice. Even Yohei and the others doesn't know anything. I just couldn't tell it to anyone.
Everything change when he confessed his feelings for me. And after that we became a couple even if almost all of the female population in our school opposed to that. They said that we are wrong for each other, we are not going to last. Love between boys are very wrong. Even Haruko, the girl I was "infatuated" with, opposed but did nothing. I didn't believe them then but now, I do. And another belief was added in me: "Happiness never lasts in this world, only sadness lasts"
by Rien
Standard Disclaimers Apply
Prologue
Blissfull happiness can be shattered anytime in this God forsaken place. Happiness is the only thing that gives us the belief that everything would be alright but in truth, we are just fooling ourselves. Some people find their happiness in simple things. We believe in the phrase "Lived Happily Ever After" but do you think that every one can experience such happpiness? Nobody is perfect. Let's face it, nobody is happy. Man constantly wants something that other's can not fullfill.
And there are others who are sad and lonely because the only one they love is not fit in society's eyes.
Two men in love can be judge wrongly because they love one another. Because they are different. Because they are.... soulmates. I do believe in this things now because I know that I found him when I saw him in that rooftop. I punched him and headbutted him because he raised some feelings that I didn't know existed in me. I was scared in that new feeling and I hid it with the "infatuation" with another person. I tried to become accustomed to liking the girl stop the feeling that he raises. But I can't undo it. The feeling slowly entwined my heart like a vine and before I knew it, I knew I love him.
There was another problem though, he was a block of ice and I know that i'm not going to get any reaction from him. I only settled myself in pestering him, throwing awful words that I know I would regret when I was all alone. I still love him even if I know that I don't have a chance. I quietly lusted after him and hide my growing love for the block of ice. Even Yohei and the others doesn't know anything. I just couldn't tell it to anyone.
Everything change when he confessed his feelings for me. And after that we became a couple even if almost all of the female population in our school opposed to that. They said that we are wrong for each other, we are not going to last. Love between boys are very wrong. Even Haruko, the girl I was "infatuated" with, opposed but did nothing. I didn't believe them then but now, I do. And another belief was added in me: "Happiness never lasts in this world, only sadness lasts"