AN: Faye is OOC when she writes the letter…just warning you. The song featured in this short dinky fanfic is Unchained Melody by Righteous Brothers. Parts of the song might not fit the fanfic… but maybe it fits the mood?? Ok sorry… Part of this is a journal entry/letter of Faye. And yes! Faye now has a journal.(told you it was ooc) Oh I don't own that song, and I don't own Cowboy Bebop… sadly.

Italicized words are the song. And umm you'll know when the letter starts.





iWhoa, my love, my darlin'

I hunger for your touch

Alone. Lonely time.

And time goes by, so slowly

And time can do so much.

Are you still mine?

I need your love

I need your love

Godspeed your love to me. i



Finally…Finally she was with him. Holding him close and dancing slowly to the soft lilting music. Faye stared intently into Spike's glistening eyes. She was lost in the moment. Everything was just so right – she felt ilikei heaven and not as if she were in heaven. She felt so good – so comfortable, but everything was dulled like a dream – a fuzzy dream. And that was exactly what it was…

Faye opened her eyes… The dream had left her. Spike had left her.

"Another dream…another rainy day…" she sighed as she turned off her alarm clock.

It didn't seem like any other rainy day. This rainy day was very dark and gloomy. Faye felt for the light switch and turn it on. Her apartment kitchen was now well lit. She began to make herself a cup of coffee automatically. It was part of her morning routine.

It had been three years since she left the Bebop. She and Jet decided it would be best to go their separate ways. After a while, Faye was extremely lonely. And so she started a hobby of writing to keep her busy.

She picked up her favorite green coffee mug and headed towards her desk in the other room.

The room was fairly lit with a simple desk lamp. Faye picked up a pencil and started to write in her journal.

i Lonely rivers flow

To the sea

To the sea

To the open arms

Of the seai



Dear Spike



Several thoughts wander through my mind. I don't like thinking. I figure out the things I don't want to know and it hurts. If I think too much about the pretty things, they'll eventually dwindle away, and I'll never see them again. That's why I'll never see you again. Well maybe one day… I'll find them again. But I know that day won't come soon. I'll have to be patient, and wait.



iWhoa, my love, my darlin'

I hunger, hunger for your touch

Alone. Lonely time.

And time goes by, so slowly

And time can do so much.

Are you still mine?i



You know its funny – being able to stand in the middle of a forest and not be breath taken by all the little flowers and the rustling of a tall tree's leaves. Wait, I take that back. I find it sad… that I can't even enjoy the beauty of the serene forest – I just stand there, without thought. See 'cause now, I don't think of all the nice things. For some reason I can't. No matter how much I want too. Maybe 'cause they're too far away to touch…You know? They're out of my grasp – mentally.



i I need your love

I need your love

Godspeed your love to me i



I don't know why I'm doing all this. Maybe it's because you're the pretty thing, and too far away. You're the one out of my grasp – you're is what's missing – you make me empty. I think I just miss it – you and all the nice, nice things. But that's just a thought I'm thinking of.

i Lonely rivers sigh

Wait for me

Wait for me

I'll be coming home

Wait for me… i



Horrible? Terrible? You hate it? Crappiest thing you've ever read? Worse than all the above? Eh… fire proof fanfic so don't flame me! But kind suggestions are welcomed ^_^;;