-Beautiful Mistake-





It's been said how you see yourself through your parents eyes affects the kind of person you become.

Affects the kind of man you become.

It overwhelms everything you worked for, just when someone mentions your name, and you're thrown back into the hole you've spent so long trying to climb out of.

You're back at square one, starting over.
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PHOTO STILLS
IN YOUR WALLET WITH THE UNPAID BILLS
AND YOU SHOW IT LIKE IT MEANS SOMETHING
YOU COULD NEVER KNOW THE PAIN IT BRINGS


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Her eyes can't tell. She doesn't know. Her father was gone, but in an entirely different way.

When she looks at me, I look away.

You can't tell someone who's grown accustomed to that loneliness, how you feel. You hold it in, and swear to god you're going to avoid the warm kind eyes that make you want to spill everything, like some sort of sick vomit.

She makes you want to release everything.Because she knows.

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