Over The Edge
Disclaimer: Pokemon and Team Rocket belong to Nintendo, the Japanese etc…They ain't mine!!!
Chapter One:
Hushed voices whispered round her. Sometimes louder and sometimes softer. Her rescuers drifted in and out of the room trying to get her to eat something or at least speak. But she couldn't do either of those things. The pain ran deeper than the physical wounds of her almost fatal accident. An accident that is what she told them. She couldn't tell them the truth. She didn't even want to believe it herself. How could anyone else understand if she didn't? How could anyone know the torment that was her own mind going through that day over and over again never stopping and bringing her to this point of despair and misery. She ran through those few seconds before her fall in her mind trying to find an explanation other than the one she prayed was not the truth. What had he been doing up there anyway? She told him to leave her alone. He always did what she told him. He was so close to her. One shove that was all it took and he was there. She saw him before she blacked out. He didn't even try to save her. If he had then she wouldn't be here now. He would have come to see her if he knew. But if she spoke a word to anyone then it would all come out and he would pay for this. But why was she protecting him? He did it and still she was defending him. She knew what Giovanni did to members who had gone bad. She couldn't let anyone hurt him even now after what had happened. She supposed that a part of her did love him still. Yet the facts was clear. James, her best friend, had tried to kill her…
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"How is he?"
"Just stays up in his room. I don't know what to do Mondo. I can't get through to him. Giovanni thinks he needs help but he just sits dare staring into space. I just don't know anymore Mondo I really don't know"
James sighed and shifted his position slightly hearing his friend's voices clear as he sat in his room. Meowth was worried sick about him and had called Mondo to see him. The boy had tried to talk to him but James didn't hear him. Mondo was hurting too much. He loved Jesse too. He loved her and now she was gone just like that. Giovanni had agents investigating what happened but they had no clues as yet. James sighed again. He didn't cry for her, he couldn't. Not after what he had done. He hadn't meant it. He had just gone up there to say sorry but… he didn't want to think about this. As far as Mondo and Meowth were concerned he had spent the night in a Pokemon centre. Meowth was too devastated to bother checking up on this and Mondo wouldn't question James. Giovanni's men might but James didn't care. He had lost his friend and there was nothing anyone could do about it. How could he tell Meowth what happened up there? He couldn't the cat was hurting too much. James had to bear this pain alone and would do so forever. The last few words he and Jesse had exchanged had been so hateful. James prayed Jesse hadn't died hating him. But she must have done. What he did was unforgivable. If Meowth and Mondo knew what a coward he was then they would leave him too and then James would truly be alone.
Authors Note: I know that was short but the next chapter will be longer. It should be up in the next few days. I'll try not to keep you all waiting too long!
Disclaimer: Pokemon and Team Rocket belong to Nintendo, the Japanese etc…They ain't mine!!!
Chapter One:
Hushed voices whispered round her. Sometimes louder and sometimes softer. Her rescuers drifted in and out of the room trying to get her to eat something or at least speak. But she couldn't do either of those things. The pain ran deeper than the physical wounds of her almost fatal accident. An accident that is what she told them. She couldn't tell them the truth. She didn't even want to believe it herself. How could anyone else understand if she didn't? How could anyone know the torment that was her own mind going through that day over and over again never stopping and bringing her to this point of despair and misery. She ran through those few seconds before her fall in her mind trying to find an explanation other than the one she prayed was not the truth. What had he been doing up there anyway? She told him to leave her alone. He always did what she told him. He was so close to her. One shove that was all it took and he was there. She saw him before she blacked out. He didn't even try to save her. If he had then she wouldn't be here now. He would have come to see her if he knew. But if she spoke a word to anyone then it would all come out and he would pay for this. But why was she protecting him? He did it and still she was defending him. She knew what Giovanni did to members who had gone bad. She couldn't let anyone hurt him even now after what had happened. She supposed that a part of her did love him still. Yet the facts was clear. James, her best friend, had tried to kill her…
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"How is he?"
"Just stays up in his room. I don't know what to do Mondo. I can't get through to him. Giovanni thinks he needs help but he just sits dare staring into space. I just don't know anymore Mondo I really don't know"
James sighed and shifted his position slightly hearing his friend's voices clear as he sat in his room. Meowth was worried sick about him and had called Mondo to see him. The boy had tried to talk to him but James didn't hear him. Mondo was hurting too much. He loved Jesse too. He loved her and now she was gone just like that. Giovanni had agents investigating what happened but they had no clues as yet. James sighed again. He didn't cry for her, he couldn't. Not after what he had done. He hadn't meant it. He had just gone up there to say sorry but… he didn't want to think about this. As far as Mondo and Meowth were concerned he had spent the night in a Pokemon centre. Meowth was too devastated to bother checking up on this and Mondo wouldn't question James. Giovanni's men might but James didn't care. He had lost his friend and there was nothing anyone could do about it. How could he tell Meowth what happened up there? He couldn't the cat was hurting too much. James had to bear this pain alone and would do so forever. The last few words he and Jesse had exchanged had been so hateful. James prayed Jesse hadn't died hating him. But she must have done. What he did was unforgivable. If Meowth and Mondo knew what a coward he was then they would leave him too and then James would truly be alone.
Authors Note: I know that was short but the next chapter will be longer. It should be up in the next few days. I'll try not to keep you all waiting too long!