A Sadness That Runs too Deep
By: Usako_Moon
This is my first fic so please be gentle lol. I'll try to keep the grammar and spelling mistakes to a minimum. I'm currently looking for someone who would be willing to edit my work so if you're interested email me at Aragato fellow moonies! Enjoy!
Chapter 1: It begins
Usagi stood up from her kitchen table, mug in hand, and headed for the livingroom. Ever since Darien and usagi had gotten in that stupid fight she hadn't felt much like going out. Usagi set her mug on the coffee table and flopped on the couch, resting her head on it's high back. Suddenly Usagi's head shot up. 'What am I doing?' Usagi thought. 'I can't just sit around and mope all day. I have a problem I'm going to solve it and go talk to him.' With that in mind Usagi bolted to the door grabbing her keys on the way and slammed the door behind her. As she speed walked down the street she thought back to the argument that had started it all.
~~~FLASHBACK~~~
"You're so cute Mamo-chan" Usagi giggled from her position on Mamoru's lap. He grinned and continued his attack on her ticklish sides. Usagi giggled and wiggled trying to get away from the hands that so unmercifully attacked her sides. Usagi stopped in mid giggle as she felt something at her thigh that made her curious eyes look up at Mamoru in surprise. To his dismay when his Usako looked up at him she was blushing and quickly scooted off his lap trying to compose her somewhat frazzled wits. "Ummm Mamo-chan.... are you.... are you ok?" Usako asked not quite willing to meet his eyes. Mamoru groaned inwardly, cursing his damned anatomy for giving him away all the time and scaring Usagi. "Ya I'm fine. You know Usagi you don't have to be scared of me. I would never do anything to hurt you. You know that right?" Usagi looked up into his unbelievably cerulean eyes and nodded resting her head on his chest and sighing. Mamoru stroked her back and closed his eyes trying to tamp down the urge to throw her on her back and have his way with her. He inwardly winced catching his thoughts before they strayed too far. "Usagi maybe you should go home. I'll call you later ok?" Mamoru got up and started walking to the door. Usagi, stunned, followed behind him. "Mamoru......... are you mad at me or something?" her wide blue eyes pierced his heart. He cursed himself again for his lack of self restraint. "Usagi just go!" he shoved her out the door. "I...... I'll call you tonight... later ok?" With that he closed the door. Usagi stared in disbelief at the door for a few moments before turning and walking down the hall to the elevator. She got in and pressed the button for the ground floor. 'Why was Mamo-chan like that...... I don't remember saying anything to make him angry.... just his...... oh' Usagi suddenly remembered. 'He's mad because I'm not ready to go that far. Oh no!' Usagi feeling woebegotten dragged her feet the whole miserable way home.
~~~END FLASHBACK~~~
Usagi finally having arrived at his apartment complex began to feel a little bit nervous. He never had called her. Nevertheless she took the elevator to the fourth floor and walked to Mamoru's door. She paused a moment then knocked. She heard feet shuffling towards the door and then a sleepy eyed Mamoru opened the door. "Ohayo Usako!" he said grinning widely and opening the door. Usagi walked in more confused then ever. Mamoru came up behind Usagi and wrapped his arms around her waist. "I was just thinking about you." he said nuzzling her ear. Usagi stood stiff as a nail and Mamoru noticed.he removed his arms and turned her around. "What? What is it Usako? Are you ok?" he searched her face intently. Usagi burst into tears and flung herself at him.
"Wellithoughtyouweremadatmeandiwassoscared!" she said it so quickly and jumbled that all Mamoru heard was you mad and me then scared. He wrapped his arms tightly about her and buried his face deep in her hair. "Usako I wasn't mad at you. I just..... aw hell.... " he said backing away and running his fingers through his hair. "I didn't want to scare you again. That's all. I know that you get scared when........ uh .... I lose control of myself. I just don't want to scare you." he looked at her with such a helpless look that Usagi started crying harder. Mamoru winced and drew her into his arms again. He easily picked her up and carried her to the couch where he'd previously been napping. He sat down with her in his lap and dried her tears with his thumb then smiled at her and kissed her soundly on the lips. Usagi sighed and rested her cheek on his chest. "Mamo-chan... can I ask you something kinda embarassing?" he looked down at her upturned face and smiled. "Of course usako. You know you can ask me anything." she smiled and looked down again. When she spoke again her words shocked Mamoru to the very core. "Mamo-chan.... do you think I'm a bad girlfriend because I don't want to..... you know?" Mamoru's mouth didn't want to move. He managed to make a little squeaking sound that brought Usagi's eyes to his. She looked at him with her brow scrunched. Mamoru watched as her eyes once again filled with tears. She jumped up and picking up her things started to walk to the door. "I'm sorry Mamoru. I won't bother you anymore. I'm sorry I made it so hard!" she was almost out the door now. Mamoru finally recovered from his initial shock ran to his door. "Usagi no wait! That's not what I think. I was ju-" But by the time he had reached the door she was already disappearing down the hall. He sighed exasperated. 'Man I screwed up this time' he thought to himself as he grabbed a coat and started after her.
Usagi was crossing the busy intersection of main and third when he caught up to her. He called her name just as she got to the other side of the street. Usagi, not wanting him to see her tears, kept walking. A loud crashing sound behind her on the street brought her violently rearing around. What she saw would haunt her for a lifetime and more. There, in the middle of main street, lay her Mamo-chan on the ground.. Broken and bloody. Usagi screamed a high pitched scream and ran as fast as she could to his side. When she knelt beside him she had to cover her mouth from the shock. Mamoru weakly opened his eyes. "U-Usako?" he looked so pale. "Yes Mamo-chan I'm right here." she said grabbing his hand and squeezing it tightly. "I didn't mean what you thought." with this said Mamoru passed out from the pain. Usagi began sobbing as she cradled his head in her lap. Still squeezing his hand. She began calling hysterically to anyone on the street. "Get help! Call an ambulance!" she turned her eyes back to mamoru and whispered that she loved him and would be with him through this.
~~ oh no! Don't worry. While I do like sad stories I don't like writing them. I get too involved in my stories to do that. Anyway..... ja ne for now!
By: Usako_Moon
This is my first fic so please be gentle lol. I'll try to keep the grammar and spelling mistakes to a minimum. I'm currently looking for someone who would be willing to edit my work so if you're interested email me at Aragato fellow moonies! Enjoy!
Chapter 1: It begins
Usagi stood up from her kitchen table, mug in hand, and headed for the livingroom. Ever since Darien and usagi had gotten in that stupid fight she hadn't felt much like going out. Usagi set her mug on the coffee table and flopped on the couch, resting her head on it's high back. Suddenly Usagi's head shot up. 'What am I doing?' Usagi thought. 'I can't just sit around and mope all day. I have a problem I'm going to solve it and go talk to him.' With that in mind Usagi bolted to the door grabbing her keys on the way and slammed the door behind her. As she speed walked down the street she thought back to the argument that had started it all.
~~~FLASHBACK~~~
"You're so cute Mamo-chan" Usagi giggled from her position on Mamoru's lap. He grinned and continued his attack on her ticklish sides. Usagi giggled and wiggled trying to get away from the hands that so unmercifully attacked her sides. Usagi stopped in mid giggle as she felt something at her thigh that made her curious eyes look up at Mamoru in surprise. To his dismay when his Usako looked up at him she was blushing and quickly scooted off his lap trying to compose her somewhat frazzled wits. "Ummm Mamo-chan.... are you.... are you ok?" Usako asked not quite willing to meet his eyes. Mamoru groaned inwardly, cursing his damned anatomy for giving him away all the time and scaring Usagi. "Ya I'm fine. You know Usagi you don't have to be scared of me. I would never do anything to hurt you. You know that right?" Usagi looked up into his unbelievably cerulean eyes and nodded resting her head on his chest and sighing. Mamoru stroked her back and closed his eyes trying to tamp down the urge to throw her on her back and have his way with her. He inwardly winced catching his thoughts before they strayed too far. "Usagi maybe you should go home. I'll call you later ok?" Mamoru got up and started walking to the door. Usagi, stunned, followed behind him. "Mamoru......... are you mad at me or something?" her wide blue eyes pierced his heart. He cursed himself again for his lack of self restraint. "Usagi just go!" he shoved her out the door. "I...... I'll call you tonight... later ok?" With that he closed the door. Usagi stared in disbelief at the door for a few moments before turning and walking down the hall to the elevator. She got in and pressed the button for the ground floor. 'Why was Mamo-chan like that...... I don't remember saying anything to make him angry.... just his...... oh' Usagi suddenly remembered. 'He's mad because I'm not ready to go that far. Oh no!' Usagi feeling woebegotten dragged her feet the whole miserable way home.
~~~END FLASHBACK~~~
Usagi finally having arrived at his apartment complex began to feel a little bit nervous. He never had called her. Nevertheless she took the elevator to the fourth floor and walked to Mamoru's door. She paused a moment then knocked. She heard feet shuffling towards the door and then a sleepy eyed Mamoru opened the door. "Ohayo Usako!" he said grinning widely and opening the door. Usagi walked in more confused then ever. Mamoru came up behind Usagi and wrapped his arms around her waist. "I was just thinking about you." he said nuzzling her ear. Usagi stood stiff as a nail and Mamoru noticed.he removed his arms and turned her around. "What? What is it Usako? Are you ok?" he searched her face intently. Usagi burst into tears and flung herself at him.
"Wellithoughtyouweremadatmeandiwassoscared!" she said it so quickly and jumbled that all Mamoru heard was you mad and me then scared. He wrapped his arms tightly about her and buried his face deep in her hair. "Usako I wasn't mad at you. I just..... aw hell.... " he said backing away and running his fingers through his hair. "I didn't want to scare you again. That's all. I know that you get scared when........ uh .... I lose control of myself. I just don't want to scare you." he looked at her with such a helpless look that Usagi started crying harder. Mamoru winced and drew her into his arms again. He easily picked her up and carried her to the couch where he'd previously been napping. He sat down with her in his lap and dried her tears with his thumb then smiled at her and kissed her soundly on the lips. Usagi sighed and rested her cheek on his chest. "Mamo-chan... can I ask you something kinda embarassing?" he looked down at her upturned face and smiled. "Of course usako. You know you can ask me anything." she smiled and looked down again. When she spoke again her words shocked Mamoru to the very core. "Mamo-chan.... do you think I'm a bad girlfriend because I don't want to..... you know?" Mamoru's mouth didn't want to move. He managed to make a little squeaking sound that brought Usagi's eyes to his. She looked at him with her brow scrunched. Mamoru watched as her eyes once again filled with tears. She jumped up and picking up her things started to walk to the door. "I'm sorry Mamoru. I won't bother you anymore. I'm sorry I made it so hard!" she was almost out the door now. Mamoru finally recovered from his initial shock ran to his door. "Usagi no wait! That's not what I think. I was ju-" But by the time he had reached the door she was already disappearing down the hall. He sighed exasperated. 'Man I screwed up this time' he thought to himself as he grabbed a coat and started after her.
Usagi was crossing the busy intersection of main and third when he caught up to her. He called her name just as she got to the other side of the street. Usagi, not wanting him to see her tears, kept walking. A loud crashing sound behind her on the street brought her violently rearing around. What she saw would haunt her for a lifetime and more. There, in the middle of main street, lay her Mamo-chan on the ground.. Broken and bloody. Usagi screamed a high pitched scream and ran as fast as she could to his side. When she knelt beside him she had to cover her mouth from the shock. Mamoru weakly opened his eyes. "U-Usako?" he looked so pale. "Yes Mamo-chan I'm right here." she said grabbing his hand and squeezing it tightly. "I didn't mean what you thought." with this said Mamoru passed out from the pain. Usagi began sobbing as she cradled his head in her lap. Still squeezing his hand. She began calling hysterically to anyone on the street. "Get help! Call an ambulance!" she turned her eyes back to mamoru and whispered that she loved him and would be with him through this.
~~ oh no! Don't worry. While I do like sad stories I don't like writing them. I get too involved in my stories to do that. Anyway..... ja ne for now!