Haunted

I remembered once,

But now I've forgot,

A family, a twin,

But now they are gone

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Music's power

Manipulated by my playing.

Sent to do Seiryu's bidding,

To destroy the servants of his enemy.

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The servants were not enemies of mine.

I stole their constellation,

Yet could not hurt them,

Not even for him, when the time came.

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I drown, or try to,

My choice of escape,

Her face fleeting before my eyes,

Forgiving me as he, my brother, would not.

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She came back to me;

I almost had her.

We would forget together,

But she belonged to another.

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I would fight for her.

I would die for her; I almost succeeded.

My other half saved me from death;

I offered him all I could.

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I gave the gift to forget;

We would be happy, I knew.

He accepted, or so I thought,

Drinking from the juice.

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Then he returned my gift with a kiss

And said good-bye.

He loved another;

He loved the enemy of my love.

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Cursed to be born what I was;

Cursed to love the opposite of my brother.

Part of me is torn away,

Yet I have become whole.

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I do not really remember this tale,

Except in distant memory.

It is only a dream to haunt me

When I remember and then I forget.

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Disclaimer: This will come as a shock to no one, but I didn't create nor do I own any part of Fushigi Yuugi in any way.