Hey what the hell was Seifer doing while I had to be Squall at the communication tower? Hm hm, bet none of you ever wondered. Well I did, and they never told me! So I made something up, and I can do that cause I feel like it! He he, you know I thought I was going to have Seifer on my team from then on out. BUT NOOO!!! They don't want it that a way I have to fight him.

You should of seen me the first time I had to fight him I was like * man I don't want to fight him, don't make me fight him, gaw this ain't fair, * and all that.

All right on with the story,

Chapter 5 - Infirmary


He woke up in the infirmary, his head had finally stopped hurting, thank the heavens. "Nice to see you have decided to join us," he heard a voice say as a light was shone in his eyes. "Can't figure out what's wrong with you yet, though." He ignored the voice, he didn't want to listen to it, didn't want to think about it. All he wanted to do was lay there with nothing to worry about except the pain coming back. "Seifer, open your eyes or I'm going to give you another headache." The voice said. 'Screw you,' he thought as he opened his eyes slightly.

Selphie smiled when she saw his eyes open to slits. "What the hell are you doing here?" He asked grumpy from the memory of the pain.

She smiled too big, "Medical training. I've decided it might be good to have some medical knowledge on a mission and I can help around here when everybody else is busy."

Her voice was too squeaky, he wished she would shut the hell up all ready. "Well know this I had a headache and I don't need some hyper messenger girl to bring it back!"

"You still at it with that, that was a once time thing at the communication tower." She said a little mad now.

FLASH( hehe, I like doing that)

Communication center

…My romantic dream…

First sight of Ultemecia

Edea

Pain

NO!!

Edea

'Matron?'

'My child, oh how long it has been!'

'I've missed you Matron…'

'Come over here and give me a hug, its been so long'

'Who's she?'

'She's a friend, come here, we can all be a family.'

'I don't like her Matron, she's… something's not right with her'

'How Dare you say that about me!'

Pain

Running

Scared

Roof

Squall, Quistis, Selphie fighting

They won

Time to go

Don't let them know you're afraid

Don't let them get close enough to.

FLASH

"Hey Seifer are you there?" Selphie asked shaking him.

"Hyne, now my headache's back, what kind of doctor or nurse or whatever are you?" He asked glaring at Selphie.

"Well I'm sorry!" She screeched backing up away from him.

"Please shut up," he said deciding to shut his mouth. When the flash black had ended he had had the temporary bliss of not remembering where he was or what he had done, and his inner pride had shown through his mouth.

"Whatever," she said stomping around.

"whatever" he mumbled, when were these flashbacks going to end? Hopefully soon, he didn't know if he could make it much longer if he kept getting them and they kept giving him headaches. "Enough," he mumbled as he got up from the bed. :He was not going to wait here for another flashback, he was going to find away to stop the damn things once and for all.

"Seifer where are you going?" Selphie yelled standing up. He shouldn't be getting up he just woke up 15 minutes ago from passing out for some unknown reason.

"Homework, it's more important then me wasting away in the infirmary." Seifer said as he quickly got out of there. He was going to go to the library and find any books he could find that even halfway related to what was happening to him.

Raijun had always liked those puppy books, what were they called? No matter, he could always ask Raijun what they were, he didn't really need them anyway, he had just thought it funny for the big man to read the childish books.

"Seifer get your butt back in that bed!" Selphie yelled from behind him. Hyne did she have a loud voice.

"Sorry, but don't worry I'm fine."

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He had at least ten books around him and had been there for three hours now. He knew he should get some rest and that curfew was soon, but he couldn't just stop what he was doing. This might be a life and death kind of thing, it probably was with the voices that were telling him to kill everyone. He shivered at the thought, if the voices got much more persistent he might tell Raijun and Fuji but only if they got stronger and the flashbacks didn't slow down.

'Post traumatic Stress disorder, a disorder where the victim has flash backs, and so and so. Boring!' he thought to himself as he skimmed through the book. So far he had read three books about PTSD, he didn't want to read another one. If that was what he had it had to go away sometime, it couldn't stay there forever.

"Seifer, curfews in 15 minutes you better get headed to your Dorm," he heard someone say from behind him. Whoever it was scared the crap out of him cause it made him jump.

"Oh, uh… sorry Squall… I must of lost track of time… Thank you for reminding me." He said as he grabbed the books and started to the tray where the books were put after they were used. Hyne, don't let Squall see these books he might get suspicious or something.

"Whatcha reading?" Squall asked looking over his shoulder trying to see a title of a book. Luckily it was on the side where the title wasn't.

"Research for a class… Gotta make good grades…" he mumbled setting the books down and looking down at Squall.

"I'm sure the instructors would understand if you were late turning in that one paper, you did pass out for no reason." Squall said as he started to walk away.

"Just tired… nothing wrong…" Seifer said getting out of the library.

"I need to ask you something Almasy." Squall said in the emotionless voice.

"Uh, yeah…" He said stopping in his tracks.

"Why were you screaming no?"

"I was?" He knew he was but he wasn't going to tell Squall why should he? Because he was still dangerous and he was turning into a loony.

"Yeah you were, must have been a little more tired than you thought huh?"

"Yeah must have been."

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Matron sat on the edge of the bed looking at her hands. Something was wrong with one of her children and they wouldn't let any of them know, probably wouldn't until it was too late. "Cid I need to tell you something."

What's she going to say!!! What will Cid do? What is Squall going to do? What is Seifer going to do? Where are the rest of the Character's? Don't you like Irvine? Why won't anyone Review? I'm so lonely!
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