Title: Live the Moment: Dream series.







Summary: Alexandra's dream to be a wrestler doesn't fit with her life. But when she wins a sudden contest to bring the Hardy boyz home with her everything changes. Including all of her scars and skeletons in the closet.









A.n: Ok for future references Alexandra will be known and referred to as Alexia Dumas. The only personz who will occasionally call her Alexandra will be Matt and Jeff. THANX! Read on and pwease review! If you don't I'll send keena after you! *YELLS* HEY RONDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WASSUP!?!?!?!?!?!?









The new Alexia Dumas lay in a large bed with fitted sheets. Her eyes closed in deep slumber. Heat traveled up her neck white she dreamed it enclosed her in its warmth causing beads of sweat to form at her temples. She tossed and turned her still brown hair clinging to the wetness on her forehead. She coughed once, twice, three times and several more in a rapid succession.





"Alexia are you ok?" Amy poked the girl in the side. Alexia had been kicking her all night and Amy was a smidget closer every time to pushing her off the bed. Had it not been for her newest little cousin's injuries she might have. They had a long day ahead of them. She'd been on the road with them for one month. There was news from Clayton about "Alexia's father" but they chose to ignore it. He swore that his daughter was on tour with them but no one would believe them. She didn't let the guys know or Alexia that there had been several articles in the news papers that she'd been picking up. There were spottings and on their trail. The police had given evidence about Alexia's interest in wrestling and the Hardyz to her father. If they put two and two together they'd be toast and she shuddered to think what would happen to her "cousin".





" Holy crap!" Alexia shot up in bed causing Amy to do the same. Tears formed in her eyes and she began to sob. Amy looked at her with great concern.





"Another dream?" Amy asked and Alexia nodded. "Worse?"





"…yes" Alexia sniffled and Amy hugged her rocking her back and forth. Alexia had been having dreams of her father since she'd started the tour with them. Amy slept with her because the guys were worried something would happen. It wasn't very appropriate for them to sleep in the same bed with her and Amy didn't mind. That was until Alexia began kicking and tumbling around in the bed at night. It was hard to tell when she was asleep. Almost every plan to secretly rendevous with Dwayne had been thwarted. She usually had to cover quickly with an "oh I'm going to get ice" or an "I'll go get the pizza and snacks you guys stay here!"







"You'll be alright." Amy whispered to her cousin. "You'll be alright."









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"Amy sleep well?" Dwayne looked at his…he didn't know what she was. She wasn't exactly his lover but she wasn't his girlfriend. She wasn't his wife either. She was just lovable, hugable, kissable, Amy. She stared up at him she was still in her pjs she tucked a rampant piece of red hair behind her ear. They were walking along the lines of the continental breakfast.



"Not as good as I would have liked but good." She smiled and he laughed. What it was about her that made him go crazy he wasn't sure. She wasn't exactly petite and she wan't simple or "sophisticated" or even border street corner like most women he met. She was different. Who would believe that The Rock would be in love with the extreme diva herself.





"Would it have been better if I had been there?" She smacked him in the arm and picked up a couple of muffins for herself and Alexia. She hadn't seen Jeff or Matt downstairs and assumed that they were still out cold.





"Maybe." She grinned mischievously at him and grabbed a couple of juice boxes and headed to the elevator. He followed her and when the door opened he pulled her into the elevator and pushed the door close button before a an elderly couple could reach the threshold.





"Dwayne!" Amy laughed when the doors closed on the irate couple.



"Hmmm?" He gazed at her with an innocent expression. The expression turned into a devilsh grin and Amy yelped in surprise as his lips crashed down on hers sweeping her up into what could be considered a loving emotion. Was it even possible that she could love him like he needed her to? A loud bing noise rang out and they stepped apart slowly. A part of her wanted to grasp back a hold to him and feel his lips upon hers again. But she wasn't even his girlfriend. She didn't know what they were but she wanted to find out.







"Your floor." Dwayne muttered pulling farther away from her letting her slowly out of his embrace. Surprisingly the muffins and juice that she'd held were still ok. She stepped from the elevator in a haze. She turned catching a glimpse of the silver doors that had already concealed him. She sighed and walked back to her and Alexia's room. Amy pushed open the door to find Alexia dressed and read in a pair of white elephant pants and a black tank top. She'd pulled her hair up and put a fishermans' hat on.





"Muffins and Juice?" Alexia asked rising from her place on the bed.



"All the things to get ready for a day of hair dye." Amy laughed. "You sure you want that color?"







"Most positively." Alexia said and popped a piece of muffin into her mouth. "Matt won't even recognize me."





"So really bad dream last night?" Amy looked down at the 17-year old. It was very hard to believe that she was so young and had been through so much.





"I'm getting over them but it's hard you know." Alexia looked up at her 'cousin'. "Every night at seven I still get the prickly feeling at the back of my neck it's as it he's still coming to get me."





"Well aslong as you're with us NOTHING is going to happen." Amy caught Alexia's gaze and something clicked. Alexia suddenly felt safe in the same room with the older woman. She smiled and for the first time in a weeks it wasn't just at Matt and Jeff.





"Amy." Alexia grinned ear to ear. "I trust you. I really do."





"Thanks kid. I trust you too ya know. With my life." Amy smiled and knelt down on the bed and hugged her cousin.





There was a loud knock at the door and Amy jumped up and opened it. Matt and Jeff stood there with shit eating grins plastered across their faces. Amy grabbed them both by the collar and yanked them inside. Matt had his hands behind his back and Jeff covered him by blocking Amy's view. They fought comically for a few moments before Amy caught him in a sleeper hold. Jeff flailed his arms about in an attempt to get her off.





"AMY C'MON!" Jeff shouted as Amy tightened her grip.





"Watcha got there?" Alexia asked Matt.





"We'll I know how much you love music and I know that you think you've given up but well…" Matt bit his lip in anxiety for better words.



"SO……what is it?" Alexia asked again getting excited from the way he'd been dragging it out.



"Me and Jeff went shopping and I saw this. It reminded me of you and your love for music." Matt pulled from behind him a big pink guitar shaped case. He handed it to her. Amy and Jeff stopped when she unzipped the case. She put her fingers to her lips and laughed her eyes watering. Inside there was a black guitar with a silver lining and silver stars at the bottom.



"Oh Matt..how could you." She set the guitar back in it's case and jumped from the bed sprinting out of the room at light speed.





"Alex!" Matt yelled running after her.

desperate for changing

starving for truth

I'm closer to where I started

I'm chasing after you



"Is she alright?" Jeff asked Amy as she let him out of her hold.



"Yeah I think she will..it's something that she'll tell you guys in time." Amy looked absently at the door her mind wandering back to Dwayne.





"Oh Dwayne.." She muttered under her breath forgetting Jeff was right next to her.





"Dwayne?" Jeff held back the hurt in his voice.





"Shit." Amy said looking at Jeff.



"Are you gonna tell me what's up or just say 'shit'" Jeff replied plastering a smirk onto his face.



"Well it all started a few months ago when I was out at a party with Trish and Stephanie a few blocks from WWF New York. We'd stayed out late and it was at this loft on the top floor of a 13 floor building. I wanted to leave and they weren't ready. They were having a really good time and I didn't want to disturb them so I left and called them on Trish's cell on the way out. I got in the elevator and so did these guys." Amy hugged her knees to her chest and tossed her hair over her shoulder in deep thought. Jeff looked mildly alarmed.





"They didn't do anything to you did they? Was one of them Dwayne?" Jeff asked anxiously his eyes widening.

"I'm not done yet." Amy nodded and Jeff sat back calming himself down. "No he wasn't there but it was a gang about ten of them. They rode all the way down with me and I just assumed the best. When I got outside I went one way and assumed they'd go another. I'd parked my car at the store and we took a limo to the party so I just decided to walk. When I turned a corner they were still following me. So I pulled out my mobile and called Trish and told her that I was on my way to my car and said that I was leaving. They didn't stop following me so I ran I was still on the phone with Trish and I was telling her what's up. I got to my car and I skid because the ground was freshly paved. I dropped the phone and I felt a pair of hands around my waist and then another on my shoulders. Then I felt some more hands on my legs and ankles. I was being lifted. I screamed and my shirt was being lifted. Suddenly I was dropped on the ground and I landed on my back. I heard struggling and the guys running. I was crying and my vision was blurry. Large hands were aroung my waist and someone helped me up. I looked to see who it was and it was Dwayne."





"So he saved you from those guys." Jeff bit his tounge from a sharp remark.



"Yeah he saved me. A few seconds later Trish and Stephanie came running over. They'd rushed there from the party after hearing what'd happened over the phone. It was really horrible how it happened but that's it." Amy stiffled a sob. "Ever since then we've been seeing each other on the sly you know. We weren't sure that we wanted each other but I'm in love with him. I'm scared to tell him. What if he doesn't love me back?" Amy broke down in tears and Jeff wrapped his arms around her and lent her his shoulder. He rubbed her back as the tears came.



I'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all I've held onto

I'm standing here until you make me move

I'm hanging by a moment here with you



"Alex!" Matt grabbed her arm and turned her around to face him. She wasn't crying but she looked hurt. "What's wrong?"

forgetting all

i'm lacking

completely and complete

i'll take your invitation

you take all of me

"Did you forget why I gave up singing. Why I stopped playing? It's not my dream anymore Matt. I never should have been." Alexia said her country accent coming out. She stared up at him and he sucked in his breath. She looked beautiful with her eyes a blaze and anger written clearly across her face. She cocked her head to the side her anger receding. "Sorry.."



"Maybe wrestling is your dream but you shouldn't give up what you really love." He looked down at her and she rushed into him wrapping her arms around his midsection. She burried her head into his chest accepting his comfort when he wrapped his arms around her as well. His thumb ran gently and soothingly over her shoulder. She sighed and realized she had no more tears to cry over anything.



"It's not that I don't love to sing or write but wrestling is like a drive in me I can't stop it and I need to do this. I want to. But I want to sing and write more than anything." She replied and he stepped back so he could look into her face his palms on each side of her cheeks.





"You can do both you know." Matt smiled a bit and kissed her forehead.





"I don't know If I can.." He laughed and she looked at him confused.





"You can do anything with faith. I belive in you." When she didn't look convinced enough he tried again. Just look at Chris Irvine. Maybe you should take a page from his book."

now.. i'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

i'm standing here until you make me move

i'm hanging by a moment here with you



"You mean that?" She said smiling up at him.





"Yeah I do." Matt smiled down at her and she hugged him tighter.

i'm living for the only thing i know

i'm running and not quite sure where to go

i don't know what i'm diving into

just hanging by a moment here with you



"Thank you so much." She said wiping her eyes. Salty, stinging tears were forming behind the lids.





"For what sweetie?" He rubbed his thumbs across her cheek wiping away the tears.



"For being here, and caring." She said grinning through her tears.



"You don't need to thank me." He stopped when she put two fingers to his lips.





"Yeah I do. You believe in me. And that means more to me than anything." She kissed his cheek and he shivered. He had to remember she was still seventeen. Biting down on his lip he hugged her back and kissed her cheek.





"Well then you're welcome. I'll always believe." She stepped back and straightened her shirt.



"C'mon lets get back Amy still has to take me to get my new hair style." She said.

there's nothing left to lose nothing

left to find there is nothing in the world

that can change my mind there is nothing

else there is nothing else..



"Sure, I'll be there in a minute." He said and she nodded bounding down the hallway.

Desperate for changing

Starving for truth

Closer where i Started

Chasing after you



"Damn." He muttered to himself leaning against the wall and sliding to the floor. "What am I going to do about her." He smirked and snorted while shaking his head. HE, Matt Hardy, was in love with a seventeen year old teenager who he'd only known for one month. It scared him. He was in a real bind. He couldn't love Alexia when his heart belonged to someone else. Someone who trusted him. Someone who'd be with him in eight weeks. He looked back down the hall to where Alexia had been standing and his heart dropped. She trusted him too. She probably thought of him as an older brother but what if she didn't?



i'm falling even more in love with you

letting go of all i've held onto

i'm standing here until you make me move

i'm hanging by a moment here with you

He put his head in his hands and rubbed his temples. His girlfriend was coming and he didn't know what to do. Jeff hated her, Amy hated her, hell even his parents hated her. But he loved her or at least he thought he did.



i'm living for the only thing i know

i'm running and not quite sure where to go

i don't know what i'm diving into

just hanging by a moment here with you



"Hey Matt get your ass up you should hear what Alexia has planned for her hair color." Jeff walked down the hallway and Matt noticed his left shoulder was wet.





"Spill something?" Matt asked and Jeff looked at the spot where Amy had cried on his shoulder.

just hanging by a moment



"It's nothing." Jeff said. He'd promised not to tell anyone about what she told him. And as long as he lived he wouldn't tell a soul.

hanging by a moment



"Leigh is coming in two months." Matt said standing up and Jeff put his hand on his brother's shoulder. "What the hell am I going to do?"

hanging by a moment



"I dunno bro I dunno." Jeff replied.



"Who's Leigh?" Alexia whispered wishing she didn't have that jealous feeling coming over her. Matt didn't even like her and she was sure of it. It was just a brother sister type thing he couldn't want more from a seventeen year old girl. Especially if it was her. She shook her head and Amy lead the way out the door. They waved to the guys before stepping onto the elevator. She hoped she could figure out all of her feelings soon. Before they drove her completely insane.



hanging by a moment here with you…







Song is by Lifehouse!!! It's called "Hanging by the moment" I hope you enjoyed!



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