Title: A Dream's Desire
Author: hikari-no-megami
E-mail address: kirei_usa@hotmail.com
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance/Angst
Chapter: 2- Broken Dreams
Disclaimers: I don't own either Sailor Moon or Weiss Kreuz, but I promise you one day I'll rise up before their owners and buy it, and then I'll be rich!!! HAHAHA!!! ::cough, cough:: I think I laughed too much…
Author Notes: Umm… hehe… ::backs away from angry readers:: uh, sorry for the lateness, but I had to study for lots and lots of tests that was scheduled last week, I don't think that was an acceptable excuse ::readers nod their heads furiously:: but, hey I tried (even if the excuse was true).
Anyway, to answer your question SweetKawaiiAngel, the couple that broke up… might be Omi and Ouka but I was thinking about some other people. Shouldn't say too much, might reveal something not yet to be revealed. And it might be an Aya/Usagi fic, cause I absolutely love those, but I haven't made it definite yet. Just have to vote ChibiChaos, and vote a lot! Oh, remember to read the note at the end of the chapter. It will help to understand what just happened in the chapter.
Quote of the Chapter:
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
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Dreams…
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Losses… Hope… Loneliness… A memory.
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The doorbell rang. She covered her ears. Never wanting to hear that endless sound again. But it rang continuously. In frustration, she threw the closest object and it fell with a thud. But that didn't matter. The item was nothing personal or important, it was just a present from the person she loved, but didn't know that. It wasn't something that she shouldn't keep, cherish. It was just a thing that had no meaning and would never have one. But to whom was she kidding? She loved him even though he had someone already. Loved him even though he never would return her feelings. How she longed to be with him, having him hold her as if nothing else was more important in this universe, but she couldn't betray her friend. She couldn't be disloyal to someone she cared about, no matter how greatly she wanted to be with him.
Again and again it rang, but it met deaf ears.
"Open up! I know you'll in there! You can't hide from me forever!" a voice shouted outside.
She knew she couldn't hide from him forever, but she could escape him for at least a few hours.
"I know you're angry at me, but don't you get it?"
No, she didn't get it and she didn't want to ever get it.
"I'm… I'm sorry, but won't you come out and talk to me, even for a minute?" he pleaded.
She couldn't, couldn't see him. Couldn't face him, even for a minute, who knew what could happen in such time? Would she fall over heels for him again? And get her heart broken in the process? She didn't want to, but her heart won't listen. That was her downfall, using her heart instead of her mind.
"Please come out, please…"
She heard a thump and knew that he was slumped on the ground. Her heart was in agony, but she couldn't leave her walls now, not after how much she put to build the shields
"I… I love you," he whispered out, but too bad she couldn't hear him. She had escaped from her misery and had once again avoided the words she wanted so much to hear, yet dread. She was gone like the winds, never stopping to let him catch up. Gone forever from him, never stopping…
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"I would love your number,"
She blushed, yet her heart beat fast, for some reason she didn't know. Would she give him her number? Yes, her mind told her, but not yet her heart answered. Would the heart, or the mind win over this time? She didn't know.
"Is that a yes or a no?" he asked. She snapped out of her thoughts to find herself nodding yet shaking her head, one way after another.
"Hehe," she sweatdropped, this was not the way to answer a question. "I have to go now, but I'm sure if fate will bring us together again, and maybe then my number will be yours."
"So you'll let fate decide our meeting?" She nodded, but she knew that they would meet again, just in different situations. "Well then, I guess I'll go with that," he answered.
She nodded again, her voice seemed to detach from her. She gave him a smile and turned around.
"Ja ne."
"Same to you too tenshi," he called out as she disappeared from sight. However she caught his words and gave him a bright smile.
He stared after her with what looked like longing in his eyes. But that couldn't be possible would it? The playboy couldn't of fallen for the tenshi just like the others before him. He gave a sigh and walked away, his heart already anticipating when fate would let them meet again.
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"Thief! Thief! Someone help me please! The thief stole my wallet!" a young girl was shouting out to anyone who was listening. The passersby looked on, yet none was really helping. The girl ran with all her might to catch the thief that stole her wallet, but the thief was too fast. "Help, someone!" she called out again.
Suddenly she saw a bright shadow dash toward the thief. She stopped and stared in awe as the shadow quickly tackled the thief down and grabbed the wallet from the thief's hands. She, or was it a he? She couldn't tell, but the person quickly stood up and pulled the thief to his feet. Her feet as if led by it's own mind walked toward them.
As she got closer, she realized that the person that had tackled the thief and got back her wallet was a boy.
"Here you go Miss," he handed over her wallet to her and then turned around, about to leave with the culprit.
"Excuse me," she called to the boy.
He turned around. "Yes?"
She turned quite red as his eyes peered into hers.
"Umm, I would like to… that is if you don't mind, I wouldn't really want to force you into anything even though I really want you to, but you could, I wouldn't mind that…" she stopped as she realized she was babbling.
"Yes…?" he asked curiously. Never had he seen someone stutter a lot and talk really fast, but of course Omi sometimes did that, but that was quite rarely.
"Would you accept my invitation of a drink at a nearby coffee shop?" her words were all mingled up together, that he couldn't decipher what she was saying. He stared at her for a while, unsure of what would happen.
"Nani?" he asked.
"Hehe, umm, would you like to have a drink at a nearby coffee shop with me? You saved my wallet and I'm really thankful for that. That is if you want to…" she crossed her fingers behind her back. It was only a superstition, but she didn't really care about that now. She really wanted to get to know him better.
"Oh… sure," he smiled. It probably wouldn't be that bad, she seemed really nice.
She smiled in relief,
"Thank you."
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"Come and catch me!" a voice vibrated over the sofa, her hiding place, but sadly her voice gave her away and the person she was hiding from found her.
"That's so not fair!" she pouted.
"Yes it is! It's your fault that you talked!" the young boy that she was hiding from pointed an accusing finger at her and jabbed her.
"Hey! It's not my fault it's your fault! Anyway you're it!" she shouted as she ran away from the boy again.
"Again! That's not fair, I was just it a minute ago."
"Nan-an-a-boo-boo!" she jumped in front of a chair and made faces at him.
"That's it!" he shouted as he sighted her. "I'm catching you for sure!"
He ran over to her, but she ran away. Again and again they ran, but no one was stopping for sure.
He stared at her as she slept. There wasn't really a reason, it was just natural to do it. Of course he often question himself why he was doing this to himself, but then he wasn't quite himself these days. She frequently popped into his mind at unexpected times, not all unwelcome though.
From the day she appeared in his life, it had changed drastically. Not all bad, but there were still times he wondered why he put up with her, but then all he had to do was to look at her eyes, the windows to a soul as many had quoted. He didn't really get that meaning until he saw her. She had amazingly eyes for a child so young, but then he was young too, only about a year older. As they grew up together, they faced many hardships, well they weren't really difficult problems, but he had the misery of separating from her for about a year. When he had came back, he had vowed to never separate from her again, but then fate always had that uncanny ability to do the opposite of what you really wanted…
End of Chapter 3- Broken Dreams
Was that a cliffie? I'm sorry it the ending wasn't really good, but then I sort of wanted the chapter out since it's been so long.
K, this chapter might be a little confusing, cause I'm trying a different kind of style in writing. I'm sure you know who the girl is in all of the scenes, at least most of them. And you probably guessed who some of the guys are in the chapter. You'll also probably get an idea of whom the person that hurt Usa was, but I don't really want you to know. Well, not yet anyway, but by the rate I'm going, some of the guys are already crossed of your list of who Usa likes, and that isn't what I really want, so I'm putting a little twist in it. There are some scenes that happened in the future, and some in the present or past. The scenes that happened in this chapter are from the past, sort of except the first one. Anyhow, there will be ones that will explain what happened.
I was thinking of making this an all romance one that describes basically the angles in a relationship filled with hate and love. But then I got an idea, filled with lots of bends, however I'm not to sure if I could write it. It's a concept of separation, missing links, love, hope, and lost. The five main values that usually materialize in a fic is love, hate, sadness, happiness, and pain. And I'm trying to put all those feelings in my fic. I believe they are the emotions that hold a story together.
I think that's all, you could vote for who you want Usa to be with, but I'm thinking that putting Aya with Usa is quite hard to, considering what had happened in Chapter 1 and 2, and also because of his character. But no matter what, I still think that Usa and Aya go best together. ^.^ Don't hesitate to review or flame me… (I think this chapter isn't as good as it should be… sorry!)
Author: hikari-no-megami
E-mail address: kirei_usa@hotmail.com
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance/Angst
Chapter: 2- Broken Dreams
Disclaimers: I don't own either Sailor Moon or Weiss Kreuz, but I promise you one day I'll rise up before their owners and buy it, and then I'll be rich!!! HAHAHA!!! ::cough, cough:: I think I laughed too much…
Author Notes: Umm… hehe… ::backs away from angry readers:: uh, sorry for the lateness, but I had to study for lots and lots of tests that was scheduled last week, I don't think that was an acceptable excuse ::readers nod their heads furiously:: but, hey I tried (even if the excuse was true).
Anyway, to answer your question SweetKawaiiAngel, the couple that broke up… might be Omi and Ouka but I was thinking about some other people. Shouldn't say too much, might reveal something not yet to be revealed. And it might be an Aya/Usagi fic, cause I absolutely love those, but I haven't made it definite yet. Just have to vote ChibiChaos, and vote a lot! Oh, remember to read the note at the end of the chapter. It will help to understand what just happened in the chapter.
Quote of the Chapter:
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
********
Dreams…
********
Losses… Hope… Loneliness… A memory.
**********
The doorbell rang. She covered her ears. Never wanting to hear that endless sound again. But it rang continuously. In frustration, she threw the closest object and it fell with a thud. But that didn't matter. The item was nothing personal or important, it was just a present from the person she loved, but didn't know that. It wasn't something that she shouldn't keep, cherish. It was just a thing that had no meaning and would never have one. But to whom was she kidding? She loved him even though he had someone already. Loved him even though he never would return her feelings. How she longed to be with him, having him hold her as if nothing else was more important in this universe, but she couldn't betray her friend. She couldn't be disloyal to someone she cared about, no matter how greatly she wanted to be with him.
Again and again it rang, but it met deaf ears.
"Open up! I know you'll in there! You can't hide from me forever!" a voice shouted outside.
She knew she couldn't hide from him forever, but she could escape him for at least a few hours.
"I know you're angry at me, but don't you get it?"
No, she didn't get it and she didn't want to ever get it.
"I'm… I'm sorry, but won't you come out and talk to me, even for a minute?" he pleaded.
She couldn't, couldn't see him. Couldn't face him, even for a minute, who knew what could happen in such time? Would she fall over heels for him again? And get her heart broken in the process? She didn't want to, but her heart won't listen. That was her downfall, using her heart instead of her mind.
"Please come out, please…"
She heard a thump and knew that he was slumped on the ground. Her heart was in agony, but she couldn't leave her walls now, not after how much she put to build the shields
"I… I love you," he whispered out, but too bad she couldn't hear him. She had escaped from her misery and had once again avoided the words she wanted so much to hear, yet dread. She was gone like the winds, never stopping to let him catch up. Gone forever from him, never stopping…
**********
"I would love your number,"
She blushed, yet her heart beat fast, for some reason she didn't know. Would she give him her number? Yes, her mind told her, but not yet her heart answered. Would the heart, or the mind win over this time? She didn't know.
"Is that a yes or a no?" he asked. She snapped out of her thoughts to find herself nodding yet shaking her head, one way after another.
"Hehe," she sweatdropped, this was not the way to answer a question. "I have to go now, but I'm sure if fate will bring us together again, and maybe then my number will be yours."
"So you'll let fate decide our meeting?" She nodded, but she knew that they would meet again, just in different situations. "Well then, I guess I'll go with that," he answered.
She nodded again, her voice seemed to detach from her. She gave him a smile and turned around.
"Ja ne."
"Same to you too tenshi," he called out as she disappeared from sight. However she caught his words and gave him a bright smile.
He stared after her with what looked like longing in his eyes. But that couldn't be possible would it? The playboy couldn't of fallen for the tenshi just like the others before him. He gave a sigh and walked away, his heart already anticipating when fate would let them meet again.
**********
"Thief! Thief! Someone help me please! The thief stole my wallet!" a young girl was shouting out to anyone who was listening. The passersby looked on, yet none was really helping. The girl ran with all her might to catch the thief that stole her wallet, but the thief was too fast. "Help, someone!" she called out again.
Suddenly she saw a bright shadow dash toward the thief. She stopped and stared in awe as the shadow quickly tackled the thief down and grabbed the wallet from the thief's hands. She, or was it a he? She couldn't tell, but the person quickly stood up and pulled the thief to his feet. Her feet as if led by it's own mind walked toward them.
As she got closer, she realized that the person that had tackled the thief and got back her wallet was a boy.
"Here you go Miss," he handed over her wallet to her and then turned around, about to leave with the culprit.
"Excuse me," she called to the boy.
He turned around. "Yes?"
She turned quite red as his eyes peered into hers.
"Umm, I would like to… that is if you don't mind, I wouldn't really want to force you into anything even though I really want you to, but you could, I wouldn't mind that…" she stopped as she realized she was babbling.
"Yes…?" he asked curiously. Never had he seen someone stutter a lot and talk really fast, but of course Omi sometimes did that, but that was quite rarely.
"Would you accept my invitation of a drink at a nearby coffee shop?" her words were all mingled up together, that he couldn't decipher what she was saying. He stared at her for a while, unsure of what would happen.
"Nani?" he asked.
"Hehe, umm, would you like to have a drink at a nearby coffee shop with me? You saved my wallet and I'm really thankful for that. That is if you want to…" she crossed her fingers behind her back. It was only a superstition, but she didn't really care about that now. She really wanted to get to know him better.
"Oh… sure," he smiled. It probably wouldn't be that bad, she seemed really nice.
She smiled in relief,
"Thank you."
**********
"Come and catch me!" a voice vibrated over the sofa, her hiding place, but sadly her voice gave her away and the person she was hiding from found her.
"That's so not fair!" she pouted.
"Yes it is! It's your fault that you talked!" the young boy that she was hiding from pointed an accusing finger at her and jabbed her.
"Hey! It's not my fault it's your fault! Anyway you're it!" she shouted as she ran away from the boy again.
"Again! That's not fair, I was just it a minute ago."
"Nan-an-a-boo-boo!" she jumped in front of a chair and made faces at him.
"That's it!" he shouted as he sighted her. "I'm catching you for sure!"
He ran over to her, but she ran away. Again and again they ran, but no one was stopping for sure.
He stared at her as she slept. There wasn't really a reason, it was just natural to do it. Of course he often question himself why he was doing this to himself, but then he wasn't quite himself these days. She frequently popped into his mind at unexpected times, not all unwelcome though.
From the day she appeared in his life, it had changed drastically. Not all bad, but there were still times he wondered why he put up with her, but then all he had to do was to look at her eyes, the windows to a soul as many had quoted. He didn't really get that meaning until he saw her. She had amazingly eyes for a child so young, but then he was young too, only about a year older. As they grew up together, they faced many hardships, well they weren't really difficult problems, but he had the misery of separating from her for about a year. When he had came back, he had vowed to never separate from her again, but then fate always had that uncanny ability to do the opposite of what you really wanted…
End of Chapter 3- Broken Dreams
Was that a cliffie? I'm sorry it the ending wasn't really good, but then I sort of wanted the chapter out since it's been so long.
K, this chapter might be a little confusing, cause I'm trying a different kind of style in writing. I'm sure you know who the girl is in all of the scenes, at least most of them. And you probably guessed who some of the guys are in the chapter. You'll also probably get an idea of whom the person that hurt Usa was, but I don't really want you to know. Well, not yet anyway, but by the rate I'm going, some of the guys are already crossed of your list of who Usa likes, and that isn't what I really want, so I'm putting a little twist in it. There are some scenes that happened in the future, and some in the present or past. The scenes that happened in this chapter are from the past, sort of except the first one. Anyhow, there will be ones that will explain what happened.
I was thinking of making this an all romance one that describes basically the angles in a relationship filled with hate and love. But then I got an idea, filled with lots of bends, however I'm not to sure if I could write it. It's a concept of separation, missing links, love, hope, and lost. The five main values that usually materialize in a fic is love, hate, sadness, happiness, and pain. And I'm trying to put all those feelings in my fic. I believe they are the emotions that hold a story together.
I think that's all, you could vote for who you want Usa to be with, but I'm thinking that putting Aya with Usa is quite hard to, considering what had happened in Chapter 1 and 2, and also because of his character. But no matter what, I still think that Usa and Aya go best together. ^.^ Don't hesitate to review or flame me… (I think this chapter isn't as good as it should be… sorry!)