Shattered
Chapter 13
Disclaimer: I own nothing, all belong to NBC, WB, John Wells and many more.
Authors Note: Sorry for taking so long to update this story but I've been giving the phrase "Writers Block" a whole new meaning. So I hope this chapter ends up ok. I know you guys are probably getting sick of me and this story but have no fear it's starting to wined down. :) Thanks again for all the encouraging words.
BTW some bad words in this chapter.
Feedback: Still wanted desperately.
E-mail: wine_into_water@hotmail.com
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"Don't tell me she can't have any visitors, she's my damn wife!"
He couldn't accept what he was hearing. He didn't need this right now. He just couldn't handle it and he knew that Faith wouldn't be able to handle it either. They had talked about what happened that night a few times and he knew that she wasn't ready to face him and in her condition it would be to much for her. There was no way that Fred was getting in there to see her.
"Sir you can't go back there!" The nurse shouted as Fred pushed pass her.
Bosco went up behind him and grabbed his arm and turned him around. An angry Fred came around swinging and caught Bosco in the jaw. Bosco stumbled backwards, he hadn't been expecting that. As Fred's fist connected with his jaw Bosco realized the pain Faith must have felt that night and rage over took him. He lunged towards Fred knocking him to the floor where both exchanged punches. Bosco could feel blood trickling down the side of his face and some of the deeper cuts in his hands had opened up again. His hands were so sore but he was too angry to care. Who the hell did Fred think he was to come back here? To even dare to try and see her again after what he did?
Fred gave a strong push "Get the Fuck off of me you little prick"
Bosco went flying off of him but he had got back on his feet right away. Fred was also back on his feet and was about to turn around to go and find Faith when security stopped him.
"Let me go! She's my wife, I have every right to see her." He shouted angrily.
They went to grab Bosco but he pulled out his badge and showed it to them so they let him go.
After restraining Fred with a pair of handcuffs they turned to Bosco and asked "What should we do with him officer?"
Bosco shot Fred a cold icy stare, "don't worry about it guys. I'll take it from here."
"Sure thing officer. Let us know if you need anything."
With that they just left Fred standing there. His face already bruising from the punches Bosco had gotten in, hands cuffed behind his back and a slight hint of fear could now be found in his eyes.
Bosco let a smile cross his bloodied face 'this is to easy' he thought."Come on Freddy boy, time to go for a little ride." Bosco grabbed Fred and pushed him towards the elevators.
Once in the parking lot he pushed Fred towards his car and went to open the passenger side door but he stopped. "No this isn't going to work. We're going to have to take your truck." He unlocked the door and reached into the glove compartment and pulled out his gun. Then he grabbed the clip laying beside it and loaded the gun. He tucked it behind him in his jeans. He shoved Fred again. "Come on lets go."
He spotted Fred's truck at the other end of the parking lot and went in that direction. When he got there he searched Fred's pockets until he found the keys for the truck. He unlocked the door and shoved Fred inside banging his head in the process. "Oops did that hurt?" He asked with mock concern.
He went around the truck and got in and started it up. He pulled out of the lot and began his way to the station. Fred had seemed to settle down a bit and eased up when he noticed that Bosco was taking the route to the station. As Bosco turned on to the street the station was on he slowed down but just as he was getting to it he stomped on the gas and sped out of there.
"What the hell are you doing? Where the hell are you taking me?" Fred shouted.
"Don't act all surprised Fred. You didn't actually think I was just going to lock you up and that would be the end of it did you? You remember what I said would happened if you ever came back and tried to see her again?"
"You're fucking nuts!"
"Maybe" Bosco said calmly.
He could hear the fear coming out in Fred's voice, see it in his eyes. He was glad he was the one to put it there. He was going to teach Fred a lesson and this time he wouldn't be going to hurt Faith ever again.
It was already starting to get dark as he pulled into an old abandoned factory parking lot by the river. He stopped the truck and turned it off. He got out and went to the passenger side, opened the door and let Fred out. He walked Fred to the middle of the parking lot and took off his cuffs. Fred whipped around ready to fight but Bosco had his gun drawn on him. Fred stopped dead in his tracks.
"I won't let you hurt them again." Bosco said quietly.
"Look man I wont. I just came back to make sure Faith would be ok." Fred tried to speak as calmly as possible, he had never seen Bosco like this. He had no idea what he was capable of.
"How could you do it? You loved her. I know you did so what made you do it?"
Hanging his head down he said, "I don't know. It just happened. It just happened. I drank to much and it just happened."
"That's not an excuse! Everyone thinks it's an excuse but it isn't! You just can't say it's because you drank to much one night."
"Look I know Ok. I haven't touched a drop since...."
"It doesn't matter...you didn't see her after. You didn't see the fear and sadness in her eyes. You didn't hear her crying herself to sleep. You didn't see her in the morning with her eye swollen shut, her face all colors of bruises, her lip swollen twice it's normal size....Do you know that Emily still jumps if you move to suddenly? Charlie still wakes up in the middle of the night crying and Faith....Faith still gets a lost look in her eyes every time we take a domestic abuse call and it's all because of you." Bosco ended angrily.
"It won't happen again. It won't. I quit drinking. I swear it." he said full of remorse
"Yeah until when? Huh? Until the next time you have a bad day at work? or the net time you watch the game with the guys? Or maybe the next hot day when nothing will cool you down like and icy cold one."
"Look it's not your place to decide if she lets me back in her life. It's hers." Fred said getting angry.
"You're wrong. It is my place. I would do anything for them. I would give up everything if it kept them safe. She's my best friend, my partner. She's the most important person in my life. I'm not going to give you the chance to take that sparkle out of her eyes again or take the confidence out of her smile....she loved you. All the shit you put her through and she still loved you." Shaking his head slightly he continued. "You don't deserve her Fred. You never did and you never will."
"What, and you do?"
"No, I don't. I don't deserve the confidence and respect she has for me. I don't deserve her friendship and loyalty. Most of all I don't deserve that place in her heart that she has just for me. But whether I deserve it or not she gives it to me, she's my saving grace and I'm not going to let you break her again."
"It wont happen again, I promise."
"Shut up! You're lying! You say it wont, you say you're sorry that it wont happen again but you always come back. You convince them that it's ok to trust you again and they let you back in and you do the same thing... I wont let you make Faith believe that the only way she is loved is if she someone is beating her and treating her like shit. You wont use Charlie and Emily like that either. You wont use them as punching bags and then lock them up in the closet, making them afraid of the dark or to keep the window open. I wont let you let them blame themselves for the rest of their lives thinking that there was something more they could have done, thinking if they had only been stronger, older that they could have kept you away."
"What the hell are you talking about? I never locked Em and Charlie in a closet, I only hit Faith that one time and I hate myself for it. Everyday I think of the pain I caused her and I wish I could take it all back but I can't. I just want to make things right. I just need to see her one more time, just let me see her one more time to say I'm sorry then I'll leave and I wont come back unless she wants me too." Fred was trying to plead his case.
"No! No you're not getting to her again. You can't trick me this time. I'm not that little boy you can push around and manipulate anymore. I'm stronger now, I can stop you this time." Bosco said forcefully.
"Boscorelli what are you talking about?" Fred asked worried not knowing what Bosco was talking about. It was like he drifted back to another place in time.
"I can stop you this time..."
A loud shot rang threw the cool night air....
Chapter 13
Disclaimer: I own nothing, all belong to NBC, WB, John Wells and many more.
Authors Note: Sorry for taking so long to update this story but I've been giving the phrase "Writers Block" a whole new meaning. So I hope this chapter ends up ok. I know you guys are probably getting sick of me and this story but have no fear it's starting to wined down. :) Thanks again for all the encouraging words.
BTW some bad words in this chapter.
Feedback: Still wanted desperately.
E-mail: wine_into_water@hotmail.com
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"Don't tell me she can't have any visitors, she's my damn wife!"
He couldn't accept what he was hearing. He didn't need this right now. He just couldn't handle it and he knew that Faith wouldn't be able to handle it either. They had talked about what happened that night a few times and he knew that she wasn't ready to face him and in her condition it would be to much for her. There was no way that Fred was getting in there to see her.
"Sir you can't go back there!" The nurse shouted as Fred pushed pass her.
Bosco went up behind him and grabbed his arm and turned him around. An angry Fred came around swinging and caught Bosco in the jaw. Bosco stumbled backwards, he hadn't been expecting that. As Fred's fist connected with his jaw Bosco realized the pain Faith must have felt that night and rage over took him. He lunged towards Fred knocking him to the floor where both exchanged punches. Bosco could feel blood trickling down the side of his face and some of the deeper cuts in his hands had opened up again. His hands were so sore but he was too angry to care. Who the hell did Fred think he was to come back here? To even dare to try and see her again after what he did?
Fred gave a strong push "Get the Fuck off of me you little prick"
Bosco went flying off of him but he had got back on his feet right away. Fred was also back on his feet and was about to turn around to go and find Faith when security stopped him.
"Let me go! She's my wife, I have every right to see her." He shouted angrily.
They went to grab Bosco but he pulled out his badge and showed it to them so they let him go.
After restraining Fred with a pair of handcuffs they turned to Bosco and asked "What should we do with him officer?"
Bosco shot Fred a cold icy stare, "don't worry about it guys. I'll take it from here."
"Sure thing officer. Let us know if you need anything."
With that they just left Fred standing there. His face already bruising from the punches Bosco had gotten in, hands cuffed behind his back and a slight hint of fear could now be found in his eyes.
Bosco let a smile cross his bloodied face 'this is to easy' he thought."Come on Freddy boy, time to go for a little ride." Bosco grabbed Fred and pushed him towards the elevators.
Once in the parking lot he pushed Fred towards his car and went to open the passenger side door but he stopped. "No this isn't going to work. We're going to have to take your truck." He unlocked the door and reached into the glove compartment and pulled out his gun. Then he grabbed the clip laying beside it and loaded the gun. He tucked it behind him in his jeans. He shoved Fred again. "Come on lets go."
He spotted Fred's truck at the other end of the parking lot and went in that direction. When he got there he searched Fred's pockets until he found the keys for the truck. He unlocked the door and shoved Fred inside banging his head in the process. "Oops did that hurt?" He asked with mock concern.
He went around the truck and got in and started it up. He pulled out of the lot and began his way to the station. Fred had seemed to settle down a bit and eased up when he noticed that Bosco was taking the route to the station. As Bosco turned on to the street the station was on he slowed down but just as he was getting to it he stomped on the gas and sped out of there.
"What the hell are you doing? Where the hell are you taking me?" Fred shouted.
"Don't act all surprised Fred. You didn't actually think I was just going to lock you up and that would be the end of it did you? You remember what I said would happened if you ever came back and tried to see her again?"
"You're fucking nuts!"
"Maybe" Bosco said calmly.
He could hear the fear coming out in Fred's voice, see it in his eyes. He was glad he was the one to put it there. He was going to teach Fred a lesson and this time he wouldn't be going to hurt Faith ever again.
It was already starting to get dark as he pulled into an old abandoned factory parking lot by the river. He stopped the truck and turned it off. He got out and went to the passenger side, opened the door and let Fred out. He walked Fred to the middle of the parking lot and took off his cuffs. Fred whipped around ready to fight but Bosco had his gun drawn on him. Fred stopped dead in his tracks.
"I won't let you hurt them again." Bosco said quietly.
"Look man I wont. I just came back to make sure Faith would be ok." Fred tried to speak as calmly as possible, he had never seen Bosco like this. He had no idea what he was capable of.
"How could you do it? You loved her. I know you did so what made you do it?"
Hanging his head down he said, "I don't know. It just happened. It just happened. I drank to much and it just happened."
"That's not an excuse! Everyone thinks it's an excuse but it isn't! You just can't say it's because you drank to much one night."
"Look I know Ok. I haven't touched a drop since...."
"It doesn't matter...you didn't see her after. You didn't see the fear and sadness in her eyes. You didn't hear her crying herself to sleep. You didn't see her in the morning with her eye swollen shut, her face all colors of bruises, her lip swollen twice it's normal size....Do you know that Emily still jumps if you move to suddenly? Charlie still wakes up in the middle of the night crying and Faith....Faith still gets a lost look in her eyes every time we take a domestic abuse call and it's all because of you." Bosco ended angrily.
"It won't happen again. It won't. I quit drinking. I swear it." he said full of remorse
"Yeah until when? Huh? Until the next time you have a bad day at work? or the net time you watch the game with the guys? Or maybe the next hot day when nothing will cool you down like and icy cold one."
"Look it's not your place to decide if she lets me back in her life. It's hers." Fred said getting angry.
"You're wrong. It is my place. I would do anything for them. I would give up everything if it kept them safe. She's my best friend, my partner. She's the most important person in my life. I'm not going to give you the chance to take that sparkle out of her eyes again or take the confidence out of her smile....she loved you. All the shit you put her through and she still loved you." Shaking his head slightly he continued. "You don't deserve her Fred. You never did and you never will."
"What, and you do?"
"No, I don't. I don't deserve the confidence and respect she has for me. I don't deserve her friendship and loyalty. Most of all I don't deserve that place in her heart that she has just for me. But whether I deserve it or not she gives it to me, she's my saving grace and I'm not going to let you break her again."
"It wont happen again, I promise."
"Shut up! You're lying! You say it wont, you say you're sorry that it wont happen again but you always come back. You convince them that it's ok to trust you again and they let you back in and you do the same thing... I wont let you make Faith believe that the only way she is loved is if she someone is beating her and treating her like shit. You wont use Charlie and Emily like that either. You wont use them as punching bags and then lock them up in the closet, making them afraid of the dark or to keep the window open. I wont let you let them blame themselves for the rest of their lives thinking that there was something more they could have done, thinking if they had only been stronger, older that they could have kept you away."
"What the hell are you talking about? I never locked Em and Charlie in a closet, I only hit Faith that one time and I hate myself for it. Everyday I think of the pain I caused her and I wish I could take it all back but I can't. I just want to make things right. I just need to see her one more time, just let me see her one more time to say I'm sorry then I'll leave and I wont come back unless she wants me too." Fred was trying to plead his case.
"No! No you're not getting to her again. You can't trick me this time. I'm not that little boy you can push around and manipulate anymore. I'm stronger now, I can stop you this time." Bosco said forcefully.
"Boscorelli what are you talking about?" Fred asked worried not knowing what Bosco was talking about. It was like he drifted back to another place in time.
"I can stop you this time..."
A loud shot rang threw the cool night air....