It's not like I really expected you to love me.
Not really.
I didn't want you to care.
Not really.
So I guess it's fine that you punctured my heart
What more can I ask for?
I'll probably never see you again.
But that's okay.
I never really loved you.
It was just..just..who knows?
But it doesn't matter now I guess.
No...wait.
It never did.
If I ever see you walking down a hall so arrogantly, the gleam in your eyes
I'll just pass you by.
I don't care
I might drink a lot.
Not too much though...I've seen people drink more then me.
You have...right?
Even if I black out for days
As long as I don't care about you
I'm fine.
You never cared.
No one really cares
Not about me.
What does it matter if I drink?
As long as I don't care about you
I'll be fine.
I'll get up.
Even if it's hard to walk
I'm fine.
I'll even smile and laugh.
See?
Selphie's jokes are funny.
I can laugh.
Not that you care.
You never did.
God I wish you'd just leave me alone!
I don't drink too much
I don't miss you
I don't care.
I'm fine.
I'm just fine.
Or I will be.
Just give me a chance.
You never will, will you?
Maybe it would be better if I let go.
Let go of my love.
Let go of my falseness.
Just let go.
Broken glass on my skin is more comforting then anything right now.
More comforting then my thoughts.
I'm bleeding
And the cut gets deeper and deeper
But as long as I don't love..
Have to love you anymore
I'm fine.
I hope you care when I'm dead
I guess I'm going to die
The cut is too deep to be healed anyway
It's better just to lay here
I don't have to think about you
or love.
I'm fine.
Just give me a chance.
You'll see
I'll be fine.
