Author's notes: I realized I've been uploading chapters really fast. You know why? Because I got inspiration from all the reviews!!! Thank you to all those who reviewed my fan fic especially Windy*wings. She really appreciated my work! Thank you! It's really flattering. Because of you, I'll try my best to upload all the chapters quickly and to finish this fan fiction in no time so stick around! To setsu, don't worry because your suggestions will happen! I need to make negative things happen to make the story more stirring! Anyway, the story hasn't gone too long! Just learn to deal with the following events! A true S+S fan is like that. Meanwhile, here is the fourth chapter of Total Disaster. Enjoy reading!
Disclaimer: I don't own Card Captor Sakura and it's characters. And…to make you even more convinced, I DON'T OWN ANY ANIME!!
TOTAL DISASTER
BY MOMOSUKE SAKURA (^_^)
CHAPTER 4: SYAORAN'S BIG MISTAKE
Tomoyo was about to give up finding Sakura when by chance she found her outside sitting on the hotel's front stairs. Sighing, she walks off to her. Looking up, Sakura saw Tomoyo approaching. She heaved a groan and rested her chin on her knees. Tomoyo is not that happy…actually…she's furious. "Sakura-chan! I have been searching all over this jumbo hotel! Tell me, what are you doing here?" she asked crossly, her hands on her hips. Sakura rolled her eyes as she placed a wisp of her hair behind her ears. "I just want to be alone, Tomoyo-chan." Tomoyo winced at her response, her eyebrows furrowed. She sat next to her. Sakura had been like this since Syaoran became Ai's personal tutor. She's always blank and sad since she can hardly see Syaoran. Sometimes she's crying stealthily. "Look here, Sakura-chan. We're not little children anymore. But sad to say, you're acting like a child! You're behaving childishly," Tomoyo remarked, trying to keep the sharpness out of her voice. Sakura sighed again. "Sou desu ka (You think so)?" was all she would have to say. Tomoyo gritted her teeth in irritation. "Come on Sakura-chan. Just tell me what the crisis is."
"Tomoyo-chan, nothing's bothering me," Sakura lied. Tomoyo glanced at her worriedly. She knows Sakura is telling a lie. "Please Sakura-chan, give me a break! Don't make things worse. Is it concerning Li?" she demanded, forcing her to answer. Sakura stood up. "I really miss him, Tomoyo-chan. We rarely see each other. I don't really know what would become of us now," she said, very sadly. Tomoyo felt her heart break. She can't stand seeing her like this…miserable, crying, restless and desperate. "Sakura-chan…we can't do anything about that. Ai chose Li-kun to be her tutor…besides…his contract with her is nearly finished," Tomoyo comforted her. "You know, the only solution to your problem is to relax. And most importantly, trust Li-kun. Trust him." Sakura nodded, smiling. Tomoyo grinned back. "Let's go, Sakura-chan. We still have tons of assignments to do."
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That very moment…
"Now, Ishiyama…" Syaoran spoke. Ai covered his lips through her fingertips. "This might probably be the hundredth time I remind you to…call me…Ai. Calling me by my surname is utterly cheesy," she whispered. Syaoran nodded uneasily. Then, he turned his head on the book; focusing on the subject he will teach her. "Now, tell me more about Pythagorean theorem," Syaoran ordered, pointing at a few exercises on the book. Ai shook her head. "I don't have any idea what that theorem is, Syaoran." Syaoran jumped to his seat in shock. "WHAT?! How can you manage to be on college while…at your age, you don't know what Pythagorean theorem is!!" he exclaimed. Ai made a huge, menacing grimace on her face. "Are you trying to insult me, jackass?!" she responded angrily.
Syaoran bowed. "Gomen nasai. C-can we continue?" Ai just frowned even more. "No. We won't continue. You have to pay for what you did!" Syaoran took a few steps backward seeing how she strips her dress in front of her. "Wh-what are you doing?!" he asked, taking bigger steps backward. "Our tu-tutorial is f-finished…I-I'll go home…" he stammered, heading towards the door. Ai smiled maliciously. "This is how you're going to pay! Make love to me…now…" she said, seductively. "You're totally losing your mind Ai!! I'm going!" he shouted. She blocked his way toward the door. "I'm not crazy to let you go, Syaoran. Now…make love to me!" she commanded.
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"SYAAAAORAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!" Sakura's anguished yells might be heard inside the whole hotel. Tomoyo woke up, startled. She came to Sakura's bed with a glass of water. "Sakura-chan! Dostano (What's the matter)?" she asked frenziedly. Sakura just embraced her and continued to weep. "Why are you experiencing these nightmares every night?" she inquired. Sakura continued to howl violently like a baby with wet diapers. "I-I d-don't know…Tomoyo-chan! Tomoyo-chan…I don't know if I can still handle this…"
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Now, kissing his neck making way toward his lips. She's now unbuttoning his polo shirt. Her kisses are very avid and Syaoran can't do anything but to respond to those kisses. He can't control himself. He's hugging her now. Suddenly… he heard something or somebody shouted his name that made him snap back to reality. "Wait!" Syaoran yelled, then pushed her away from him. "Why?" Ai whispered, panting. Syaoran is now crying, realizing what he did. Now…he can't deny it. He cheated on Sakura. "This is not right. I'M GOING HOME!!" he cried then skidded out the house. Ai sneered at Syaoran's funny act. This time, she got him…right on her hands. Poor Sakura. I'm not only after your cards but I'm also after your precious Syaoran
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Next day…
Sakura became sadder. Tomoyo is getting really worried of her and her relationship with Syaoran. It seems there's something's wrong. Sakura is not concentrated on her studies and she's always blank. "Sakura-chan…what's wrong again? I don't see anything bad. Li-kun had come back and…" "Tomoyo-chan…I feel I'm already a turnoff to Syaoran. Yes, he'd come back yesterday but…his attention is not focused on me. His mind is drifting. What's more…he's not treating me like his girl friend anymore!" she interrupted, burying her face with her hands. "Maybe you're just getting him wrong, Sakura-chan. Li-kun will never…um…cheat on…you," Tomoyo protested, stroking her back. Sakura just cried more. "I feel…desperate…OH!" she cried. Tomoyo cuddled her in her arms. Sakura needs her now. Perhaps something is really wrong. Why would Sakura be like this if there isn't? "Let's go now to our next class, Sakura-chan." Accompanying her, Sakura is walking limply toward the classroom. Suddenly, she caught a glimpse of Syaoran approaching but when he noticed them, he hurriedly went the other way. "Did you see Syaoran-kun?" she asked Tomoyo. Tomoyo shook her head. "N-No." Sakura sighed because she knows she's lying. What's wrong Syaoran? Why are you avoiding me?
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Syaoran mentally kicked himself for doing that because he's sure he'd extremely hurt Sakura. She shouldn't experience these things because she had been loyal to him all the way through. But, he needs time to think over all the mistakes he had done. He knows he loves Sakura. He really, really does but he's still a man. It's not so easy to resist a mind-bogglingly gorgeous doll like Ai. He doesn't want to make another terrible mistake. If Sakura splits up with him, it truly serves him right. He made a terrible mistake…then suffer terrible outcome of what he did. He's badly crying while running, not knowing where he's heading. He just entrusts this to his feet. Wherever they lead him to go, he'll go. "OUCH!!!" he bumped painfully on somebody's shoulders.
He looked up to see who it was and to apologize too. He became frightened when he saw who the person is. Then he decided to run away from her. "Syaoran! Syaoran! Don't walk away from me…please!" she pleaded. Syaoran chose to go back. "Look Ai. I'm sorry for what happened last night. I really am," he apologized. "And…please…I'm through tutoring you." Ai can't allow this to happen. She held his hands lightly and gently kissed it. Syaoran tried to yank it but she tightened her grip. "That's nothing to me. You know… I like you Syaoran," she muttered, kissing his hands more. This time, Syaoran tried his best to yank his hands away. "Syaoran…let's talk…please…somewhere…" Ai begged with a smile. Wiping the sweat on his forehead, he tried to come up to a decision. To put an end to this, he decided, "Okay."
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"Sakura-chan!" Tomoyo called, waving her hand. Sakura waved back. "Are you ready to go? I'm really tired and I want to sleep," Tomoyo asked. "Sorry but I still have some books to fetch on my locker. But… you can go ahead," Sakura answered. Tomoyo sighed. "Okay. See you then." Sakura then went the opposite way. Humming a song, she walked her way towards the locker room. Suddenly, she sensed Syaoran's aura. It's so powerful and intense now. She walked back. She tried to distinguish where his aura is. It's in the physical education building. She became more curious. She ran fast to see if Syaoran is really there.
Then, she stopped. He's really there and someone's with him. He's with Ai. They're all alone in there, talking…? Or flirting…? (A.N. Don't judge Syaoran foolishly Sakura!) She became more careful. Hiding herself behind the trunk of the tree, she discreetly takes a peek at them. She heard Ai's giggles. Not knowing, she felt tears falling on her eyes making thick black tracks on her cheeks. She was surprised when Ai shot an eye on her. She saw me Sakura assumed. But I won't let Syaoran see me She crept a quick look again…now Ai's eyes are gleaming intensely. It's telling Sakura something but she can't figure out what it was. Rapidly, Ai moved her face downward toward Syaoran's lips. Then she slid her finger on Syaoran's hair. All of a sudden, she dragged his mouth to hers. Sakura covered her mouth in shock. Mixed emotions mount in her. Something she can't explain. Angry tears rose up her eyes and she didn't mind wiping them. She's so angry. She can't stand seeing Syaoran passionately kissing somebody else. Now he wouldn't have to deny that he's cheating on her because he's already caught on the act. Why did you do this to me? What have I done to you, Syaoran-kun?! What nerve…how dare you do this to me! With her hands on her mouth she ran until she's out of sight. "Wait!! Ai!" Syaoran cried. Ai backed away. Now she has nothing to lose. She already made Sakura go away. "It's time to make myself clear Ai. I don't feel anything towards you. I don't love you. There's only one girl that I love and it's Kinomoto Sakura!" he explained now leaving her.
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The following day…
Syaoran woke up feeling light and gay. Now, he will speak to Sakura and patch up things with her. Besides, it's just a tiny-damage-needed-to-be-fixed. (A.N. Actually Syaoran…it's not a tiny damage! Omigosh you're never right!!! *Slaps Syaoran*)
"Sakura-chan…you're not going to school?" Tomoyo asked, shaking her. Sakura stayed motionless. "I'm not…I'm getting lazy going to college," she replied sluggishly, scratching her head. Tomoyo stood up and put her hands on her hips. "What? Somebody…please…clean my ears! Sakura-chan…it's the first time you gave that statement as an answer. Come on! Go to school," said Tomoyo pulling her. "Wait just a doggone minute. Before…you want me to stay here and rest. Now, you're forcing me to go to school. What do you really want, Tomoyo-chan?" she objected, returning to bed. "That's different! Previously, you're truly sick. Now… you're alive and well!" Tomoyo returned back. Sakura is getting annoyed already and she felt she doesn't want to deal with anyone. After what she saw and experience yesterday, she just wanted to die. Tomoyo stopped speaking when she heard Sakura sniffing and sobbing. She sat on her bed next to her and asked, "Sakura-chan…you're crying again. What's wrong?" Sakura wiped all her tears. "Tomoyo-chan…please just go. Just go to the university. I…I want to be alone," she pleaded. Tomoyo eyed her in confusion. But she chose to leave her and let her cry and cry.
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Tomoyo saw Syaoran beside his car. She knows he's waiting for Sakura. And she has a feeling that Sakura's crying has something to do with Syaoran. She had to deal with Syaoran and help Sakura. "Hey, Li-kun!" she called, waving a hand. Syaoran spotted her and waved back. "Yes…Dai…" Tomoyo slapped him directly on the cheek. "What did you do to Sakura?! What did you damn do to Sakura-chan?!!! Answer me!!" Tomoyo cried, beating him on the torso. "I didn't do anything to her!" Syaoran replied, taking a hold of her hands. "Oh yeah? And why is she crying?!" she retorted yanking her hands away. "What? Sakura…? Crying?" he asked.
"Why don't you just tell me the truth? Did you do something? Did you cheat on her?"
"D-Daidouji…"
"What? What did you do?!"
"I-I did cheat on…her…"
"Damn you…"
"I…I didn't really intend to…it's just…I…I kissed Ai!"
"What?!!!"
Staring at him in disgust and anger, Tomoyo stepped backwards, walking away from him. "I thought you're a man of honor. But because of what you did…not it has been clear…you actually stoop so low! CHEAP!" she told him crossly, and then she left him. Syaoran can't walk or even move. He's doomed now. He needs to talk to Sakura…now!
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Sakura feels so miserable and she shut herself inside her room and she wouldn't even be bothered to go out. I must go away from him! I'm leaving this place now… come what may. He doesn't even care about me. Meanwhile, Syaoran could here bitter sobs inside Sakura's room. He's hesitant if he would really talk to her now. He's not yet really ready. He knows that Sakura already found out that he deceived her but that's the question lingering in his mind…how? But he should settle this problem with Sakura now. Sakura's thoughts were disrupted when someone pounded on her door. Maybe the bellboy or Tomoyo-chan she deemed. Wiping her tears, she opened the door. She backed away when she saw that it's neither Tomoyo nor a bellboy. It's Syaoran. "What are you doing here?" she asked resentfully, staring at him with the coldest eyes. Syaoran walked inside the room. "How are you?" he inquired, smiling. Sakura shot an eyebrow. "How am I? Are you kidding?!" she retorted, really angry. Syaoran walked nearer to her, facing her back.
"Sakura…I'm sorry…I don't…"
"Look…Syaoran-kun. If you have something to tell me, get to the real point!"
"Sakura…I'm…I'm…"
"Did you do anything wrong?"
Syaoran is speechless. How can he have the guts to tell Sakura the truth? "What?" Sakura repeated.
"Sakura…I'm sorry I didn't mean to…I…"
"You didn't mean to fool me?"
Syaoran felt he would die. He can't move and he doesn't know what to do. He felt he would plunge on the ground because his knees are unwieldy. "Y-you knew?" he queried sweat rolling down his face. This time, Sakura can no longer control her tears and feelings. "Syaoran… I told you before…you don't have to cast me like a hot potato because you are free! But…*sobs* you insisted on continuing our relationship!" she exclaimed then she threw some things on the desk. Kero saw two people fighting. He flew out and rubbed his eyes. "*Yawn* Why so much noise… hey! Why are you here, Chinese brat?!!!" he cried. "Kero…please…I'm begging you know…leave us…" Syaoran asked, with pleading eyes. "Kero…go now," Sakura repeated and that's the time Kero flew out the room. Syaoran returned to Sakura and faced her. "Sakura…I don't really mean to cheat on you. Please forgive me…" Sakura is crying really hard now.
"I told you before…it's okay if you *sobs* left me! You don't have to fool me!!! You don't have to cheat on me!! And you don't have to hurt me this way!!!" she yelled at him. Syaoran felt his heart twinge, a fierce pain prickle him. "Sakura…I still love you," he whispered then pulled her for a tight embrace. Sakura liked to respond and embrace him back but she controlled her feelings and tried to struggle and break his hug. "Okay fine you love me. That's a good line!" she snapped. "Sakura I mean it! It's coming from deep inside! And I don't really want to hurt you!" he replied, trying hard to convince her. "Oh yeah? *Sobs* Okay. You love me *sobs* but when tomorrow next tomorrow next month next year comes…will you stay in love with me? Look, I'm not going to allow you to do that again to me!! Mark my words!" she shouted and went towards the door. Syaoran yanked her hands and turned her around. "What does that mean, Sakura?!" he asked her. "WE'RE THROUGH!!!" she answered. "No. We're not! Sakura…you're very important to me…" Syaoran whispered and embraced her again. Now, Sakura had enough of this and struggled to free herself from his tight hug. Then, she gave him a harsh, loud, and painful spank. All the pain and anger in her heart is finally released through that spank.
Author's notes: CLIFF HANGER once again!! To the reviewers, please have patience. I know this is kinda unacceptable but don't you think this makes the fic more exciting to read? Please don't lose your patience and continue to read my fan fic. You gotta wait for the next chapter to be uploaded, just review and review for motivation to get the chapters fast.
-Momosuke Sakura (^_^)