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-I'm glad you guys are enjoying this so far and thank you for the encouragement to keep it going! Xoxoxoxoxo

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5/6-Monday

Dear Diary,

Sorry to spaz out on you like that yesterday. It was a moment of that "teenage rebellion" thing Mr. McCoy talked about when we read Romeo and Juliet in English. He used his eloquent teacher talk which left 3/4ths of the class dumbfounded but I got what he was saying. It's like the more forbidden something is, the more you're tempted and drawn to it. The more someone tries to hold you back, the more you want to break free. We all want to be free to make our own choices and not have someone stand in the way of them. We want to function as individuals, not as someone's puppet. Mr. McCoy is so deep!

I meant it yesterday though when I said I was tired of being Miss Perfect. Not that I can take away Jean's 'Miss Perfect' title because of that one time Evan, Kurt and I tricked Jean and Scott into leaving so we could have a party when the Professor and Logan were away (hee hee), but I am pretty darn close to it. I bet Jean feels the same way I do sometimes. There's so much pressure on us to keep our grades up, make the right decisions, excel in sports and on top of it all-stay in control of our powers. I bet she'd love to take just one day off from being 'X-Man Jean' and be 'Teenage Jean,' able to enjoy one moment of stress-free life! I bet she'd love to do something so totally un-Jean-like to shock everyone, just to gain that small ounce of guilty childhood pleasure we're all seriously lacking!

I wonder what it would be like if we all really DID take a day off from being X-Men to be normal teenagers? I have soooooo got to talk to Rogue about this one!!!!!!! See ya!

~Kitty~