Title: Love & Lost 1/2
Author: Haruka xHaruka17x@a...
Co-Author: Midnight Lilly
Disclaimer: I don't own GW, Midnight Lilly owns Dawn.
Pairing: 1+x3, 2+4, 5+Dawn
Rating: R
Warning: Sap, Sad, AU
Notes: Please R&R. Hope you enjoy. Don't kill me if you don't like.

Trowa was comfortably laying in Heero warm arms wen something bothered him and he needed to tell Heero about it
"Heero? What do you think about children?" Trowa asked him.

They had agree to always 'talk' about whatever bother one or the other. Heero sat up, and looked at his koi.

"What do you mean?"

"What if we had a child? how would you feel if it was our child by blood?" Heero smirked and brushed Trowa's bang, then kissed his forehead.

"I would love it, to have a little you around" Trowa giggled just a bit, and kissed Heero.

"You want one don't you?" Heero stated more then asked.

"Well we are married so, now lets have a baby" Heero said, leaning in over Trowa kissing him, sinking him back into the mattress.

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"Hello Trowa how are you doing? How is the husband?"

"We're doing well Sally and you?" Trowa asked.

"Good. So why did you come to see me Trowa?"

"Um Sally I ...well me and Heero need your help with something. See, we want a baby, but......we want 'our' baby and i wanna....carry it" Trowa said blushing

"Oh I see you two want to have a child how wonderful." Sally said smiling brightly. Trowa smiled.

"I just love babies they're so darling." She said.

"Can you help?" He asked.

"Of course I can."

"You can? really? please explain" Trowa said sitting down in the guess chair.

"You'll need surgery though its a simple procedure" She started to explain. "We can schedule the procedure a day after tomorrow how does that sound?" She asked. "And it'd be best if you brought Heero along so he'd be here for support."

"Ok I'll tell him thank you so much Sally" Trowa said, hugging her.

"You're Welcome have a good afternoon and remember nothing to drink or eat after midnight." She warned.

Trowa happily went home to wait for Heero to come home for launch.

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Trowa was humming a happy song while making Heero's launch as Heero walked into the house.

"Trowa?"

"Hm? Oh in here love" Trowa said. " I made your favorite sit down and eat before it gets cold." Heero walked into the kitchen smirking.

"Ok" he said sitting himself down.

"How did things go with Sally?" Heero asked taking a bit of his food.

"Oh and you CAN'T go to work Wednesday." Trowa stated.


"Because I'm going to be having surgery that day and I want you there with me." Trowa told him.

Heero spit out the little food he had in his mouth.
"What??What the hell do you mean by surgery?" Heero asked.

"Well, Sally say its a simple procedure and she and I would prefer for you to be there, its for the baby Heero" Trowa explained.

"So what she's gonna make you a woman? There's a reason I pick you, you know" Trowa laughed

"Not that kind of surgery silly, I'm still going to be a man but she's going to implant something inside me so I can carry a child."

"You mean my child? Our baby?" Heero said excitedly. Trowa nodded

"Our child yours and mine." Trowa said. Heero smirked and ran to Trowa picking him up and swirling him around

"That's great Trowa but we should call Quatre and Duo and Wufei they'll want to be there to. They're the closest thing to Family we've got and I want to include them in this moment." Heero said.

"Don't forget Catherine Heero she is after all my sister." Trowa said. Heero growled.

*That damn Demon woman she's nothing but trouble* Heero thought. "That woman HATE's me, she calls me brother queerer or something like that" Heero said.

"Well, she will have to get used to us and probably a child will mellow her out." Trowa said. He kissed Heero's cheek and walked out of the kitchen.

Trowa picked up the phone and dialed Quatre's cell phone.

"Yeah, Duo here"

"Hello Duo how are you doing" Trowa said.

"Hey Trowa you old scarecrow, what's up how's the husband doing?"Duo joked.

"We're doing just fine" *He never changes does he* "The reason I called is that I'm going to be having surgery on Wednesday" Trowa told him. "And I was wondering if you and Quatre would be there to support Heero if anything should happen"

"Surgery? What for?" Duo asked.

"I'm going to have an implant so I can carry a child" Trowa explained, knowing it was a hard thing to swallow.

"You're what?!! You mean you're going to have a little Heero running around, pointing a gun at people? You're nuts!!" Duo said. "But if that's what you want more power to you"

"Duo thank you for coming and please tell Quatre I said hello" Trowa thanked him.

"Gotcha, catcha later!" Duo said. and hung up the phone.

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"Hey Heero I called Duo its your turn to call Wufei, I'm going into the living room to rest" Trowa told him

Heero nodded and picked up his cell phone and dialed Wufei's Number. A woman out of breath answered the phone.

"Hello Chang residence Dawn Speaking" The woman said.

"H-hello?" Heero said.

"Onna! Who's on the phone?" Heero hear Wufei bark.

"For the Last time Wufei its Dawn not onna I swear to kami no sex for a month if you keep calling me onna!!" Heero smirked as he over hear Dawn, Wufei's wife, yell back.

"Fine Dawn who's on the phone?" Wufei said.

"I think its your friend Heero" She told him, handing him the phone.

"I'll be in the shower, come join me when you get done talking on the phone if you want and tell Heero I said hi" Dawn said, making her way to their bath and shower room.

"Yuy this better be good your interrupting me and my wife!

"She's quite feisty Wufei you picked a good woman" Heero told him.

"I know this trust me, I finally have justice!" Wufei said.

"Its about time, we've been hearing your rants for years, it got old." Heero said, smirking some more.

"Yeah well what do you want?" Wufei asked.

"Trowa is having surgery on Wednesday and he'd like you and Dawn to be there" Heero said.

"Surgery? For what?" Wufei asked, confused.

"We think of you guys like family. Trowa's going to have an implant placed inside him so he can carry our child" Heero told him. Wufei dropped the phone and yelled "Nose Bleed!"

*Is he ever going to get over that?* Heero thought.

"Wufei are you there pick up the damn phone"

"I'm here" Wufei said, voice muffled by a Kleenex.

"Will you come?" Heero asked.

"We will be there it would be dishonorable if we weren't. Until then Yuy good-bye" Wufei said.

"Ja ne Wu" Heero said. *Those two are perfect for one another* thought Heero.

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Meanwhile Trowa is on the phone at home trying to make a not to happy Catherine understand.

"Damnit Catherine, why can't you just be happy for me?" Trowa asked.

"Because I hate Heero! He's probably cheating on you right now!" Catherine barked.

"Why can't you understand I want to have a child with Heero because we love one another and want to be parents" Trowa said.

"Where is he?" Cat asked him.

"At work" Trowa answered.

"Yeah right!" Cat murmured.

"Heero is at work! A relationship is built on trust, he wouldn't cheat on me!" Trowa said, getting angrier by the minute.

"Fine be blind but don't come crying to me went you find that fag in your bed with someone else!" Catherine yelled then hung up the phone.

"Why must she behave like this? I don't understand why she can't be happy for me" Trowa asked himself.

------------- The night before...

"Heero I'm really nervous what if something goes wrong?" Trowa asked.

"There is nothing to worry about Sally won't let that happen she's a great doctor and she'll take care of you" Heero told him. "So settle down and lets get some sleep we have a big day tomorrow"

"Thank you Heero for being there for me, I love you so much?" Trowa stated, looking lovingly at Heero.

"I love you too koi, now come here" Heero said helping Trowa make himself comfy in his warm, strong arms.

------------- The next morning...

Trowa and Heero made their way to Sally's and were greeted by their friends.

"Hey, I'm glad you could all make it" Trowa said smiling.

"Hey, so are you sure about this, I mean you could adopt" Duo suggested.

"I know Duo but I want it to be mines and Heero's" Trowa told him.

"I've never been more sure of anything in my life, a child would bring more joy to our lives" Trowa said. Heero nodded, holding Trowa from behind.

"Well, if that's what you want then we support you 100%" Quatre said smiling.

"Thanks" Trowa said.

Sally came out and greeted them.

"Well, Trowa are you ready? We're ready for you" Sally informed him.

"Yes, I'm ready I guess" He turned towards Heero. "This is it Heero, we're going to be parents" Trowa said, holding on to Heero's hand tightly. Heero nodded and they followed sally into the operation room, as their friends waited patiently into the waiting room.

The Operation lasted about 3 hours. Sally came into the waiting area to give Duo, Quatre, Wufei and his wife the good news. They stood up.

"So how did it go?"Quatre asked nervously.

"The procedure went well. Trowa is in the recovery room you, may go back and see him" Sally told them.

They quickly made their way there to find the two love birds kissing sweetly.

"Well, nothing has changed" Duo snorted.

"Shut up Maxwell show a little bit more respect than that" Wufei barked.

Trowa blushed and Heero glared for intruding.

"Now now no reason for that look" Sally said.

"We could come back and see you" Dawn suggested.

"No please stay I'm just a little woozy and tiered" Trowa told them.

"Yes, he is so don't stay too long" Heero said, as always being overly protective of his love.

"We won't stay to long, how about I go get some dinner for you Heero, I bet you're hungry" Dawn said.

"Thanks Dawn and would you mind getting Trowa a hot chocolate too? Heero asked.

"Sure no problem, I'll be back in a few minutes" Dawn said, then stepped out of the room.

"You married a good woman Wufei she's been very good for you" Quatre said. Wufei nodded.

"Well, Trowa I'm very happy for you and Heero I wish you the best" Quatre said. "You'll be wonderful parents but you have to let me spoil them some"

"Yes, you've got to let me baby-sit!" Duo said, smile beaming.

"Well, maybe we'll let you but Quatre will have to be right there with you" Trowa said.

They all laughed.

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For the past few months Heero wouldn't let Trowa do a thing

"Trowa you've got to relax please I don't want any harm on you or the baby" Heero pleaded.

"Heero I'm just getting up to get a drink, stop being so silly" Trowa said smiling at how cute Heero looked when he was so concerned.

"Well, maybe I'm overreacting but you're not staying here all day alone something could happen" Heero told him. "I've called Dawn and she's going to come over and hang out with you she'll take you anywhere you need to go. And that's final" Heero said, firmly.

Trowa laughed so hard, he had tears in his eyes." Oh Heero you're acting like a parent all ready" He said. "Ok ok Heero-Bear, if that will make you go to work" Trowa said.

"Good have a good day, you have my cell phone number. I love you and see you tonight" Heero said.

"Ok bye love" Trowa said. Heero kissed Trowa and left.

"Well, having Dawn around is better than Duo, I'd probably go into labor if it was Duo" Trowa said to himself.

Dawn showed up few moments after Heero left.

"Good Morning Trowa how are you doing? I brought some beagles in case you're hungry but I know how it goes with pregnant people morning sickness" She said smiling.

"Yeah tell me about it" He smiled.

"So I bet you want to shop for baby things. How about we go to the mall and look around for a couple of hours?" Dawn suggested.

"Oh that's a great idea! Let me get my coat!" Trowa gleed. "This is going to be so much fun I've never shopped for baby things before, the clothes are just so cute"

"You have to let me buy some things for the baby, anything you want" Dawn said.

"Maybe but not expansive stuff, Heero would be upset" Trowa said.

"Oh let me handle Heero, its your first child nothing to worry I come from a wealthy family I can afford it" Dawn coned him.

"Ok but please lets not over do it" Trowa pleaded.

"So you just come along and we'll do some shopping" Dawn said.

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Bye 4:30, Trowa and Dawn were in his and Heero's apartment with millions of baby things.

"Oh my god, look at all this stuff and Heero's gonna be home any minute!" Trowa panicked.

"Like I said, I'll handle Heero there is no reason to get worked up over nonsense" Dawn calmly told him. "I think he would want the best money could buy for his child, you're lucky Quatre didn't come along with us, he would've bought everything" Dawn finished smiling.

"Oh god, but Heero has this well PRIDE thing and oh god......he'll be mad" Trowa wined.

"Well, he can swallow it for once. Wufei has told me stories of Heero and his perfection mask he wears" Dawn told him.

"Yeah" *Oh please don't be mad koi* Trowa thought, slightly scared.

"Good you shouldn't be afraid its not healthy for the baby to be worked up like this" She said. "You go into the room and rest now I'm sure your feet are quite tried from shopping"

"Yeah, thanks Dawn for everything" Trowa said then left the room.

Moments later Heero got home.

"What the hell?" Heero yelled.

"Now Heero I won't hear any of that swallow your pride this is your first child you've got to spend a little" Dawn started.

"Dawn 'I' wanted to buys does things for Trowa!" Heero said, getting angry.

"And for your information I bought some of the stuff as well as a gift from Wufei and myself. I will not allow you to yell at Trowa over nonsense" She said, standing firmly in front of Heero."Besides there are some things we didn't get, like a cradle being you're good at wood working you should make him a cradle, he'd just love it and I was thinking of throwing him a baby shower"

"For your information I don't yell at Trowa, and second thanks for the stuff now you can go!" Heero said trying his best to calm down.

"If that's ok with you I'd have it at my house" Dawn said.

"Babyshower fine please leave" Heero said.

"Fine, do you want me to come back tomorrow?" Dawn asked before leaving the house.

"Yeah, where's Trowa?" Heero asked.

"I told him to go rest, pregnant people tend to wear out easily but they do need their exercise" Dawn said.

"Ok thanks" Heero said, walking towards the room he thought Trowa would be in.

"I'll be back tomorrow and please go easy on him he's just so excited about having a baby it'd break his heart if you scolded him good-bye Heero" Dawn told him and left.

Heero went in search of Trowa.

"Trowa where are you?" Heero murmured to himself. He found him asleep on their bed. He sat down next to him watching him sleep caressing his face.

"She's right you know, its just my pride that gets in the way"Heero whispered, putting his hand on Trowa's stomach. "Just this once, little one I'll swallow it"

"Heero?" Trowa asked sleepily.

"I'm here" Heero said, unable to resist smiling at his love's cuteness.

"Come hold me, I'm cold" Trowa pleaded.

Heero smirk and laid next to him holding him and covering them with their blanket.

"Is that better? Are you hungry? Do you want me to make dinner tonight?" Heero asked.

"No just hold me" Trowa said sleepily, snuggling up to Heero's warmf.

"All right love I will" Heero caressing the quickly falling asleep Trowa in his arms.

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At the shower Trowa was opening gifts and smiling and hugging as Heero sat next to him watching him contentedly. Trowa opened up a gift from Duo to see a mini pair of black spandex shorts and a mini green tank top, everyone laughed.

"Thank you Duo they're so cute hopefully the baby will look just like Heero" Trowa said, looking lovingly at Heero.

Quatre's present to the baby was a a baby blanket set with circus animals and a stuffed lion.

"The only thing we haven't bought yet is a cradle"Trowa said, loving all the wonderful presents.

"I got that!" Heero said getting up. He left the room and brought in a beautiful white bedding cradle, that Heero had hand made himself, it was perfect.

"What you went baby shopping? That's shocking" Duo said.

"No, I made it" Heero informed them all.

"Oh its so beautiful! You never told me you could make things like this" Trowa gleed, emotions flying as tears showed in his eyes.

"It was a surprise koi, do you like it?" Heero asked. Trowa nodded.

" Heero I love it" He kissed him on the lips and gave him a hug.

"Its very lovely Heero you have to promise when Wufei and I have a baby you'll make one for us" Dawn said. Heero nodded.

"Well, well what's all this?" Relena asked walking in followed by Catherine.

"What in the hell are you doing here Relena I sent out the invitations and I know I didn't invite you" Dawn said, getting angry.

"But I did invite Catherine because she is the aunt of this baby" Dawn said.


"I wish you could learn to except things for how they are Catherine you should love your brother no matter what" Quatre said.

"Oh my god, you really are pregnant, gross!" Cat said, looking at Trowa in discuss.

"That's enough Catherine I will not tolerate such behavior in my house" Wufei said now standing.

Trowa hid his face in Heero's neck, who held him.

"Your upsetting Trowa!" Heero yelled.

"What have you done to my Heero! You've turned him into some kind of freak" Relena whined. "This pregnancy goes against nature, men are not allowed to reproduce!"

Trowa started to cry silently in Heero's arms.

"I tried to save you from marrying Trowa but now you've gone and got him pregnant I can't stand for this!" Relena barked.

"That's enough you two if you don't stop you'll force me to kick the crap out of you then throw you out of my house" Dawn yelled.

"I can't believe you two would amount so low to this behavior. I've known both of you have had the hots for Heero that's why you're so against Trowa and Heero why can't you just let it go and be happy for them!" Quatre said, now standing as well, getting angry all the while.

"Are you against all homosexual couples or just Heero and Trowa?" Quatre asked.

"Heero should have been with one of us, not that cry baby Trowa!" Relena yelled.

"I can't believe the both of you, get out of my house right now!" Wufei yelled.

"You can't tell us what to do I'm Queen of the Earth how dare you talk to me in such a manner" Relena said, standing proud.

I am not leaving without Heero, he isn't going to live with a freak like Trowa any longer" Catherine said.

Meanwhile Heero was holding the crying Trowa in his arms.

"Don't worry koi I love you, your everything to me, do you want me to take you home?" Heero asked gently. Trowa nodded still holding on to Heero tightly.

"Like my wife and I said get out of our house you're not welcome here any longer" Wufei yelled.

Heero sneaked himself and Trowa out of the house and quietly left for theirs.

"You're crazy Relena if you think Heero's going to ever love you or Catherine" Duo said.

Wufei stood and past the two girls and opened the front door. "Out!"Wufei yelled.

"Well!" Relena said turning on her heel and slapped Wufei as Catherine laughed.

"That's it you've drawn the line ladies now its time for you to deal with me" Dawn grabbed them by their hair and dragged them out into the front yard. Every body followed for the show.

Dawn threw Catherine down on the ground keeping a hold of Relena doing a hair mare on her, she fell to the ground. She then grabbed her by the hair again and rubbed her face in the mud by the flower bed and picked her up and punched her in the jaw and stomach, Relena fell to the ground. Catherine was still on the ground holding her head when she looked up and saw Dawn.

"I'm not done with you yet I'm going to teach you a lesson for coming over here running the nice party I worked very hard on" Dawn said. She yanked Catherine up and said you wanna fight try and hit me. Catherine got in a fighting stance and flew at Dawn. Dawn caught her fist and twisted her arm behind her back. Catherine used one of her legs to high kick Dawn in the face.

"You're good Catherine but not good enough" Dawn flew at Catherine punching her in the face, gut and spinkicked her in the face, Catherine fell to the ground out cold. Dawn dusts herself off.

"Well, that takes care of that I hope you remember not to make this lady mad" Dawn said.

"That's one hell of a woman you married there Wu-man" Duo said.

"Well, lets just not stand here I want to go see if Trowa's all right" Dawn said.

"I saw Heero sneak him out the back" Quatre said.

"Well, now what?"Duo asked rubbing his head looking at the 2 knocked out girls on the ground.

"Should we go and check on them Wufei?" Dawn asked. "I know Heero has been kinda angry with me for buying so much stuff for the baby"

"No leave them, lets just pick up the presents" Wufei said, closing the front door.

"I just can't help myself I feel its my fault this happened because I invited Catherine" dawn said.

"Don't, you were trying to help and Heero and Trowa know so" Wufei said.

"Well, lets clean up and us 4 will go out to dinner tonight somewhere nice ok?" Quatre suggested.

"Ok" Everyone agreed.

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After they cleaned up the party, Dawn and Wufei took Quatre and Duo out to eat.

"So? How do you think Trowa's gonna deliver the baby, I mean.....you know "Duo asked.

"I can't believe the nerve of those two, why did they mess up such a happy day, the look on Trowa's face when Heero gave him that cradle it was priceless"Quatre said.

"I'm sure they will perform a C-section, Maxwell, did you not pay attention in
Sex Ed?" Wufei asked.

"Well, no, I was well 'busy'" Duo blushed. Wufei rolls his eyes in discuss of Duo's choice of words.

"Well, I wonder if Trowa is all right, he just looked destroyed when those two showed, Heero looked ready to kill" Quatre said.

"Well, they're taking care of after what Wu-man's woman did to them that was so funny I can't wait to tell Heero about this. Hey Dawn have you thought about wrestling professionally? The chicks wouldn't stand a chance in hell against you" Duo said.

"No, she will not wrestle, she is my wife, a WOMAN not a wrestler man-woman, INJUSTICE MAXWELL!!!!" Wufei said getting angrier at the thought of his wife wrestling.

"Now settle down Wufei there is no reason for your anger, actually when you're working late on Monday nights I do watch WWF Raw is War." Dawn stated. "Though I don't want to wrestle, I enjoy my life how just how it is" Wufei eyes widen as he looked at is smiling wife. He then released a breath of relief and sat back down.

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"Trowa are you all right?" Heero asked, knocking on the bathroom door once more. Trowa had locked himself in ever sense they had arrived home.

"Yes, you can come in" Trowa said. Heero entered and found Trowa taking a bobble bath, he smiled up at Heero. "I'm ok koi, really" Heero sat on the edge of the tub, behind Trowa and started to massage his love's shoulders.

"You know I wouldn't let anything happen to you Trowa. I took those marriage vows seriously" Heero stated. Trowa relaxed into his touch.

"I'll be ok as long as your here"Trowa told him.

"I'm glad you're ok but shouldn't you be resting, you've had a tough day" Heero said.

"I know Heero, I love you too" Trowa turned around in the tub and faced him. "Come in here with me"

"Are you sure?"Heero asked, smirking.

"Yes, that will make me relax"Trowa told him, with a knowing smile.

"Ok" Heero said. He took his cloths off and settled himself behind Trowa, who leaned back against his chest, while Heero baided his swollen stomach.

"Feel Better?" Heero asked, kissing the side of Trowa's temple.

"Yes, very much you've made me feel much better that I'm starting to get kinda sleepy" Trowa told him.

After a few moments, Heero lifted Trowa out of the tub, grabbing a couple of towels and carried him down to their room.

"Heero?"Trowa started, as Heero gently laid him down on their bed.

"Hm?"Heero murmured.

"If we made love, do you think it would hurt the baby?"Trowa asked, shyly, rubbing at his stomach.

Heero thought about that for a moment and remembered what sally told him.*"You can have intercourse but gently and carefully "* She had said.

"But not tonight Trowa, you're to tired and don't say you aren't please rest for me and the baby" Heero pleaded.

Trowa blushed and said "All right, not tonight but hold me?"

Heero smiled "That I will happily do, just let me go close up everything, ok?"Heero said, Trowa smiled and nodded.

Heero got up and made sure the front door was locked and closed the rest of the house's lights and returned to an alredy sleeping Trowa, he smirked at the site. He sat down on his side of the bed and rested against some pillows.

"Heero?....hold me I'm cold...." Trowa murmured sleepily reaching for Heero. Heero slipped under the covers, and held Trowa, who happily nuzzled his chest and cuddled.

"Its ok Trowa I'm right here" Heero wrapped his arms around Trowa gently stroking his back.

"MMmmmm I love you Heero" Trowa murmured.

"I love you to Trowa, sleep now" Heero told him.

"Mhm..." Trowa murmured.

They quickly fell asleep.

TBC