Title: Love Only to Lose Again?
Author: Cherub Girl
Rating: R (for later songs….you'll understand when you read them)
AN: Hey you guys...This is my first stab at doing a song fic thingy.....I have already picked out 19 songs, for hopefully 19 chapters...We will just have to see how good I am at this.....It is all a little too new.
Disclaimer(s): Oh yeah!! Sailor Moon does not belong to me. If it did, I wouldn't be wasting my time writing here. I would be doing actual homework instead! ^_~ Also, Jewel's song, Standing Still, doesn't belong to me either...If it did, I would be the one making a lot of money!! LOL
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[song lyrics]
*.......* narrator's thoughts, whomever the narrator is for each chapter. It changes, I hope
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[Cuttin' through the darkest night in my two headlights, Trying to keep it clear, but I'm losing it here to the twilight]
The place where I stood was bathed in the wonderful sunlight, annoying my soul which was yearning for darkness.
*Why did I have to leave her? Why did I have to let her go back to him? Why didn't I tell her how I really felt?*
I walked along the hallway of my Princess' palace, waiting to hear her decision on whether or not she was going to let me go back to Earth.
[There's a dead end to my left, there's a burning bush to my right]
A part of me wanted to return yet another part dreaded seeing him again. As the clock slowly ticked, I tried to gather my thought and remember the happiness I felt before leaving Earth, opening myself up to the memories of my last day there. All I can remember are the small tears that she had in her beautiful blue eyes as she hugged me goodbye for what I thought would be the last time. When she went back to him, I could feel tears like hers build inside me.
[You aren't in sight, you aren't in sight]
My thoughts of her blurred as my emotions took control.
*Goodness, I am turning into a mess just thinking about it. Pull yourself together Seiya. You need to be the man that you always portrayed yourself as.*
I suddenly stopped pacing and looked down at the clothes that covered my body, if you would even like to call them clothes. My short leather skirt was slowly inching its way up my legs as I paced while my matching top was heaving slightly.
*A man. Hmm. That is kind of funny. Well if I go back, I certainly won't show myself to her looking like this.*
[Do you want me, like I want you?]
*Are you thinking of me Odango? My thoughts are always on you."
Seeing my Princess' chamber doors opened, I stiffened anticipating defeat.
[Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky?]
She only stuck her head out long enough to beckon me inside with one of her sweet smiles.
*Just seeing her smile reminds me of Odango. Same smile, it's haunting.*
I walk inside holding my head up high, knowing that my fate was lying in her hands. I waited patiently for her to tell me her answer, but all she did was smile.
"Sit down Seiya. You look like you are about to keel over."
[Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by?]
*Why do you tease me like this Princess?*
"Princess Kakyuu, I appreciate your concern, but both you and I know why I am here right now. I am waiting for your decision."
She opened her mouth to speak, but closed it after a second. Gazing at Seiya intensely she opened her mouth once more.
"Please sit down Seiya. Or else I cannot tell you the good news."
[Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye?]
"G..good news?"
*It can't be.*
[Was that you passing me by?]
"Yes Seiya. I am allowing Yaten, Taiki and you to return to Earth for as long as you wish to be."
"You are joking right?"
"Why would I joke about something as important as this is? I know that this is something that you honestly want to do with all your heart, and I cannot stand in the way of a heart's desire."
I jumped out of my chair quickly and flung my arms around the girl that has given me all the freedom that I could ever want. Surprised, she hesitates for a brief moment before returning my hug.
"Go to her Seiya. Go to the one that you love."
"Oh Kami-san. Did I do the right thing? Seiya loves her, but did I do the right thing in letting him go to her?"
[Mothers on the stoop, boys in souped-up coupes on this hot summer night]
Kakyuu stood on her balcony, watching as her Starlights gathered to teleport to Earth.
"Oh well. I gave her permission to go, and I will stand behind it."
[Between fight and flight is the blind man's sight and the choice that's right]
Yaten looked at me with a sweet smile on her face.
"What's wrong Seiya? Feeling a little jitterish?"
"No, just wanting to remember home before we leave."
[I roll the window down, feel like I'm gonna drown in this strange town]
I looked around me at took in the wonderful scenery around me. This country that I helped rebuild was nothing more then beauty and unfamiliarity.
[Feel broken down, I feel broken down]
*Am I doing the right thing, coming to you Odango?*
Using their powers, the three girls initiated their teleport sequence and turned to wave goodbye to their Princess. She looked sadly at them, but waved a quick goodbye before stepping back into her room.
"May you be able to finally come to terms with your feelings Seiya. I wish you the best of luck."
I looked at my comrades as our power linked us together. An aura of purple light surrounded us, completing the teleportation sequence.
*I cannot wait. Odango, I hope that you are excited as me.*
[Do you need me, like I need you?]
*Oh God Odango, I have been wanting this for so long. I cannot believe that I am finally achieving what I have been wanting and needing.*
Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky?
[Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by?]
We flew through space like a bat out of heck and I was awestricken as we entered Earth's solar system.
*It is beautiful. Peaceful, dark, and beautiful.*
We landed on Earth in almost the same place were we had left only a few years ago. The area surrounding us was silent until Yaten's voice broke through.
"I am astonished at how much a place can change in only a few years."
I ignored her for a second while looking down at the people passing by below us. The busy scene below made me stop moving and just stare.
[Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye?]
*O…Odango!*
[Was that you passing me by?]
Seiya watched as the girl of his dreams passed them by, surrounded by a group of teenage girls who they know as the Sailor Scouts. Realizing that now wasn't the time to show herself, she pulled back from them and focused her attention on Taiki and Yaten who were arguing over where to stay during their visit.
[Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow, Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow]
*What will happen when I see you tomorrow Odango, my love?*
[Do you love me, like I love you?]
*I love you Odango. Until tomorrow.*
So, what do you guys think?? I know it must suck, but I am trying. I think I will still continue with the story, even if I get bad reviews cause it is fun to play with some of my favorite songs…Oh, I know that the song doesn't end here, it is just the perfect time to end it. Ja ne!
Author: Cherub Girl
Rating: R (for later songs….you'll understand when you read them)
AN: Hey you guys...This is my first stab at doing a song fic thingy.....I have already picked out 19 songs, for hopefully 19 chapters...We will just have to see how good I am at this.....It is all a little too new.
Disclaimer(s): Oh yeah!! Sailor Moon does not belong to me. If it did, I wouldn't be wasting my time writing here. I would be doing actual homework instead! ^_~ Also, Jewel's song, Standing Still, doesn't belong to me either...If it did, I would be the one making a lot of money!! LOL
**************************************************************************** **
[song lyrics]
*.......* narrator's thoughts, whomever the narrator is for each chapter. It changes, I hope
**************************************************************************** **
[Cuttin' through the darkest night in my two headlights, Trying to keep it clear, but I'm losing it here to the twilight]
The place where I stood was bathed in the wonderful sunlight, annoying my soul which was yearning for darkness.
*Why did I have to leave her? Why did I have to let her go back to him? Why didn't I tell her how I really felt?*
I walked along the hallway of my Princess' palace, waiting to hear her decision on whether or not she was going to let me go back to Earth.
[There's a dead end to my left, there's a burning bush to my right]
A part of me wanted to return yet another part dreaded seeing him again. As the clock slowly ticked, I tried to gather my thought and remember the happiness I felt before leaving Earth, opening myself up to the memories of my last day there. All I can remember are the small tears that she had in her beautiful blue eyes as she hugged me goodbye for what I thought would be the last time. When she went back to him, I could feel tears like hers build inside me.
[You aren't in sight, you aren't in sight]
My thoughts of her blurred as my emotions took control.
*Goodness, I am turning into a mess just thinking about it. Pull yourself together Seiya. You need to be the man that you always portrayed yourself as.*
I suddenly stopped pacing and looked down at the clothes that covered my body, if you would even like to call them clothes. My short leather skirt was slowly inching its way up my legs as I paced while my matching top was heaving slightly.
*A man. Hmm. That is kind of funny. Well if I go back, I certainly won't show myself to her looking like this.*
[Do you want me, like I want you?]
*Are you thinking of me Odango? My thoughts are always on you."
Seeing my Princess' chamber doors opened, I stiffened anticipating defeat.
[Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky?]
She only stuck her head out long enough to beckon me inside with one of her sweet smiles.
*Just seeing her smile reminds me of Odango. Same smile, it's haunting.*
I walk inside holding my head up high, knowing that my fate was lying in her hands. I waited patiently for her to tell me her answer, but all she did was smile.
"Sit down Seiya. You look like you are about to keel over."
[Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by?]
*Why do you tease me like this Princess?*
"Princess Kakyuu, I appreciate your concern, but both you and I know why I am here right now. I am waiting for your decision."
She opened her mouth to speak, but closed it after a second. Gazing at Seiya intensely she opened her mouth once more.
"Please sit down Seiya. Or else I cannot tell you the good news."
[Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye?]
"G..good news?"
*It can't be.*
[Was that you passing me by?]
"Yes Seiya. I am allowing Yaten, Taiki and you to return to Earth for as long as you wish to be."
"You are joking right?"
"Why would I joke about something as important as this is? I know that this is something that you honestly want to do with all your heart, and I cannot stand in the way of a heart's desire."
I jumped out of my chair quickly and flung my arms around the girl that has given me all the freedom that I could ever want. Surprised, she hesitates for a brief moment before returning my hug.
"Go to her Seiya. Go to the one that you love."
"Oh Kami-san. Did I do the right thing? Seiya loves her, but did I do the right thing in letting him go to her?"
[Mothers on the stoop, boys in souped-up coupes on this hot summer night]
Kakyuu stood on her balcony, watching as her Starlights gathered to teleport to Earth.
"Oh well. I gave her permission to go, and I will stand behind it."
[Between fight and flight is the blind man's sight and the choice that's right]
Yaten looked at me with a sweet smile on her face.
"What's wrong Seiya? Feeling a little jitterish?"
"No, just wanting to remember home before we leave."
[I roll the window down, feel like I'm gonna drown in this strange town]
I looked around me at took in the wonderful scenery around me. This country that I helped rebuild was nothing more then beauty and unfamiliarity.
[Feel broken down, I feel broken down]
*Am I doing the right thing, coming to you Odango?*
Using their powers, the three girls initiated their teleport sequence and turned to wave goodbye to their Princess. She looked sadly at them, but waved a quick goodbye before stepping back into her room.
"May you be able to finally come to terms with your feelings Seiya. I wish you the best of luck."
I looked at my comrades as our power linked us together. An aura of purple light surrounded us, completing the teleportation sequence.
*I cannot wait. Odango, I hope that you are excited as me.*
[Do you need me, like I need you?]
*Oh God Odango, I have been wanting this for so long. I cannot believe that I am finally achieving what I have been wanting and needing.*
Or am I standing still, beneath the darkened sky?
[Or am I standing still, with the scenery flying by?]
We flew through space like a bat out of heck and I was awestricken as we entered Earth's solar system.
*It is beautiful. Peaceful, dark, and beautiful.*
We landed on Earth in almost the same place were we had left only a few years ago. The area surrounding us was silent until Yaten's voice broke through.
"I am astonished at how much a place can change in only a few years."
I ignored her for a second while looking down at the people passing by below us. The busy scene below made me stop moving and just stare.
[Or am I standing still, out of the corner of my eye?]
*O…Odango!*
[Was that you passing me by?]
Seiya watched as the girl of his dreams passed them by, surrounded by a group of teenage girls who they know as the Sailor Scouts. Realizing that now wasn't the time to show herself, she pulled back from them and focused her attention on Taiki and Yaten who were arguing over where to stay during their visit.
[Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow, Sweet sorrow is the call tomorrow]
*What will happen when I see you tomorrow Odango, my love?*
[Do you love me, like I love you?]
*I love you Odango. Until tomorrow.*
So, what do you guys think?? I know it must suck, but I am trying. I think I will still continue with the story, even if I get bad reviews cause it is fun to play with some of my favorite songs…Oh, I know that the song doesn't end here, it is just the perfect time to end it. Ja ne!