im movin' on

ok im writing something seriously angsty here.no i mean it.im serious this time.so if you dont like y/s fics or angst period.please don't read this.it's a bit of a tear jerker so here's the kleenex warning. I'm planning on finishing this story,so if you want me to continue writing these kind of fics.let me know in the reviews. ok disclaimer



I do not own ccs, plain and simple.Please do not sue me because i do not have any money.im only 13 and this is just a overrated hobby of mine.I write these stories at school.And unfortuantely one time one of my teachers saw what i was writing and yelled at me for writing senseless anime fanfiction.badly enough.it was a shounen ai between yue and touya.*smacks herself in head* why couldn't it have been the yukito/sakura fic i had unfortunately left in my locker.damn math teachers.





ok one little note: this fic was largely inspired by the song "i'm movin' on" by rascal flatts.(They are a country group.







"Why? Dammit! What in the hell was so important that he had to leave me behind! Damn his family! Damn them all!" Sakura sobbed.She was sitting in her room and wasn't exactly in the mood for Kero's attempts at cheering her up. She recalled the scene that had awoken when she came home and her brother had demanded where she'd been. She'd told him nothing, for praytell Touya would hunt Sayoran down, then use him for a punching bag. "Sakura c'mon cheer up.There's nothing you can do to prevent him from leaving.If he refuses to leave, the clan will hunt them down using contacts that they have here.Then they will make him go up against the clan elders.Iv'e seen those guys before, remember when we were in hong kong.six years ago."

"Kero, i'm not in the mood for this, just let me sulk in peace.And hopefully ill drown in my own misery and die." She said icily. Her tone of seriousness and her demenor strangely reminded him of Yue.Which was understandable, concidering that Yue had also lost someone that he'd loved. And speaking of the devil, he happened to hear her sobbing as he passed the doorway to go downstairs to retrieve a novel that he'd borrowed from Tomoyo.Well he was in his form as Yukito, and decided the book could wait.He heard her remark that she'd made to Kero.He decided treading lightly was going to be a good idea."Sakura? Are you ok?" she turned to face him and said Icily ."What do you think?" "Sorry.I just want to know whats bothering you.I may be Your guardian but im also a friend.And sometimes talking helps to ease things a bit.I Recall that's what you told me when you got sick of me moping around."



"This is different.He's not dead, just dammit!"She punched the wall with her fist, punching a huge hole in it."Damn." "Sakura........." "Ok ok..." Yukito suddenly transformed, making Sakura shield her face because of the sudden light.ten seconds later her guardian was sitting on the bed."Now, tell me what happened in a civil, un violent manner.i don't need broken limbs." She flopped listlessly on the bed next to him."First, we got in another argument.I cant even remember what that was about at all.then it went from that to why he was leaving.obviously his damn family is more important to him than ill ever be.and the thing is,ill never see him again, because he is foreboden to leave hong kong, and he is forbidden to see me."



She collapsed directly into another crying fit.she leaned right into Yue's shoulder.which made him jump,he definitely wasn't used to close quarters contact with her.He rubbed her back in reassurance and told her time will ease the pain a little.She leaned into his chest and sighed, knowing that he was right.He hugged her a little, she was still sobbing. "I just don't know what to do, I feel like i'm lost, like theres a huge gaping wound in the middle of my chest. I don't know anymore.lately my entire lifes been going down the tubes.relationships with friends, grades, my bills, everything.This is the latest addition to the weight on my shoulders.everything started to slide downhill since i moved back home to help take care of daddy last summer.I'm no longer the cheery little girl you guys once knew.I'm just a ghost of that person.I feel so empty.it hurts, a lot.And lately with all of these damned magicians coming after you guys,this is way more than what I can handle.I mean all of my so called friends have deserted me,i have no one to talk to, Sayoran he's gone.dad's gone.he died.touya he's leaving for america tommorow.The only one I have left is you.I'm sending kero with my brother in case he needs protection.besides thats payback for last weeks little practical joke."



"It's ok.You can tell me anything Sakura, you know that.I just wish that you weren't so sad." "Well get used to it ,I wont be happy for a while." she said giving him a saddened look."i just love him so much." she said sobbing into the pillow."Thank you for listening to my little self pity session." "No problem mistress.Just remember if you ever need to talk to anyone....I'm here." "Yue?" "What?" "Thank you.and another thing, don't call me mistress.I'm youir friend.And I don't demand that you call me that." "I'll try Sakura-sama." "Don't call me that either!" she grumbled

"fine then Sakura-chan." "Thank you." he turned and headed out the door.Meanwhile.....something sinister was being planned nearby.By none other than Eriol Hiiwagizawa.(What a surprise there)

"Heh! I found your weak spot Yue! Now all I gotta do is get you two together somehow!" he snickered evilly, watching the guardian turn red as Sakura leaned against him."MASTER!! TELL RUBY TO LEAVE ME ALONE!Ulp! PLEASE SHES FORCE FEEDING ME MORE SUGAR!!!" Suppi yelled from the kitchen of the three story mansion."Ruby! Leave the sugar allergic one alone!" "Aww cmon master! lemme have a little fun." "Getting him drunk isn't fun.Its dangerous you moron." he muttered."Especially for me." he grumbled getting up to go pry poor suppi from rubys evil clutches."I know I created her to be the opposite of Yue.But does it have to be this extreme?"



end of ch 1!!! Heh.hope you like it.this is going to get a little out of control in the upcoming chapters so watch out.some of this fic will have some humour.but not much.um I know Yue seems way out of character.that's because he is.(Gomen nasai! Minna!)ill try to fix that as I go along.There will be plenty of Sayoran jealousy ahead.somewhere......(probably in chapter three although...i haven't decided when he's going to return yet.) This story actually has a plot line! And Im on summer break...so Ill probably update regularly.ok? well gotta fly.



ja ne!!!!



naoko.