Okay, I thank everybody who's reviewed, you make me feel a lot better and want to continue this story, and anyway's, I'm no where near sure where this is headed in the romance department, I have no experiance there and it's getting me depressed. So anyway's I know this really sucks and all, but the reason I don't want to make the flashbacks stick out is cause in my story they don't, it's kind of suppose to make it seem more confusing, but I'll put extra space's in between them and you can tell it's a flash back because there's no tabs. Like the last part, THAT IS NOT A FLASHBACK, that is in present time.
Previous:
"Leave me alone" He whispered alone in the room.
`No, boy, you are mine, and will always be.'
"I am not anyone's, now leave me alone!'
`You are mine boy! You will always be mine, and you will do as I tell you!'
"I... Will... Not!"
Chapter 4 - Be my knight and kill them
It was his first meeting with Squall, wonder what she was going to say about him. 'Oh well,' He thought as he slowly made his way through Garden. He was tired and hurt, all he really wanted to do was sleep, but he couldn't because than the dreams would come. He was getting tired of the voices, the flashbacks, and the pain, maybe it would be best for everyone if he just left and went somewhere where nobody was. It didn't even matter if he had never met some people he would have a flashback of a father or brother or something. And every time he had a flashback he would have a headache and it would get worse and worse. "Almasy, nice to see you have decided to join us, your 20 minutes late." He heard Squall say as he walked into the private meeting room.
"I'm… I'm sorry, I had… my watch must be off…I'll fix it the minute I get back to my dorm, it won't happen again." What was he suppose to say, I'm sorry I was late I was busy getting my face bashed in? Uh, no, I don't think so that would not pass go.
"That's okay, as long as it doesn't happen again, now Quistis says that you have been doing pretty well in the private training sessions with her, which doesn't surprise me. But Dr. Larginton has said you do not open up to him and that you will not speak of the events leading to or during the time of Ultemicia incident, why is this?" Squall asked in a nutueral tone, as if there was nothing personal between him and Seifer.
"I… there's nothing to talk about…" Seifer mumbled looking at his feet.
"Part of your probation is to talk to a phsychologist,"
'I do talk, I tell him to leave me the hell alone.' "…"
"Do you have anything to say?"
"…" Speak up Almasy before you don't get the chance, "I… I… there's… I can't… I don't want to… answer the questions he asks me." Seifer said trying to not shake, there was no way he could tell some complete stranger that probably hated his guts what he went through, he just couldn't do it.
"Seifer, even Matron is seeing him, you need help. I understand that Ultemecia used torture to get what she wanted from her that's why…"
'The pain will stop if you do as I tell you to do'
'I won't do it you can't make me!'
'I can make you do whatever I want you to do! 'I' have control of you! I am the one that can control your body, you have no hope of stoping me!'
'Then why do you need me to comply?'
'Defiant little boy you will pay for that!'
'You can't control me it takes too much energy from you that's why you can't control everyone that comes around! That's why you chose me! That's why you can't control anyone else! You're weak!'
Pain
White hot
Darkness
Light
Hot
Cold
Comfort
More pain this time worse
Seifer! Seifer
Seifer came back to the real world staring into the worried face's of Squall and Quistis. "Are you listening to me?" Squall said suddenly forcing Seifer to try and focus on him.
Seifer shook his head no, trying not to wince at the shaking of his head and too afraid to trust his own voice.
"Are you okay?" Quistis asked noticing the pain he was in. He nodded his head in an outright lie. He would not seem that weak in front of them. "What hurts?" She asked more concerned and even a little pissed, how could he lie right now. After everything they had done for him, allowing him back in Garden, and he could still lie to them!
"I'm… fine." He said his voice cracking a little bit as it came out. His head was killing him and there was nothing he could do about it. He needed to get out of there before it got any worse and he ended up falling down in front of them. "There… There's nothing the ma…" He was cut of when a sudden pain ripped through his skull and he fell to his knee's, holding his head with his hands.
"Seifer!" He both yelled as his knee's hit the ground, their yelling sending another wave of pain through his head.
'kill them, kill them both, right now!' A voice in his head screamed at him before another wave of pain wiped out all noise except the voice.
"No!" He yelled holding his head. "Not again!"
'Kill them all, slit their throats with you gunblade! Be my knight and kill them!' The voice screamed sending more pain.
"Never!" More pain, the pain was so much too much.
'The pain will go away!"
Okay yes this chapter was short, but I wanted to leave this off at this part for a reason, which more than likely you'll find out tomorrow, but I'm also working on a couple of fanfictions in the ER section if any want to read, and there's school work, English AP, Spanish which of course I'm failing.
I don't think it's fair that I got to learn a foreign language to get a recommended thingie for highschool, any way's damn spanish. Sorry for the short chapter's but it would just take longer for me to post if I was going to make them long..
*evil grin*
Previous:
"Leave me alone" He whispered alone in the room.
`No, boy, you are mine, and will always be.'
"I am not anyone's, now leave me alone!'
`You are mine boy! You will always be mine, and you will do as I tell you!'
"I... Will... Not!"
Chapter 4 - Be my knight and kill them
It was his first meeting with Squall, wonder what she was going to say about him. 'Oh well,' He thought as he slowly made his way through Garden. He was tired and hurt, all he really wanted to do was sleep, but he couldn't because than the dreams would come. He was getting tired of the voices, the flashbacks, and the pain, maybe it would be best for everyone if he just left and went somewhere where nobody was. It didn't even matter if he had never met some people he would have a flashback of a father or brother or something. And every time he had a flashback he would have a headache and it would get worse and worse. "Almasy, nice to see you have decided to join us, your 20 minutes late." He heard Squall say as he walked into the private meeting room.
"I'm… I'm sorry, I had… my watch must be off…I'll fix it the minute I get back to my dorm, it won't happen again." What was he suppose to say, I'm sorry I was late I was busy getting my face bashed in? Uh, no, I don't think so that would not pass go.
"That's okay, as long as it doesn't happen again, now Quistis says that you have been doing pretty well in the private training sessions with her, which doesn't surprise me. But Dr. Larginton has said you do not open up to him and that you will not speak of the events leading to or during the time of Ultemicia incident, why is this?" Squall asked in a nutueral tone, as if there was nothing personal between him and Seifer.
"I… there's nothing to talk about…" Seifer mumbled looking at his feet.
"Part of your probation is to talk to a phsychologist,"
'I do talk, I tell him to leave me the hell alone.' "…"
"Do you have anything to say?"
"…" Speak up Almasy before you don't get the chance, "I… I… there's… I can't… I don't want to… answer the questions he asks me." Seifer said trying to not shake, there was no way he could tell some complete stranger that probably hated his guts what he went through, he just couldn't do it.
"Seifer, even Matron is seeing him, you need help. I understand that Ultemecia used torture to get what she wanted from her that's why…"
'The pain will stop if you do as I tell you to do'
'I won't do it you can't make me!'
'I can make you do whatever I want you to do! 'I' have control of you! I am the one that can control your body, you have no hope of stoping me!'
'Then why do you need me to comply?'
'Defiant little boy you will pay for that!'
'You can't control me it takes too much energy from you that's why you can't control everyone that comes around! That's why you chose me! That's why you can't control anyone else! You're weak!'
Pain
White hot
Darkness
Light
Hot
Cold
Comfort
More pain this time worse
Seifer! Seifer
Seifer came back to the real world staring into the worried face's of Squall and Quistis. "Are you listening to me?" Squall said suddenly forcing Seifer to try and focus on him.
Seifer shook his head no, trying not to wince at the shaking of his head and too afraid to trust his own voice.
"Are you okay?" Quistis asked noticing the pain he was in. He nodded his head in an outright lie. He would not seem that weak in front of them. "What hurts?" She asked more concerned and even a little pissed, how could he lie right now. After everything they had done for him, allowing him back in Garden, and he could still lie to them!
"I'm… fine." He said his voice cracking a little bit as it came out. His head was killing him and there was nothing he could do about it. He needed to get out of there before it got any worse and he ended up falling down in front of them. "There… There's nothing the ma…" He was cut of when a sudden pain ripped through his skull and he fell to his knee's, holding his head with his hands.
"Seifer!" He both yelled as his knee's hit the ground, their yelling sending another wave of pain through his head.
'kill them, kill them both, right now!' A voice in his head screamed at him before another wave of pain wiped out all noise except the voice.
"No!" He yelled holding his head. "Not again!"
'Kill them all, slit their throats with you gunblade! Be my knight and kill them!' The voice screamed sending more pain.
"Never!" More pain, the pain was so much too much.
'The pain will go away!"
Okay yes this chapter was short, but I wanted to leave this off at this part for a reason, which more than likely you'll find out tomorrow, but I'm also working on a couple of fanfictions in the ER section if any want to read, and there's school work, English AP, Spanish which of course I'm failing.
I don't think it's fair that I got to learn a foreign language to get a recommended thingie for highschool, any way's damn spanish. Sorry for the short chapter's but it would just take longer for me to post if I was going to make them long..
*evil grin*