Part Nine-A-


The last thing that I remember was zonking out in Younkers, right after Koushiro…

Then, I woke up back in Tai's apartment? I got up, and walked into the
kitchen and picked up a box of apple juice. That stuff… it's like Valium for
me. It calmed me down. "Hey, Matt? Are you here?" I asked, walking around.

I went all around looking for him, into the living room (where I'd woken up),
the bathroom, and even into his bedroom, where I found Koushiro. God, I
wanted to start sobbing again, right then and there. The apple juice stopped
me. I kept walking, already becoming numb to the pain. I love apple juice.

"Yo? Matt? Are you here?" I asked again, wandering around. Finally, I
decided that I'd just go look at the ocean and fall asleep again. The ocean
always soothed me.

I went out onto the balcony and I found Matt… he was clutching a piece of
paper and crying. He had practically placed himself into a fetal position,
and could barely breathe.

"Matt?"

"What?" He whispered, holding the piece of paper close.

"What's that?" I asked, ripping it out of his hands. It was written on. Duh.
"Hmm… I love you, Matt. I want you to always know that."

"Its Tai." Matt said, crying again. "Look on the other side."

"Ok." I said, and I flipped it over… and I was shocked out of my little
apple-juice-induced-happy-land. "Oh… my God. We have to find him!"

AN-OMG!!! I'm SO SORRY EVERYONE!!!! I can't belive I did that!! I didn't put
this chapter up!!! I'm SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY!!! *begs on knees for
forgivness* please...I'm really sorry, you guys missed this part!
I'm soooooo sorry...I can't believe that I didn't put this is...*is in shock*