Shades of Blue and Yellow
By AngelDusterBuster
Disclaimer: I do not own any of J.K Rowling's wonderful characters. Although quite frankly like every other person in the world with I did!
Summary: After all that's happened nothings changed right? Wrong, everyone's beginning to notice the new Harry. Can Remus and Sirius bring the old Harry back?
Chapter Twelve: A War of His Own
"That's crazy Malfoy!", Ron exclaimed glaring at him, "There is no way Harry would do that!"
"I'll let you three alone", Draco explained his eyes set on the disappointment in Harry's eyes, "I'm sorry Harry"
"Just get out of here", Ron snapped.
"There's another way there has to be", Hermione cried.
"Well there isn't just face it", Harry suddenly grew angry.
"Stop it okay? Don't talk like that", Ron stared at Harry.
"They're starting to send people back to their common rooms", Hermione noticed.
"Go on without me", Harry explained.
"Come on let's go", Ron tugged at Harry's arm.
"Ugh...can't I just be alone for a few minutes?", Harry complained.
"Miss. Granger!", came Professor McGonagall's voice.
"Yes Professor?", Hermione replied.
"Would you mind taking a group of second years back to their common room?", McGonagall asked.
"No problem", Hermione smiled at the students standing behind the professor, "I'll see you two in a little while"
"Alright", Ron agreed.
After Hermione left Ron and Harry made there way back to the Gryffindor common room. It was then when he began to notice Harry wasn't looking well.
"Harry, are you feeling alright?", Ron asked.
"Yeah, yeah I'm fine", Harry lied.
"Alright if you say so", Ron rolled his eyes.
They walked a little ways again when Harry started to appear to be a little unsteady on his feet.
"Harry", Ron put his arms on Harry's shoulders to steady him.
"Sorry...all this stuff's gotten to my head I guess", Harry lied.
"If you aren't feeling well you should....", Ron started but was interrupted.
"I'll be okay Ron really! Don't say anything to Hermione okay?", Harry begged.
"But Harry, you can't expect me to do that!", Ron exclaimed.
"Things are finally half way decent in my life and I'm not going to let this stupid curse, spell whatever you want to call it ruin it", Harry continued.
"Well don't you think you should tell someone what Malfoy told you?", Ron suddenly asked.
"I'd die before I sunk that low and became...well you know", Harry exclaimed.
"You should still tell someone Lupin...Dumbeldore...", Ron started.
"I will just not right now", Harry muttered the password to get into the common room.
"Snape'll find out you know then you'll be in even deeper for not saying anything sooner", Ron reminded Harry.
"Big deal", Harry snapped as he walked up the steps to the boy's dormitory.
Ron paused for a moment thinking about what had just happened. He watched Harry enter their dormitory but didn't follow right away. If Harry was sick, and wasn't saying anything it could be fatal for him. He ran up the stairs quickly knowing exactly what he had to do.
"Harry we have to...", Ron suddenly stopped.
Harry was lying down on his bed looking worse than ever. Ron kneeled down beside him, "I'm sorry Harry but we've gotta tell someone"
"Ron no!", Harry exclaimed, "I just have a headache that's all really!"
Ron turned to go when Harry yelled to him, "Ron! Where are you going?"
"I'll be right back", Ron assured Harry.
"No I'm fine! I told you see I'll even prove it to you", Harry sat up even though he was feeling quite dizzy.
"Lay down, otherwise your head will feel worse", Ron told Harry.
"Ron? Harry? Are you two up there?", came a female voice from downstairs.
"Hermione!", Ron said relieved.
"Ouch", Harry moaned even though he was trying to hold back. Besides feeling sick, his scar had begun to burn. Like it never had before. He put his hand over it when he felt something almost liquidly on his forehead. Blood....he gasped as he pulled his hand down.
"Ron...", Harry felt himself slipping from consciousness, "My scar...it's bleeding"
"Hermione", Ron panicked, "go get help"
"What's going on?", Hermione asked trying to peek into the room.
"Just go get help!", Ron shouted angrily.
Tearfully Hermione stormed down the stairs and out of the common room. Ron felt bad for yelling at her but there was no time to explain. He turned once again to Harry who had began to shake.
"You're freezing!", Ron exclaimed as he touched Harry. Quickly he tore the sheets off his bed and placed them over Harry.
"Come on Hermione", he grew worried. Harry was unconscious, but Ron still couldn't bare to see his best friend in such pain.
It wasn't until a few minutes later that he heard Hermione storming up the stairs, Professor Lupin trailing behind her.
"What's going on?", Professor Lupin asked Ron frantically.
"It's Harry...", Ron started, "His scar is bleeding...he said he was dizzy"
"Bleeding?", Professor Lupin's eyes opened wide. He rushed to Harry's side, "We've gotta get Madam Pomfrey, and fast"
Hours later Ron and Hermione still sat outside the hospital wing, no word about Harry. They weren't allowed inside, so they knew it couldn't be good.
"I'm so scared Ron", Hermione placed her head on his shoulder.
"Harry's tough, he'll be okay", Ron assured her.
"Don't you get it Ron? Harry might not make it out of there alive!", Hermione began to cry again.
"He'll be fine Hermione. He always walks away fine, and this time will be the same", Ron said stubbornly.
They both looked up startled when they heard someone coming down the hall. It was Sirius.
"Sirius", Hermione said, "Thank goodness you're here. Nobody will tell us anything"
Sirius looked at Hermione. So much hope filled her eyes. Hope that her boyfriend, her best friend would be all right.
"I'll go see what I can find out", Sirius assured her.
With many thoughts going though his head. Sirius finally brought himself to enter the hospital wing. All eyes were on him. He watched as Remus spotted him and quickly dragged him off to a corner of the room.
"Well? He's going to be all right isn't it?", Sirius got the courage to ask the question everyone wanted to know the answer to.
"Remus?", Sirius waved his hand in front of him.
"Harry...", Remus took a deep breath.
"No...", Sirius felt tears burn his eyes.
"He didn't make it Sirius", Remus pulled his friend into a hug, "He was so bad off, not even magic could help him"
Sirius suddenly grew angry, "this is all my fault Remus. I never should've let the boys go off on their own that day!"
"Don't think that way Sirius. It won't bring him back", Remus reminded Sirius.
"How are we going to tell Ron and Hermione", Sirius felt as if his head was spinning.
"I'll tell them", Remus volunteered.
"It isn't fair Remus...I wish it was me not him", Sirius sat down.
"Don't say that...Harry wouldn't want you to say that. He fought for his life as long as he could", Remus sighed.
Sirius got up and walked to the bed where Harry's limp body was lying. He'd failed James, he'd failed Harry. Now there were no Potter's left, and he knew exactly whose fault it was.
"When can we go see Harry?", Ron asked as he saw Professor Lupin walk towards them.
"I need to talk to you two", Professor Lupin sat down beside Hermione, "You both no how sick Harry was right?"
"No!", Hermione screamed. She knew where the conversation was going. Quickly she jumped out of her seat and burst into the hospital wing. The sight she was made her feel faint. Sirius was staring at something.... some thing that was covered by a sheet.
"Hermione...", Sirius jumped up.
She had to see for herself. She pulled the sheet up and saw her greatest fear. Harry was lying on the bed. Harry was gone. She felt Sirius grab her as her knees gave in. She didn't care what happened to her anymore. There was no life without Harry.
That night it took Hermione forever to find sleep. Even though Ron stayed by her side through the night, she still felt no comfort. She couldn't go on with life knowing Harry wouldn't be there.
"Hermi?", she heard a voice.
She turned her head towards Ron...he was still sleeping. She gasped when she looked up.
"Harry?", her eyes grew wide.
"I came to say goodbye", Harry explained.
"Harry...I need you. I can't go on with life without you", Hermione cried out.
"But you've got to. You've got so much to live for Hermi. Once you graduate you'll get a great job and make a family", Harry smiled.
"But I wanted to do that with you Harry", Hermione rubbed her eyes.
"I love you Hermione Granger, but you've got to forget about me", Harry said.
"I'll never forget you Harry, never", Hermione answered.
"Goodbye", Harry muttered.
"Harry! NO!", Hermione screamed.
"Hermione! Wake up!", Ron shook her.
"Where'd he go?", Hermione exclaimed.
"Where'd who go?", Ron asked.
"Harry...", Hermione explained.
"Hermione...you were dreaming", Ron told her.
"I miss Harry already", Hermione broke into tears.
"We all do Hermione, we all do"
Author's Note: There's still at least one or two more chapters left in this story. Then I'm going to start working on my new story. I hope more people will read it once I start to add more chapters!
This story is almost complete and I just want to tell you how much I want to thank everyone for letting me see that I too can have a story with tons of reviews.
Before you hate be because of this chapter you have to understand, not every story has a happy ending. This is the first time I've ever written anything like this. It was very hard for me to do. I'm usually all for saving Harry, but I wanted to try a new way of writing. I love to write and I wanted a new experience. Please don't make this cause you to not read my future work.
I have had the most fantastic time writing this story. I'm almost sad to see it coming so close to an end. But I don't intend on disappearing anytime soon. So watch out for my future work!
As for a sequel, there's nothing planned at the moment. Unless I get a great demand for one.
And finally don't forget to review!
By AngelDusterBuster
Disclaimer: I do not own any of J.K Rowling's wonderful characters. Although quite frankly like every other person in the world with I did!
Summary: After all that's happened nothings changed right? Wrong, everyone's beginning to notice the new Harry. Can Remus and Sirius bring the old Harry back?
Chapter Twelve: A War of His Own
"That's crazy Malfoy!", Ron exclaimed glaring at him, "There is no way Harry would do that!"
"I'll let you three alone", Draco explained his eyes set on the disappointment in Harry's eyes, "I'm sorry Harry"
"Just get out of here", Ron snapped.
"There's another way there has to be", Hermione cried.
"Well there isn't just face it", Harry suddenly grew angry.
"Stop it okay? Don't talk like that", Ron stared at Harry.
"They're starting to send people back to their common rooms", Hermione noticed.
"Go on without me", Harry explained.
"Come on let's go", Ron tugged at Harry's arm.
"Ugh...can't I just be alone for a few minutes?", Harry complained.
"Miss. Granger!", came Professor McGonagall's voice.
"Yes Professor?", Hermione replied.
"Would you mind taking a group of second years back to their common room?", McGonagall asked.
"No problem", Hermione smiled at the students standing behind the professor, "I'll see you two in a little while"
"Alright", Ron agreed.
After Hermione left Ron and Harry made there way back to the Gryffindor common room. It was then when he began to notice Harry wasn't looking well.
"Harry, are you feeling alright?", Ron asked.
"Yeah, yeah I'm fine", Harry lied.
"Alright if you say so", Ron rolled his eyes.
They walked a little ways again when Harry started to appear to be a little unsteady on his feet.
"Harry", Ron put his arms on Harry's shoulders to steady him.
"Sorry...all this stuff's gotten to my head I guess", Harry lied.
"If you aren't feeling well you should....", Ron started but was interrupted.
"I'll be okay Ron really! Don't say anything to Hermione okay?", Harry begged.
"But Harry, you can't expect me to do that!", Ron exclaimed.
"Things are finally half way decent in my life and I'm not going to let this stupid curse, spell whatever you want to call it ruin it", Harry continued.
"Well don't you think you should tell someone what Malfoy told you?", Ron suddenly asked.
"I'd die before I sunk that low and became...well you know", Harry exclaimed.
"You should still tell someone Lupin...Dumbeldore...", Ron started.
"I will just not right now", Harry muttered the password to get into the common room.
"Snape'll find out you know then you'll be in even deeper for not saying anything sooner", Ron reminded Harry.
"Big deal", Harry snapped as he walked up the steps to the boy's dormitory.
Ron paused for a moment thinking about what had just happened. He watched Harry enter their dormitory but didn't follow right away. If Harry was sick, and wasn't saying anything it could be fatal for him. He ran up the stairs quickly knowing exactly what he had to do.
"Harry we have to...", Ron suddenly stopped.
Harry was lying down on his bed looking worse than ever. Ron kneeled down beside him, "I'm sorry Harry but we've gotta tell someone"
"Ron no!", Harry exclaimed, "I just have a headache that's all really!"
Ron turned to go when Harry yelled to him, "Ron! Where are you going?"
"I'll be right back", Ron assured Harry.
"No I'm fine! I told you see I'll even prove it to you", Harry sat up even though he was feeling quite dizzy.
"Lay down, otherwise your head will feel worse", Ron told Harry.
"Ron? Harry? Are you two up there?", came a female voice from downstairs.
"Hermione!", Ron said relieved.
"Ouch", Harry moaned even though he was trying to hold back. Besides feeling sick, his scar had begun to burn. Like it never had before. He put his hand over it when he felt something almost liquidly on his forehead. Blood....he gasped as he pulled his hand down.
"Ron...", Harry felt himself slipping from consciousness, "My scar...it's bleeding"
"Hermione", Ron panicked, "go get help"
"What's going on?", Hermione asked trying to peek into the room.
"Just go get help!", Ron shouted angrily.
Tearfully Hermione stormed down the stairs and out of the common room. Ron felt bad for yelling at her but there was no time to explain. He turned once again to Harry who had began to shake.
"You're freezing!", Ron exclaimed as he touched Harry. Quickly he tore the sheets off his bed and placed them over Harry.
"Come on Hermione", he grew worried. Harry was unconscious, but Ron still couldn't bare to see his best friend in such pain.
It wasn't until a few minutes later that he heard Hermione storming up the stairs, Professor Lupin trailing behind her.
"What's going on?", Professor Lupin asked Ron frantically.
"It's Harry...", Ron started, "His scar is bleeding...he said he was dizzy"
"Bleeding?", Professor Lupin's eyes opened wide. He rushed to Harry's side, "We've gotta get Madam Pomfrey, and fast"
Hours later Ron and Hermione still sat outside the hospital wing, no word about Harry. They weren't allowed inside, so they knew it couldn't be good.
"I'm so scared Ron", Hermione placed her head on his shoulder.
"Harry's tough, he'll be okay", Ron assured her.
"Don't you get it Ron? Harry might not make it out of there alive!", Hermione began to cry again.
"He'll be fine Hermione. He always walks away fine, and this time will be the same", Ron said stubbornly.
They both looked up startled when they heard someone coming down the hall. It was Sirius.
"Sirius", Hermione said, "Thank goodness you're here. Nobody will tell us anything"
Sirius looked at Hermione. So much hope filled her eyes. Hope that her boyfriend, her best friend would be all right.
"I'll go see what I can find out", Sirius assured her.
With many thoughts going though his head. Sirius finally brought himself to enter the hospital wing. All eyes were on him. He watched as Remus spotted him and quickly dragged him off to a corner of the room.
"Well? He's going to be all right isn't it?", Sirius got the courage to ask the question everyone wanted to know the answer to.
"Remus?", Sirius waved his hand in front of him.
"Harry...", Remus took a deep breath.
"No...", Sirius felt tears burn his eyes.
"He didn't make it Sirius", Remus pulled his friend into a hug, "He was so bad off, not even magic could help him"
Sirius suddenly grew angry, "this is all my fault Remus. I never should've let the boys go off on their own that day!"
"Don't think that way Sirius. It won't bring him back", Remus reminded Sirius.
"How are we going to tell Ron and Hermione", Sirius felt as if his head was spinning.
"I'll tell them", Remus volunteered.
"It isn't fair Remus...I wish it was me not him", Sirius sat down.
"Don't say that...Harry wouldn't want you to say that. He fought for his life as long as he could", Remus sighed.
Sirius got up and walked to the bed where Harry's limp body was lying. He'd failed James, he'd failed Harry. Now there were no Potter's left, and he knew exactly whose fault it was.
"When can we go see Harry?", Ron asked as he saw Professor Lupin walk towards them.
"I need to talk to you two", Professor Lupin sat down beside Hermione, "You both no how sick Harry was right?"
"No!", Hermione screamed. She knew where the conversation was going. Quickly she jumped out of her seat and burst into the hospital wing. The sight she was made her feel faint. Sirius was staring at something.... some thing that was covered by a sheet.
"Hermione...", Sirius jumped up.
She had to see for herself. She pulled the sheet up and saw her greatest fear. Harry was lying on the bed. Harry was gone. She felt Sirius grab her as her knees gave in. She didn't care what happened to her anymore. There was no life without Harry.
That night it took Hermione forever to find sleep. Even though Ron stayed by her side through the night, she still felt no comfort. She couldn't go on with life knowing Harry wouldn't be there.
"Hermi?", she heard a voice.
She turned her head towards Ron...he was still sleeping. She gasped when she looked up.
"Harry?", her eyes grew wide.
"I came to say goodbye", Harry explained.
"Harry...I need you. I can't go on with life without you", Hermione cried out.
"But you've got to. You've got so much to live for Hermi. Once you graduate you'll get a great job and make a family", Harry smiled.
"But I wanted to do that with you Harry", Hermione rubbed her eyes.
"I love you Hermione Granger, but you've got to forget about me", Harry said.
"I'll never forget you Harry, never", Hermione answered.
"Goodbye", Harry muttered.
"Harry! NO!", Hermione screamed.
"Hermione! Wake up!", Ron shook her.
"Where'd he go?", Hermione exclaimed.
"Where'd who go?", Ron asked.
"Harry...", Hermione explained.
"Hermione...you were dreaming", Ron told her.
"I miss Harry already", Hermione broke into tears.
"We all do Hermione, we all do"
Author's Note: There's still at least one or two more chapters left in this story. Then I'm going to start working on my new story. I hope more people will read it once I start to add more chapters!
This story is almost complete and I just want to tell you how much I want to thank everyone for letting me see that I too can have a story with tons of reviews.
Before you hate be because of this chapter you have to understand, not every story has a happy ending. This is the first time I've ever written anything like this. It was very hard for me to do. I'm usually all for saving Harry, but I wanted to try a new way of writing. I love to write and I wanted a new experience. Please don't make this cause you to not read my future work.
I have had the most fantastic time writing this story. I'm almost sad to see it coming so close to an end. But I don't intend on disappearing anytime soon. So watch out for my future work!
As for a sequel, there's nothing planned at the moment. Unless I get a great demand for one.
And finally don't forget to review!
