You didn't have to die you know,
If you were alive today…
Who knows what we could have done?
I hate you for leaving me,
Maybe I'll join you,
Maybe I won't.
I don't understand how you could kill yourself,
Didn't you love me?
Why don't you realize all the pain you're causing me?
I wish I had watched you,
If I knew could I have done anything?
I guess it's better that I didn't know.
Finding your body was a surprise,
I told you I always loved surprises.
Did you hate me?
You must have if it was so easy to end it all.
I guess I shouldn't have ignored…
You never really loved me,
Not the same way I loved you.
I gave you my heart,
But you never returned it.
You'd rather have a switchblade, I guess.
But maybe that's okay
Just maybe…
I don't really need you,
I guess I would rather have..someone else
But maybe..
When I die..
I can see you
Or just remeber you more
Even with your picture on my shelf
You're slipping away
So there's your switchblade
The blade is only sprickled with silver,
I'd like to know how you felt,
Did you think about me,
I doubt it
Perhaps when the night is done,
They'll find the blade all crimson,
I want to be together,
Even if it's only blood on the same knife,
And only blood in the same pool,
We'll feel more together,
I just hope you want to see me
You never did before.