*Notes*
-I do not own x-men evolution or its characters in any way, shape or form
-This is my own personal fanfic, please don't re-post it as your own… thx
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5/13-Monday
Dear Diary,
Sorry I missed writing in you yesterday but I was caught up in training sessions and studying for finals. School's gonna end in a few weeks so along with double time training, it's double time studying.
Jean got to skip out on physical combat training to practice developing her telepathic powers with Cerebo. She's been trying to keep track of Logan and maybe track down Magneto as well. She's kept up with Logan so far, though there's no word from him but no luck on finding Magneto. The Professor is also having no luck with Magneto though he senses he's close.
There's anticipation in the air. We're all expecting something to happen soon.
Lance and the Brotherhood didn't come to school today. I haven't heard from Lance since his early morning confession session. I'm afraid now that Mystique's back, the chances of Lance and I are down the tubes. I'm pretty sure she has a lot more attacks on us planned.
What a cruel world! I finally find someone I really care about, someone who appeals to a side of me that no one else ever has and I have to let that go because we're on different sides! Oh, if only the Professor had gotten to Lance before Mystique had! If only everyone here had given Lance half a chance when he decided to leave the Brotherhood and join us then we wouldn't be in this situation. It's so totally unfair!
A few days ago I was on cloud nine. Now I'm down in the dumps. I feel like it's only going to get worse.
I'm really starting to hate this mutant vs. mutant war! The Professor's dream of peace and acceptance is something worthwhile. I can understand that Magneto, Mystique and a bunch more don't see humans ever accepting us, but it can happen with a lot of effort and time. I'm not fooling myself into thinking that everyone will welcome us with open arms but I know deep inside that with time, a majority of people will come to accept us. It's mutants like Mystique that will ruin that. Of course people won't accept us if mutants like her try and wipe them out! If she could only be patient and give it a chance…
Maybe I am fooling myself. Maybe only a handful of people will be able to look past the differences after all. I remember the reaction of the high school kids when Lance and the Brotherhood went public. Of course the Brotherhood went out of their way to cause havoc but I'm not too sure people would have reacted differently under any other circumstances.
Life is becoming one big ball of mush. So much being thrown at me and I have no control anymore. I'm grasping at straws, hanging by a thread… watching things slip thru my fingertips. And I don't know what to do about it. I simply just don't know….
Will things ever work out?
~Kitty~
-I do not own x-men evolution or its characters in any way, shape or form
-This is my own personal fanfic, please don't re-post it as your own… thx
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5/13-Monday
Dear Diary,
Sorry I missed writing in you yesterday but I was caught up in training sessions and studying for finals. School's gonna end in a few weeks so along with double time training, it's double time studying.
Jean got to skip out on physical combat training to practice developing her telepathic powers with Cerebo. She's been trying to keep track of Logan and maybe track down Magneto as well. She's kept up with Logan so far, though there's no word from him but no luck on finding Magneto. The Professor is also having no luck with Magneto though he senses he's close.
There's anticipation in the air. We're all expecting something to happen soon.
Lance and the Brotherhood didn't come to school today. I haven't heard from Lance since his early morning confession session. I'm afraid now that Mystique's back, the chances of Lance and I are down the tubes. I'm pretty sure she has a lot more attacks on us planned.
What a cruel world! I finally find someone I really care about, someone who appeals to a side of me that no one else ever has and I have to let that go because we're on different sides! Oh, if only the Professor had gotten to Lance before Mystique had! If only everyone here had given Lance half a chance when he decided to leave the Brotherhood and join us then we wouldn't be in this situation. It's so totally unfair!
A few days ago I was on cloud nine. Now I'm down in the dumps. I feel like it's only going to get worse.
I'm really starting to hate this mutant vs. mutant war! The Professor's dream of peace and acceptance is something worthwhile. I can understand that Magneto, Mystique and a bunch more don't see humans ever accepting us, but it can happen with a lot of effort and time. I'm not fooling myself into thinking that everyone will welcome us with open arms but I know deep inside that with time, a majority of people will come to accept us. It's mutants like Mystique that will ruin that. Of course people won't accept us if mutants like her try and wipe them out! If she could only be patient and give it a chance…
Maybe I am fooling myself. Maybe only a handful of people will be able to look past the differences after all. I remember the reaction of the high school kids when Lance and the Brotherhood went public. Of course the Brotherhood went out of their way to cause havoc but I'm not too sure people would have reacted differently under any other circumstances.
Life is becoming one big ball of mush. So much being thrown at me and I have no control anymore. I'm grasping at straws, hanging by a thread… watching things slip thru my fingertips. And I don't know what to do about it. I simply just don't know….
Will things ever work out?
~Kitty~
