First thing the next morning, Vin went searching for Chris.
"You seen Chris?" he asked JD, who was sitting outside the jail.
"Yeah. He headed out at dawn," JD replied, leaning back in the chair like he'd seen Chris and Vin do so many times before.
"Did he say where he was off to?"
"Nope. And I wasn't about to ask. He had a scowl on his face wider that here to San Francisco-whoa!" JD yelled as the chair began to wobble. Vin walked away laughing as JD landed on his butt.
Vin proceeded to the saloon to warn Josie that he hadn't spoken to Chris and that he was in a foul mood.
"You'd better hurry, Vin," JD called as he raced past. "Inez gets might testy if you're late for a meal."
"It's about time," Josie stated when Vin walked through the saloon doors. "I'd just about given up on you." She was standing next to the table, hands on hips, and Vin couldn't help but grin.
"Now you know I wouldn't miss one of Inez's meals if I can help it." He walked to the table and started to sit down. Josie was about to walk away when Vin grabbed her hand. "I need to talk to you about Chris," he said so softly that only Josie could hear.
Josie nodded, staring at him, afraid that maybe the truth hadn't changed Chris's opinion of her. Vin, reading the fear in her eyes, squeezed her hand reassuringly. As Josie pulled away, Vin happened to glance at Ezra, who was staring at them in such a way Vin couldn't comprehend. Ezra almost had a disapproving air about him.
After breakfast, all the men except Vin filed out of the saloon. Though Vin had the distinct impression that Ezra expected Vin to follow them, he pretended not to notice.
"Do I really want to hear this?" Josie asked as she gathered the dishes from the table.
"I just wanted you to know that I haven't spoken to Chris yet. He took off early this morning before I could tell him the truth. So if you happen to run into him and he doesn't apologize for last night, tell him I need to speak to him."
Josie release a sigh of relief. "I will do so. Thank you for informing me. You can be certain I will send him your way if our paths should cross."
Vin grinned as he teased, "You sure Ezra ain't your brother?"
"Be careful, Vin Tanner. He just might be." Josie smiled in return. "Now I'm certain you have more pressing matters to attend to than standing here harassing me. Don't you have a town to protect?" she asked as she motioned to the door with her hand.
Vin tipped his hat then left the saloon, chuckling to himself. As he headed towards the stables with the intention of heading out after Chris, Vin spotted Billy Travis handing out the latest edition of the Clarion. Vin was surprised to see Billy and not Mary so he crossed the street to make sure Mary was okay. When Vin entered the newspaper office, he was surprised to find Chris sitting on the edge of Mary's desk.
"Why hello, Vin. Can I help you with anything?" Mary asked, looking up from her desk in surprise.
"Actually, I was lookin' to speak to Chris," Vin replied as he glanced from Mary to Chris.
Chris opened his mouth to speak but was interrupted when Josie burst into the office.
"Mary, how could you?" she accused. "I told you about Louise in confidence. There are names in here," she said as she waved a copy of the Clarion in the air, "that people will recognize. I did not realize everything told to you would automatically appear on the front page of your paper. But I can assure you, I will know better in the future."
Mary was speechless, completely stunned by Josie's reaction to her article welcoming the newest addition to Four Corners. Chris appeared to be enraged over Josie's words and Vin felt the need to step in before more damage was done all around.
"Josie, what are you talking about?" Vin asked softly, hoping to calm all parties down.
"This," Josie whispered, as she turned to Vin with tears in her eyes and handed him the newspaper she was holding. "I told her all about the ranch. And she printed it." Then Josie turned and ran from the office.
Vin set the paper on Mary's desk. "I reckon one of those names you mentioned was Jimmy."
"Well yes. Josie said he is a part owner of the ranch she grew up on," Mary affirmed, nodding as she spoke.
Vin sighed. "Was. He's dead," he stated flatly.
Chris looked at Vin; surprised he had this information about Josie's past. "You remember where you saw her from?" he asked.
"It came to me last night. But it can't leave this room." Vin waited until he'd received confirmation from both Mary and Chris before he continued. "You remember that story JD's always goin' on about, the one involving JC McCloud," Vin asked, his question directed at Chris.
"How could I not? I've heard the damn thing a dozen times," Chris muttered.
"Well, as the story goes, JC had a younger brother, Joe, right?"
Chris nodded. "Vin, where's this going?" Chris asked, becoming impatient with Vin's explanation. He sometimes wished the tracker would just come out and say what was on his mind.
"Jimmy's last name was Hickok," Vin stated, figuring that was all he needed to say to make Chris understand.
"Hickok?" Mary repeated, stunned. "But I still don't understand what Joe McCloud has to do with Josie."
"Joe McCloud just walked out that door," Chris stated, not one to beat around the bush.
"You've got to be mistaken," Mary stammered. "Joe McCloud was a deputy in Kansas, wasn't he? They couldn't possibly be the same person. She's a female for goodness sake."
"Mary, I saw her a couple years back in Oklahoma with Hickok. It was Josie all right, dressed like a boy. And last night she confirmed that JC McCloud is her brother, Jesse," Vin assured.
Mary was still skeptical, but one glance at Chris said he was certain Vin's statements were accurate; surprised but convinced all the same.
"I still don't understand why Josie is so upset," Mary stated.
"There are bound to be people who want to get even with Hickok or even one of the McCloud's. JC's little brother, Joe, would be an easy target not only for those people, but also for anyone looking to make a name for himself. And when they find out Joe is really a woman, Lord only knows what would happen. Josie came here to get away from what the name McCloud stands for, looking for the peace she couldn't find in Kansas," Vin explained, not feeling the need to tell them everything Josie had confided.
"I guess I have some apologizing to do for last night," Chris muttered as he stood.
Vin didn't reply but stood also, signaling that he intended to help Chris smooth things over. Chris nodded in understanding.
"Please tell Josie how sorry I am. If there is anything I can do to help fix the damage done, she needs only to ask," Mary said as she stood and walked Chris and Vin to the door.
"I will," Vin said, tipping his hat and stepping out the door, leaving Chris and Mary alone to say their good-byes.
Josie had been on her way to the mercantile when Billy Travis had run up to her, a stack of newspapers in his hand. Josie had paid him a nickel for a copy, quite interested to discover what news Mary deemed worthy for the town to read. Josie was interested for entertainment purposes, knowing anything of import would have already been wired to her from Jesse. The first article pertained to a recent shoot-out involving the Seven and Ma Nichols and her brood. In the second story, she'd spotted her name and stopped dead in her tracks. After quickly scanning it, she'd found herself standing in front of the Clarion in a rage.
After confronting Mary, she'd left before making an even bigger fool of herself in front of Mary, Vin, and Chris by becoming hysterical and had returned to the saloon. Josie vaguely remembered speaking to Ezra, informing him of her departure before going to her room to pack. Josie knew she couldn't go through it again, watching innocent people die because of her. She began tossing her articles into her satchel, unconcerned with the condition they would be in once unpacked. She didn't relish having to wire Jesse, stating she was coming home. They had both thought this time things would be perfect. But Josie knew this time it was her own fault. Even though her last name was McCloud, she hadn't been automatically connected to JC McCloud, though that first night when JD had rambled on about one of his heroes, it had taken all of Josie's willpower not to run from the room screaming. But none of them had guessed the truth- until Vin, that is. But even his knowledge hadn't concerned her. Vin was a man to be trusted with issues pertaining to life and death. No, it was Josie's own big mouth that had gotten her in trouble this time. Her only defense was that she so longed for female companionship. After so many years of being surrounded by mostly men, she so needed that connection one female could only obtain with another. She'd found that with Inez, and had hoped the same would hold true for Mary Travis. They'd also had some common goals, though Mary was still unaware of them. But now she would never have the chance to discover what could transpire. She cared too much about these people and this place. She hadn't felt this before and she'd still been devastated by the deaths. No, she'd never recover if the same happened in Four Corners.
Vin was leaning against a post outside of the Clarion, waiting, as Chris stepped outside and joined him. They fell in line, walking side by side towards the saloon.
"Now we know who she is and what she's been hiding, but I can't say I'm any less worried," Chris said in a low voice so as not to be overheard. "She was the law in Kansas. Are you sure she won't try taking you in?"
"I trust Josie, though the thought of JC coming to town worries me a bit," Vin said as he stuffed his hands in his pockets. "But Josie swears JC will let me be and I have to believe her."
"If you're sure," Chris stated.
"I am," Vin said with a nod, as they reached the saloon doors.
When Chris and Vin entered the saloon, they both realized it was quiet, too quiet for even the tamest of watering holes, which the Standish Tavern was not, and both immediately reached for their guns. There was a solitary figure sitting at a table in the far corner of the saloon. Chris relaxed when he realized it was Ezra. He released the handle of his gun. Vin, who had taken his out of its holster, held it to his side as they approached Ezra. He had a bad feeling in the pit of his stomach that something wasn't right.
Ezra glance up at them as he downed a shot of whiskey then poured himself another. It was apparent to both Chris and Vin that Ezra was drunk.
"You know, Mr. Larabee, if I am only interested in obtaining this saloon as you previously stated so eloquently, then I can't fathom why I am so distressed over the prospect of her vacating the premise," Ezra slurred before consuming another shot. "It is the oddest thing, really. I thought the only explanation for why the truly preposterous things you accused her of upset her so was because she had a crush on you. That is until last night, with you," Ezra said, looking directly at Vin before refilling his glass. "After what I witnessed, I am astonished that you would let her leave." Ezra took another drink and refilled his glass.
"Ezra, what the hell are you talking about?" Vin asked, confused by Ezra's drunken words.
"Why didn't I tell you? Our lovely Miss McCloud is upstairs packing as we speak. And she has offered to let me buy her out as I acquire the funds." Ezra saluted them with a glass of whiskey and a grin. As Chris watched Ezra tip back the glass, he began to suspect that Ezra had feelings for Josie. Otherwise he couldn't figure out why Ezra, who was usually a calculating, scheming son of a bitch, was sitting in a darkened saloon getting drunk because a little slip of a girl was leaving town. And everyone knew just how badly Ezra wanted his own saloon. He should be overjoyed. Hell, he'd won, hadn't he? He'd gotten back the saloon Maude had stolen from him. There was no doubt about it; he had to be in love with her.
"Ezra, she ain't leavin'," Vin vowed as he turned and headed up the stairs to Josie's room. Chris followed silently behind Vin. As they reached her bedroom door, it opened and Inez stood in the doorway. She looked to Vin, her eyes pleading with him to convince Josie to stay. Vin nodded as he stepped back, allowing Inez access to the hallway. She smiled slightly as she stepped between the two men. Inez turned around once to glance at Chris and Vin before descending the stairs. For a moment, they silently watched Josie throwing articles into a canvas satchel. "I never figured you for the type to run," Vin finally said softly. Josie jumped slightly and he knew she hadn't been aware of their presence.
"You don't understand," she whispered.
"So then explain it to me," Vin demanded as he stepped into the room.
"Just let it be. I'll be leaving on the afternoon stage and you'll soon forget I was ever here." She started to turn away from Vin but he grabbed her arm.
"You know that ain't so," he stated as he held Josie by the shoulders, forcing her to face him. "That article Mary wrote ain't the cause fer you're taking off."
"I can't go through it again, Vin. I care about you too much to risk you dying on account of me," she choked out as she struggled to break free from his grip. Vin tightened his hold on her shoulders.
"Now just what makes you think I'm gonna die?" he teased. "I'm harder than that to get rid of."
Josie vigorously shook her head. "You don't understand. They'll come," she whispered.
"And we'll be waiting for them," Chris spoke for the first time, stepping into the room.
"No! I won't risk you or the citizens of this town," Josie cried as she finally broke away from Vin and moved to the window. "Four Corners isn't the first town I've tried to settle in. One person was killed in Harper's Ridge and five died in Fort Laramie. I don't think I could survive if it happened here. And if one of those people were Mary or Billy? You would never forgive me either," she stated, glancing directly at Chris before she turned to Vin. "My presence here is tolerated because of my associations with you gentleman. That would quickly change if some outlaw rode into town looking for Joe McCloud and started killing people."
"Jesse had faith in us. Maybe you should also," Vin stated.
"It's time you stopped running," Chris stated. "If they come, they come. We will deal with it if and when it happens."
Josie glanced from Vin to Chris and back to Vin, a hopeful look in her eyes.
"Chris is right. There is no better place then here to make your stand. And you will have the seven of us to back you up," Vin said as he took Josie's right hand in his own.
"You're certain?" she asked hesitantly, glancing back at Chris. He nodded.
"You didn't really think I was gonna let you leave, did ya?" Vin asked as he grinned down at her.
A slight smile briefly crossed Josie's face. "First I feel obligated to talk to Ezra and Inez. I think it's only fair they know the risk they will be taking."
"Okay, but I think that's the only other people that need to know. There's no point advertising that you are Joe McCloud. You might just be far enough away from Kansas that Mary's article won't matter," Chris advised decisively.
Suddenly Josie groaned. "Poor Mary. My behavior was irreprehensible. Just how am I going to explain that little tirade earlier?" she questioned, biting her lower lip.
"I thought it best she know the truth," Vin responded. "I know I had no right tellin' her without your say so."
Josie sighed. "Actually it will be a relief having a woman to talk to about things, someone I don't have to lie to about my past. Vin, thank you." Josie smiled for the first time and it washed the tension from her face. She felt as if a ton of bricks had been lifted from her shoulders. Even though Josie knew she would still worry about the future, it was nice to know she wasn't alone.
"Josie, it seems I owe you an apology for the other night," Chris stated, fidgeting slightly. He wasn't used to apologizing for his actions.
"Please don't. I would have done the same thing if I thought someone was out to hurt Vin or any of you gentlemen. It's a natural response so there is nothing to forgive," Josie replied, so thankful Chris was no longer upset with her. All that mattered to her was that the people she'd chosen to call friend considered her in the same light. The rest of the world could just go on about its business. "I would like to give you the same assurance I gave Vin. This is not Kansas and I'm no longer the law. I have no intention of involving myself in anyway with the bounty on Vin."
"And your brother?" Chris asked, needing the assurance that could only come from Josie.
Vin shuffled uneasily beside Josie. He could easily call Chris his best friend but he was quickly beginning to care a great deal for Josie. Not in a romantic sense, but Vin, being an only child, thought this must surely be what it felt like to have a sister. He wanted Chris to accept Josie and for the two to at least get along. He figured harassing her on his account was not the way to mend fences.
"Jessie will trust my judgement pertaining to this issue and avoid any involvement because I ask it to be so. I understand you might be uneasy relying on my word alone. But it is all I can give you; that and the time to prove my assurances are legitimate."
Chris accessed her for a moment. Josie boldly looked him in the eyes. She knew if Chris didn't believe her, there would be nothing she could do to change his mind. There was no way she could convince him, other than the truth, which she's given as fully as possible.
"For the fist time since I've met you, I don't get the feeling that you are hiding anything," Chris finally stated.
"If I am, it's not completely intentional, nor does it in anyway concern anyone but myself. We all have things we'd prefer stay hidden," Josie said softly as she turned toward the window.
Chris and Vin exchanged a glance, wondering if Josie was referring to the man Inez had mentioned.
Suddenly Josie sighed. "I guess I had better talk to Ezra and Inez now."
"I'm not sure Ezra will be up fer listening if we wait much longer," Vin commented as he walked to the door then stopped, waiting for Josie to follow.
"whatever do you mean?" Josie asked curiously.
Vin glanced over Josie's head to get a feel for Chris's take on the situation. Chris nodded, realizing Vin was of the same opinion concerning Ezra's feelings for Josie.
Josie followed Vin's gaze, wondering about the look exchanged between the two. They had a very interesting way of communicating at times, without words, only glances. Josie wondered if she would ever have a connection to someone like that. She'd seen the like between Colt and Slade, who were twins, and Jesse. She's always thought the connection between the three developed while growing up due to being children of similar circumstances. But Vin and Chris hadn't known each other for years. In actuality, they'd only been friends for about six months.
"Since Ezra found out you were leaving, he's been down stairs drinking himself into a stupor," Chris answered, figuring he'd tell Josie the truth and let her figure it out. Ezra was a friend and deserved their silence on this matter.
"You must be joking," Josie said with a laugh. Granted, her relationship with Era had drastically changed in recent days, but to get drunk on account of her leaving, impossible!
Chris shook his head, indicating total seriousness. Josie decided she wouldn't even presume to know what was going on inside Ezra Standish's head. But she would stop his actions immediately. She brushed past Vin and headed downstairs with Vin and Chris right behind her.
Ezra was sitting at a table at the botton of the stairs, polishing off what appeared to be a bottle of whiskey. As Josie descended the stairs, she hoped that bottle hadn't started off full, or there would be no talking to Ezra today. And Josie really wanted to get this talk over with, to have her fate decided so she could get on with her life.
"All packed and ready to go?" Ezra asked, watching Josie descend the staircase. He'd been staring at her door ever since Vin and Chris had gone up to speak to her. Ezra noticed she was without her bag and hoped this was a good sign.
Josie was silent until she stood next to his chair. Then she replied, "Well, that is what I would care to speak to you about, if you are not to inebriated," she said, eyeing the now empty bottle of whiskey with a raised brow. Ezra seemed in control of his facilities, but Josie wanted to be certain. This was on conversation she didn't want Ezra forgetting about in the morning.
"By all means, have a seat," Ezra said with a sweeping gesture to the chair next to his.
Josie turned to Vin before she sat down. "Could you ask Inez to join us?" Vin nodded then headed for the kitchen. Josie turned back to Ezra. "I have decided to stay in Four Corners on one condition."
"And that would be?" Ezra drawled as he watched Josie sit in the chair he'd offered.
"Ezra, you and Inez must agree to my staying. But first there are some things I must inform you of, risks you need to be made aware of," Josie said softly. She was so very serious that Era sat up curiously. "I need to be certain that you are sober enough to understand the ramifications."
"He should be," Inez said from the doorway. "I watered down his whiskey over an hour ago."
Josie smiled as Ezra drawled, "And I was not inebriated enough to have not recognized the difference, Mademoiselle Recillos. I had no intention of getting incapacitated so as not to be able to prevent Miss McCloud form physically leaving the premise." Ezra turned to Josie, smiling devishly. "Now what was it you wanted to share with us?"
Josie took a deep breath, looked to Vin for reassurance, then launched into the particulars of her past. Ezra and Inez both listened silently as Josie explained who she was and what that knowledge entailed. She could tell Inez didn't fully comprehend the dangers involved with the McCloud name. Josie wasn't sure Inez knew who Joe and JC McCloud were. But Ezra did. And he was clearly stunned. Ezra had thought he and Josie were alike, two cons trying to make a clean breast of things. He was disappointed to discover she was just like the rest of the seven- another noble crusader against the evil of the world. Ezra suddenly felt as if he didn't know Josie at all. Ezra stood from the table, shuffling his hand in his jacket pockets. He grasped the deck of cards with his right hand and fingered then lightly.
"I know I am asking a lot of you," Josie acknowledged as she watched Ezra despairingly. Vin looked ready to step in but Josie shook her head. If Ezra didn't want to take the risk, Josie couldn't and wouldn't stay.
"There is nothing to ask as far as I am concerned," Ezra stated. "I will kill anyone who comes into this town to harm you."
Josie was shocked by Ezra's vehemence and relieved by his words. "I am not asking you to go that far," she teased, not certain what to make of Ezra's mood. She decided not to worry about it until she was alone and could give it some thought. Ezra smiled then they both turned to Inez.
"I'm not sure why you even asked me?" she replied. "Of course I want you to stay. And if Ezra is going to kill anyone who comes looking for you, what do we have to worry about," she also teased. Inez had been concerned about Ezra's apparent feeling for Josie. She didn't think Jpsie was ready to move on even if she could come to care about Ezra in the way she suspected he felt for Josie. And from what Josie had previously stated, Inez didn't think Josie would let herself come to cre for anyone in that capacity ever again. She was very afraid that Ezra was going to get his heart broken.
"Then that is settled. Mademoiselle Recillas, if you would be so kind as to put a pot of coffee to brew. I will need several cups if I am to be of an service tonight running this establishment," Ezra stated, with a grin that showed his solitary gold tooth. He was back to his old self and Chris wondered if the drunkenness had been a rouse just like the time Chris had first met Ezra in this very saloon.
"Of course," Inez agreed as she headed for the kitchen.
"And you have some unpacking to do, don't you" Ezra asked pointedly. She smiled broadly then nodded. "Then off with you." Ezra gestured for Josie to return to her room. Josie turned to comply. But stopped when she noticed Vin and Chris. She'd briefly forgotten all about their presence.
"I need to be heading out," Vin said to Josie, understanding her need to be alone without appearing rude. "I am going to see if I can find any trace if those rustlers.
"I'll ride with you," Chris offered and Vin nodded.
"Then I will see you gentleman later?" Josie asked hopefully. She felt such a strong connection to both but she was afraid that once they left the room, it would be severed.
"We'll be here for dinner," Vin answered reassuredly.
Josie nodded the headed up the stairs. She had just reached her door when Vin's voice reached her.
"I'll be right behind ya, Chris. I just wanted to have a word with Ezra." Josie stepped into her room but kept the door cracked. Chris must have complied because it sounded like he left the saloon.
"What can I do for you, Mr. Tanner?" Ezra asked sharply.
"Ezra, Josie and I are just friends, nothin' more. I don't know what you think you saw last night, but we was just talkin' about her past, that's all," Vin explained.
"Why are you telling me this?" Ezra sked.
"Come on, Ezra. You've been givin' me dirty looks all day. And you are a hell of a lot drunker that you want Josie to believe. Now, I don't know what's goin' on between you two. That's your business. I just wanted to let you know it has nothing to do with me."
Josie heard Vin crossing the room to the door, before Ezra stopped him.
"Vin, I appreciate the gesture," was his reply.
Since Josie couldn't see into the room, she wasn't sure what else transpired before Vin left the saloon. She silently closed her door then flopped down on her bed with a sigh. She wasn't quite certain what to make of the situation with Ezra. Out of the Seven, he was the one most like her in every way. But she'd made a vow to herself concerning these men, one she planned on sticking to. She hoped with all her heart that whatever feelings Ezra had for her were quite temporary. Josie wasn't sure she would ever get over Slade. And if by some miracle she was able to, she would rather be alone than go through this misery again. As far as she could tell, there was no cure for a bruised and battered heart.
"You seen Chris?" he asked JD, who was sitting outside the jail.
"Yeah. He headed out at dawn," JD replied, leaning back in the chair like he'd seen Chris and Vin do so many times before.
"Did he say where he was off to?"
"Nope. And I wasn't about to ask. He had a scowl on his face wider that here to San Francisco-whoa!" JD yelled as the chair began to wobble. Vin walked away laughing as JD landed on his butt.
Vin proceeded to the saloon to warn Josie that he hadn't spoken to Chris and that he was in a foul mood.
"You'd better hurry, Vin," JD called as he raced past. "Inez gets might testy if you're late for a meal."
"It's about time," Josie stated when Vin walked through the saloon doors. "I'd just about given up on you." She was standing next to the table, hands on hips, and Vin couldn't help but grin.
"Now you know I wouldn't miss one of Inez's meals if I can help it." He walked to the table and started to sit down. Josie was about to walk away when Vin grabbed her hand. "I need to talk to you about Chris," he said so softly that only Josie could hear.
Josie nodded, staring at him, afraid that maybe the truth hadn't changed Chris's opinion of her. Vin, reading the fear in her eyes, squeezed her hand reassuringly. As Josie pulled away, Vin happened to glance at Ezra, who was staring at them in such a way Vin couldn't comprehend. Ezra almost had a disapproving air about him.
After breakfast, all the men except Vin filed out of the saloon. Though Vin had the distinct impression that Ezra expected Vin to follow them, he pretended not to notice.
"Do I really want to hear this?" Josie asked as she gathered the dishes from the table.
"I just wanted you to know that I haven't spoken to Chris yet. He took off early this morning before I could tell him the truth. So if you happen to run into him and he doesn't apologize for last night, tell him I need to speak to him."
Josie release a sigh of relief. "I will do so. Thank you for informing me. You can be certain I will send him your way if our paths should cross."
Vin grinned as he teased, "You sure Ezra ain't your brother?"
"Be careful, Vin Tanner. He just might be." Josie smiled in return. "Now I'm certain you have more pressing matters to attend to than standing here harassing me. Don't you have a town to protect?" she asked as she motioned to the door with her hand.
Vin tipped his hat then left the saloon, chuckling to himself. As he headed towards the stables with the intention of heading out after Chris, Vin spotted Billy Travis handing out the latest edition of the Clarion. Vin was surprised to see Billy and not Mary so he crossed the street to make sure Mary was okay. When Vin entered the newspaper office, he was surprised to find Chris sitting on the edge of Mary's desk.
"Why hello, Vin. Can I help you with anything?" Mary asked, looking up from her desk in surprise.
"Actually, I was lookin' to speak to Chris," Vin replied as he glanced from Mary to Chris.
Chris opened his mouth to speak but was interrupted when Josie burst into the office.
"Mary, how could you?" she accused. "I told you about Louise in confidence. There are names in here," she said as she waved a copy of the Clarion in the air, "that people will recognize. I did not realize everything told to you would automatically appear on the front page of your paper. But I can assure you, I will know better in the future."
Mary was speechless, completely stunned by Josie's reaction to her article welcoming the newest addition to Four Corners. Chris appeared to be enraged over Josie's words and Vin felt the need to step in before more damage was done all around.
"Josie, what are you talking about?" Vin asked softly, hoping to calm all parties down.
"This," Josie whispered, as she turned to Vin with tears in her eyes and handed him the newspaper she was holding. "I told her all about the ranch. And she printed it." Then Josie turned and ran from the office.
Vin set the paper on Mary's desk. "I reckon one of those names you mentioned was Jimmy."
"Well yes. Josie said he is a part owner of the ranch she grew up on," Mary affirmed, nodding as she spoke.
Vin sighed. "Was. He's dead," he stated flatly.
Chris looked at Vin; surprised he had this information about Josie's past. "You remember where you saw her from?" he asked.
"It came to me last night. But it can't leave this room." Vin waited until he'd received confirmation from both Mary and Chris before he continued. "You remember that story JD's always goin' on about, the one involving JC McCloud," Vin asked, his question directed at Chris.
"How could I not? I've heard the damn thing a dozen times," Chris muttered.
"Well, as the story goes, JC had a younger brother, Joe, right?"
Chris nodded. "Vin, where's this going?" Chris asked, becoming impatient with Vin's explanation. He sometimes wished the tracker would just come out and say what was on his mind.
"Jimmy's last name was Hickok," Vin stated, figuring that was all he needed to say to make Chris understand.
"Hickok?" Mary repeated, stunned. "But I still don't understand what Joe McCloud has to do with Josie."
"Joe McCloud just walked out that door," Chris stated, not one to beat around the bush.
"You've got to be mistaken," Mary stammered. "Joe McCloud was a deputy in Kansas, wasn't he? They couldn't possibly be the same person. She's a female for goodness sake."
"Mary, I saw her a couple years back in Oklahoma with Hickok. It was Josie all right, dressed like a boy. And last night she confirmed that JC McCloud is her brother, Jesse," Vin assured.
Mary was still skeptical, but one glance at Chris said he was certain Vin's statements were accurate; surprised but convinced all the same.
"I still don't understand why Josie is so upset," Mary stated.
"There are bound to be people who want to get even with Hickok or even one of the McCloud's. JC's little brother, Joe, would be an easy target not only for those people, but also for anyone looking to make a name for himself. And when they find out Joe is really a woman, Lord only knows what would happen. Josie came here to get away from what the name McCloud stands for, looking for the peace she couldn't find in Kansas," Vin explained, not feeling the need to tell them everything Josie had confided.
"I guess I have some apologizing to do for last night," Chris muttered as he stood.
Vin didn't reply but stood also, signaling that he intended to help Chris smooth things over. Chris nodded in understanding.
"Please tell Josie how sorry I am. If there is anything I can do to help fix the damage done, she needs only to ask," Mary said as she stood and walked Chris and Vin to the door.
"I will," Vin said, tipping his hat and stepping out the door, leaving Chris and Mary alone to say their good-byes.
Josie had been on her way to the mercantile when Billy Travis had run up to her, a stack of newspapers in his hand. Josie had paid him a nickel for a copy, quite interested to discover what news Mary deemed worthy for the town to read. Josie was interested for entertainment purposes, knowing anything of import would have already been wired to her from Jesse. The first article pertained to a recent shoot-out involving the Seven and Ma Nichols and her brood. In the second story, she'd spotted her name and stopped dead in her tracks. After quickly scanning it, she'd found herself standing in front of the Clarion in a rage.
After confronting Mary, she'd left before making an even bigger fool of herself in front of Mary, Vin, and Chris by becoming hysterical and had returned to the saloon. Josie vaguely remembered speaking to Ezra, informing him of her departure before going to her room to pack. Josie knew she couldn't go through it again, watching innocent people die because of her. She began tossing her articles into her satchel, unconcerned with the condition they would be in once unpacked. She didn't relish having to wire Jesse, stating she was coming home. They had both thought this time things would be perfect. But Josie knew this time it was her own fault. Even though her last name was McCloud, she hadn't been automatically connected to JC McCloud, though that first night when JD had rambled on about one of his heroes, it had taken all of Josie's willpower not to run from the room screaming. But none of them had guessed the truth- until Vin, that is. But even his knowledge hadn't concerned her. Vin was a man to be trusted with issues pertaining to life and death. No, it was Josie's own big mouth that had gotten her in trouble this time. Her only defense was that she so longed for female companionship. After so many years of being surrounded by mostly men, she so needed that connection one female could only obtain with another. She'd found that with Inez, and had hoped the same would hold true for Mary Travis. They'd also had some common goals, though Mary was still unaware of them. But now she would never have the chance to discover what could transpire. She cared too much about these people and this place. She hadn't felt this before and she'd still been devastated by the deaths. No, she'd never recover if the same happened in Four Corners.
Vin was leaning against a post outside of the Clarion, waiting, as Chris stepped outside and joined him. They fell in line, walking side by side towards the saloon.
"Now we know who she is and what she's been hiding, but I can't say I'm any less worried," Chris said in a low voice so as not to be overheard. "She was the law in Kansas. Are you sure she won't try taking you in?"
"I trust Josie, though the thought of JC coming to town worries me a bit," Vin said as he stuffed his hands in his pockets. "But Josie swears JC will let me be and I have to believe her."
"If you're sure," Chris stated.
"I am," Vin said with a nod, as they reached the saloon doors.
When Chris and Vin entered the saloon, they both realized it was quiet, too quiet for even the tamest of watering holes, which the Standish Tavern was not, and both immediately reached for their guns. There was a solitary figure sitting at a table in the far corner of the saloon. Chris relaxed when he realized it was Ezra. He released the handle of his gun. Vin, who had taken his out of its holster, held it to his side as they approached Ezra. He had a bad feeling in the pit of his stomach that something wasn't right.
Ezra glance up at them as he downed a shot of whiskey then poured himself another. It was apparent to both Chris and Vin that Ezra was drunk.
"You know, Mr. Larabee, if I am only interested in obtaining this saloon as you previously stated so eloquently, then I can't fathom why I am so distressed over the prospect of her vacating the premise," Ezra slurred before consuming another shot. "It is the oddest thing, really. I thought the only explanation for why the truly preposterous things you accused her of upset her so was because she had a crush on you. That is until last night, with you," Ezra said, looking directly at Vin before refilling his glass. "After what I witnessed, I am astonished that you would let her leave." Ezra took another drink and refilled his glass.
"Ezra, what the hell are you talking about?" Vin asked, confused by Ezra's drunken words.
"Why didn't I tell you? Our lovely Miss McCloud is upstairs packing as we speak. And she has offered to let me buy her out as I acquire the funds." Ezra saluted them with a glass of whiskey and a grin. As Chris watched Ezra tip back the glass, he began to suspect that Ezra had feelings for Josie. Otherwise he couldn't figure out why Ezra, who was usually a calculating, scheming son of a bitch, was sitting in a darkened saloon getting drunk because a little slip of a girl was leaving town. And everyone knew just how badly Ezra wanted his own saloon. He should be overjoyed. Hell, he'd won, hadn't he? He'd gotten back the saloon Maude had stolen from him. There was no doubt about it; he had to be in love with her.
"Ezra, she ain't leavin'," Vin vowed as he turned and headed up the stairs to Josie's room. Chris followed silently behind Vin. As they reached her bedroom door, it opened and Inez stood in the doorway. She looked to Vin, her eyes pleading with him to convince Josie to stay. Vin nodded as he stepped back, allowing Inez access to the hallway. She smiled slightly as she stepped between the two men. Inez turned around once to glance at Chris and Vin before descending the stairs. For a moment, they silently watched Josie throwing articles into a canvas satchel. "I never figured you for the type to run," Vin finally said softly. Josie jumped slightly and he knew she hadn't been aware of their presence.
"You don't understand," she whispered.
"So then explain it to me," Vin demanded as he stepped into the room.
"Just let it be. I'll be leaving on the afternoon stage and you'll soon forget I was ever here." She started to turn away from Vin but he grabbed her arm.
"You know that ain't so," he stated as he held Josie by the shoulders, forcing her to face him. "That article Mary wrote ain't the cause fer you're taking off."
"I can't go through it again, Vin. I care about you too much to risk you dying on account of me," she choked out as she struggled to break free from his grip. Vin tightened his hold on her shoulders.
"Now just what makes you think I'm gonna die?" he teased. "I'm harder than that to get rid of."
Josie vigorously shook her head. "You don't understand. They'll come," she whispered.
"And we'll be waiting for them," Chris spoke for the first time, stepping into the room.
"No! I won't risk you or the citizens of this town," Josie cried as she finally broke away from Vin and moved to the window. "Four Corners isn't the first town I've tried to settle in. One person was killed in Harper's Ridge and five died in Fort Laramie. I don't think I could survive if it happened here. And if one of those people were Mary or Billy? You would never forgive me either," she stated, glancing directly at Chris before she turned to Vin. "My presence here is tolerated because of my associations with you gentleman. That would quickly change if some outlaw rode into town looking for Joe McCloud and started killing people."
"Jesse had faith in us. Maybe you should also," Vin stated.
"It's time you stopped running," Chris stated. "If they come, they come. We will deal with it if and when it happens."
Josie glanced from Vin to Chris and back to Vin, a hopeful look in her eyes.
"Chris is right. There is no better place then here to make your stand. And you will have the seven of us to back you up," Vin said as he took Josie's right hand in his own.
"You're certain?" she asked hesitantly, glancing back at Chris. He nodded.
"You didn't really think I was gonna let you leave, did ya?" Vin asked as he grinned down at her.
A slight smile briefly crossed Josie's face. "First I feel obligated to talk to Ezra and Inez. I think it's only fair they know the risk they will be taking."
"Okay, but I think that's the only other people that need to know. There's no point advertising that you are Joe McCloud. You might just be far enough away from Kansas that Mary's article won't matter," Chris advised decisively.
Suddenly Josie groaned. "Poor Mary. My behavior was irreprehensible. Just how am I going to explain that little tirade earlier?" she questioned, biting her lower lip.
"I thought it best she know the truth," Vin responded. "I know I had no right tellin' her without your say so."
Josie sighed. "Actually it will be a relief having a woman to talk to about things, someone I don't have to lie to about my past. Vin, thank you." Josie smiled for the first time and it washed the tension from her face. She felt as if a ton of bricks had been lifted from her shoulders. Even though Josie knew she would still worry about the future, it was nice to know she wasn't alone.
"Josie, it seems I owe you an apology for the other night," Chris stated, fidgeting slightly. He wasn't used to apologizing for his actions.
"Please don't. I would have done the same thing if I thought someone was out to hurt Vin or any of you gentlemen. It's a natural response so there is nothing to forgive," Josie replied, so thankful Chris was no longer upset with her. All that mattered to her was that the people she'd chosen to call friend considered her in the same light. The rest of the world could just go on about its business. "I would like to give you the same assurance I gave Vin. This is not Kansas and I'm no longer the law. I have no intention of involving myself in anyway with the bounty on Vin."
"And your brother?" Chris asked, needing the assurance that could only come from Josie.
Vin shuffled uneasily beside Josie. He could easily call Chris his best friend but he was quickly beginning to care a great deal for Josie. Not in a romantic sense, but Vin, being an only child, thought this must surely be what it felt like to have a sister. He wanted Chris to accept Josie and for the two to at least get along. He figured harassing her on his account was not the way to mend fences.
"Jessie will trust my judgement pertaining to this issue and avoid any involvement because I ask it to be so. I understand you might be uneasy relying on my word alone. But it is all I can give you; that and the time to prove my assurances are legitimate."
Chris accessed her for a moment. Josie boldly looked him in the eyes. She knew if Chris didn't believe her, there would be nothing she could do to change his mind. There was no way she could convince him, other than the truth, which she's given as fully as possible.
"For the fist time since I've met you, I don't get the feeling that you are hiding anything," Chris finally stated.
"If I am, it's not completely intentional, nor does it in anyway concern anyone but myself. We all have things we'd prefer stay hidden," Josie said softly as she turned toward the window.
Chris and Vin exchanged a glance, wondering if Josie was referring to the man Inez had mentioned.
Suddenly Josie sighed. "I guess I had better talk to Ezra and Inez now."
"I'm not sure Ezra will be up fer listening if we wait much longer," Vin commented as he walked to the door then stopped, waiting for Josie to follow.
"whatever do you mean?" Josie asked curiously.
Vin glanced over Josie's head to get a feel for Chris's take on the situation. Chris nodded, realizing Vin was of the same opinion concerning Ezra's feelings for Josie.
Josie followed Vin's gaze, wondering about the look exchanged between the two. They had a very interesting way of communicating at times, without words, only glances. Josie wondered if she would ever have a connection to someone like that. She'd seen the like between Colt and Slade, who were twins, and Jesse. She's always thought the connection between the three developed while growing up due to being children of similar circumstances. But Vin and Chris hadn't known each other for years. In actuality, they'd only been friends for about six months.
"Since Ezra found out you were leaving, he's been down stairs drinking himself into a stupor," Chris answered, figuring he'd tell Josie the truth and let her figure it out. Ezra was a friend and deserved their silence on this matter.
"You must be joking," Josie said with a laugh. Granted, her relationship with Era had drastically changed in recent days, but to get drunk on account of her leaving, impossible!
Chris shook his head, indicating total seriousness. Josie decided she wouldn't even presume to know what was going on inside Ezra Standish's head. But she would stop his actions immediately. She brushed past Vin and headed downstairs with Vin and Chris right behind her.
Ezra was sitting at a table at the botton of the stairs, polishing off what appeared to be a bottle of whiskey. As Josie descended the stairs, she hoped that bottle hadn't started off full, or there would be no talking to Ezra today. And Josie really wanted to get this talk over with, to have her fate decided so she could get on with her life.
"All packed and ready to go?" Ezra asked, watching Josie descend the staircase. He'd been staring at her door ever since Vin and Chris had gone up to speak to her. Ezra noticed she was without her bag and hoped this was a good sign.
Josie was silent until she stood next to his chair. Then she replied, "Well, that is what I would care to speak to you about, if you are not to inebriated," she said, eyeing the now empty bottle of whiskey with a raised brow. Ezra seemed in control of his facilities, but Josie wanted to be certain. This was on conversation she didn't want Ezra forgetting about in the morning.
"By all means, have a seat," Ezra said with a sweeping gesture to the chair next to his.
Josie turned to Vin before she sat down. "Could you ask Inez to join us?" Vin nodded then headed for the kitchen. Josie turned back to Ezra. "I have decided to stay in Four Corners on one condition."
"And that would be?" Ezra drawled as he watched Josie sit in the chair he'd offered.
"Ezra, you and Inez must agree to my staying. But first there are some things I must inform you of, risks you need to be made aware of," Josie said softly. She was so very serious that Era sat up curiously. "I need to be certain that you are sober enough to understand the ramifications."
"He should be," Inez said from the doorway. "I watered down his whiskey over an hour ago."
Josie smiled as Ezra drawled, "And I was not inebriated enough to have not recognized the difference, Mademoiselle Recillos. I had no intention of getting incapacitated so as not to be able to prevent Miss McCloud form physically leaving the premise." Ezra turned to Josie, smiling devishly. "Now what was it you wanted to share with us?"
Josie took a deep breath, looked to Vin for reassurance, then launched into the particulars of her past. Ezra and Inez both listened silently as Josie explained who she was and what that knowledge entailed. She could tell Inez didn't fully comprehend the dangers involved with the McCloud name. Josie wasn't sure Inez knew who Joe and JC McCloud were. But Ezra did. And he was clearly stunned. Ezra had thought he and Josie were alike, two cons trying to make a clean breast of things. He was disappointed to discover she was just like the rest of the seven- another noble crusader against the evil of the world. Ezra suddenly felt as if he didn't know Josie at all. Ezra stood from the table, shuffling his hand in his jacket pockets. He grasped the deck of cards with his right hand and fingered then lightly.
"I know I am asking a lot of you," Josie acknowledged as she watched Ezra despairingly. Vin looked ready to step in but Josie shook her head. If Ezra didn't want to take the risk, Josie couldn't and wouldn't stay.
"There is nothing to ask as far as I am concerned," Ezra stated. "I will kill anyone who comes into this town to harm you."
Josie was shocked by Ezra's vehemence and relieved by his words. "I am not asking you to go that far," she teased, not certain what to make of Ezra's mood. She decided not to worry about it until she was alone and could give it some thought. Ezra smiled then they both turned to Inez.
"I'm not sure why you even asked me?" she replied. "Of course I want you to stay. And if Ezra is going to kill anyone who comes looking for you, what do we have to worry about," she also teased. Inez had been concerned about Ezra's apparent feeling for Josie. She didn't think Jpsie was ready to move on even if she could come to care about Ezra in the way she suspected he felt for Josie. And from what Josie had previously stated, Inez didn't think Josie would let herself come to cre for anyone in that capacity ever again. She was very afraid that Ezra was going to get his heart broken.
"Then that is settled. Mademoiselle Recillas, if you would be so kind as to put a pot of coffee to brew. I will need several cups if I am to be of an service tonight running this establishment," Ezra stated, with a grin that showed his solitary gold tooth. He was back to his old self and Chris wondered if the drunkenness had been a rouse just like the time Chris had first met Ezra in this very saloon.
"Of course," Inez agreed as she headed for the kitchen.
"And you have some unpacking to do, don't you" Ezra asked pointedly. She smiled broadly then nodded. "Then off with you." Ezra gestured for Josie to return to her room. Josie turned to comply. But stopped when she noticed Vin and Chris. She'd briefly forgotten all about their presence.
"I need to be heading out," Vin said to Josie, understanding her need to be alone without appearing rude. "I am going to see if I can find any trace if those rustlers.
"I'll ride with you," Chris offered and Vin nodded.
"Then I will see you gentleman later?" Josie asked hopefully. She felt such a strong connection to both but she was afraid that once they left the room, it would be severed.
"We'll be here for dinner," Vin answered reassuredly.
Josie nodded the headed up the stairs. She had just reached her door when Vin's voice reached her.
"I'll be right behind ya, Chris. I just wanted to have a word with Ezra." Josie stepped into her room but kept the door cracked. Chris must have complied because it sounded like he left the saloon.
"What can I do for you, Mr. Tanner?" Ezra asked sharply.
"Ezra, Josie and I are just friends, nothin' more. I don't know what you think you saw last night, but we was just talkin' about her past, that's all," Vin explained.
"Why are you telling me this?" Ezra sked.
"Come on, Ezra. You've been givin' me dirty looks all day. And you are a hell of a lot drunker that you want Josie to believe. Now, I don't know what's goin' on between you two. That's your business. I just wanted to let you know it has nothing to do with me."
Josie heard Vin crossing the room to the door, before Ezra stopped him.
"Vin, I appreciate the gesture," was his reply.
Since Josie couldn't see into the room, she wasn't sure what else transpired before Vin left the saloon. She silently closed her door then flopped down on her bed with a sigh. She wasn't quite certain what to make of the situation with Ezra. Out of the Seven, he was the one most like her in every way. But she'd made a vow to herself concerning these men, one she planned on sticking to. She hoped with all her heart that whatever feelings Ezra had for her were quite temporary. Josie wasn't sure she would ever get over Slade. And if by some miracle she was able to, she would rather be alone than go through this misery again. As far as she could tell, there was no cure for a bruised and battered heart.