1 The Mistake

(I was bored when I wrote this fic so it might suck; it's 2:30 am and that's best time I write my stories so enjoy. I got a little help by me friend Moonflower...Enjoy!)







I've done many stupid things in my life, many that I can't even recall. But there was one mistake I did that changed my life forever. This was a couple of years ago, but it's a memory that still haunts me and will haunt me the rest of my life.

I don't see everything as I used to. The sun is there, but I just don't feel it. The moon wakes up at night to give us light, but to me it's just a white cookie in the sky. The wind is blowing, but its not calling my name.

But why the hell did I do this mistake? This one fucking word changed my life. I was the happiest man on earth, but now I'm just a guy with no feelings. I'm empty. Not satisfied. Worthless. I'm completely alone in this world…completely alone.





Every day is the same thing. I wake up feeling sorry for myself, as usual, thinking I'm the only one in this world. When I decide to leave my home, which is rarely, I don't feel like everybody else. People look at me. Stare at me. Point at me. Some even whisper right in front of my damn face, which makes me crazy. I feel that there is a hole inside me that they can see, something that will never go away. I remember like it was yesterday…