Chapter Three
By: Vanessa Erickson
Memories of the Past
Disclaimer: I don't own CCS, its created by Clamp.
First and for most I have to say I was inspire to write another chapter of Love Everlasting by a story that was written by Mei-Mei. Its called Everything You Want. I really recommend reading it, its really good. Another thing, I am not sure if I should finish this story I am not sure anybody likes it so please let me know if you think I should continue.
" I can't believe your real! You know I always wanted to jump in to fairy tale land and warn the Enchantress about losing her powers so you two could live happily ever after." Meilin said to the Sorcerer. They were sitting on her bed talking; the room seems to give her a different feeling. She felt warm, safe, she felt like no one in the world could ever hurt her again. There were candles lit in her room the light the candles gave out seem to fell almost, magical.
After talking for hours they finely fell asleep. That night Meilin had the strangest dream:
" I'll never be good enough for you will I Syaoran?" Meilin heard a very familiar voice, and then she saw her self as a little girl standing in front of Syaoran. "Meilin…" Syaoran started, but never got to finish because Meilin ran away. She couldn't hear anymore, she didn't want to hear more. It hurt so much. Why, what had happened? They had always been so close, but yet so far away.
Meilin had forgotten how much it had hurt her. It seemed so long ago since he told her that he didn't want to marry her. She wanted so much to hate Sakura, but somehow she couldn't. She didn't blame Syaoran for loving Sakura. She a really sweet girl and she was kind to everyone, but still it hurt. It hurt so much.
Meilin woke up. She remembered it then. She remembered how much it had hurt, she remembered how much pain she had been through in her childhood years. She began to cry. She had never really cried for Syaoran before. She had tried so hard to bear her pain and had held back those tears that had been building up in side of her all those years, but nothing could keep them back once she had woken up. She knew as she had never known before that Syaoran would never love her the way she loved him. She had always half expected to hear Syaoran tell her that he loved her. Her throat burned and ached with tears as she hugged the teddy bear beside her. She cried the very life out of her. Finally her body was emptied of those tears and she was no longer burdened. She closed her eyes and thought of the day Syaoran told her he was in love with Sakura. She thought of the way Syaoran looked when he kissed Sakura for the first time, but she didn't dwell on them with pain. There was a tranquility in her that felt all right. She knows she hasn't been that welcoming to any other boys. To her love is just another path to getting hurt. As she thought she fell sleep again.
Meilin woke up and saw the Sorcerer standing by the window he was glowing. Meilin decided to leave him alone. She went down stairs to have breakfast. Everyone was sitting at the table eating already.
"Good Morning Meilin!" Sakura grated her cheerfully "how are you?"
" I am good, you?" Meilin said
"I am great"
"That's good."
"Where's the Sorcerer?" Yelan asked
"Oh he's still in my room" Meilin said "he was doing something so I decided to leave him alone.
Yeah, the Sorcerer was up in Meilin's room, but, he wasn't alone there was someone else with him…
That's the third Chapter. Tell me what you think and if you think I should continue or not.)
By: Vanessa Erickson
Memories of the Past
Disclaimer: I don't own CCS, its created by Clamp.
First and for most I have to say I was inspire to write another chapter of Love Everlasting by a story that was written by Mei-Mei. Its called Everything You Want. I really recommend reading it, its really good. Another thing, I am not sure if I should finish this story I am not sure anybody likes it so please let me know if you think I should continue.
" I can't believe your real! You know I always wanted to jump in to fairy tale land and warn the Enchantress about losing her powers so you two could live happily ever after." Meilin said to the Sorcerer. They were sitting on her bed talking; the room seems to give her a different feeling. She felt warm, safe, she felt like no one in the world could ever hurt her again. There were candles lit in her room the light the candles gave out seem to fell almost, magical.
After talking for hours they finely fell asleep. That night Meilin had the strangest dream:
" I'll never be good enough for you will I Syaoran?" Meilin heard a very familiar voice, and then she saw her self as a little girl standing in front of Syaoran. "Meilin…" Syaoran started, but never got to finish because Meilin ran away. She couldn't hear anymore, she didn't want to hear more. It hurt so much. Why, what had happened? They had always been so close, but yet so far away.
Meilin had forgotten how much it had hurt her. It seemed so long ago since he told her that he didn't want to marry her. She wanted so much to hate Sakura, but somehow she couldn't. She didn't blame Syaoran for loving Sakura. She a really sweet girl and she was kind to everyone, but still it hurt. It hurt so much.
Meilin woke up. She remembered it then. She remembered how much it had hurt, she remembered how much pain she had been through in her childhood years. She began to cry. She had never really cried for Syaoran before. She had tried so hard to bear her pain and had held back those tears that had been building up in side of her all those years, but nothing could keep them back once she had woken up. She knew as she had never known before that Syaoran would never love her the way she loved him. She had always half expected to hear Syaoran tell her that he loved her. Her throat burned and ached with tears as she hugged the teddy bear beside her. She cried the very life out of her. Finally her body was emptied of those tears and she was no longer burdened. She closed her eyes and thought of the day Syaoran told her he was in love with Sakura. She thought of the way Syaoran looked when he kissed Sakura for the first time, but she didn't dwell on them with pain. There was a tranquility in her that felt all right. She knows she hasn't been that welcoming to any other boys. To her love is just another path to getting hurt. As she thought she fell sleep again.
Meilin woke up and saw the Sorcerer standing by the window he was glowing. Meilin decided to leave him alone. She went down stairs to have breakfast. Everyone was sitting at the table eating already.
"Good Morning Meilin!" Sakura grated her cheerfully "how are you?"
" I am good, you?" Meilin said
"I am great"
"That's good."
"Where's the Sorcerer?" Yelan asked
"Oh he's still in my room" Meilin said "he was doing something so I decided to leave him alone.
Yeah, the Sorcerer was up in Meilin's room, but, he wasn't alone there was someone else with him…
That's the third Chapter. Tell me what you think and if you think I should continue or not.)