*Notes*

-I do not own x-men evolution or its characters in any way, shape or form

-This is my own personal fanfic; please don't re-post it as your own… thx

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5/17-Friday

Dear Diary,

The Professor's back. He didn't say anything about his trip but I don't think it went as planned. He's meaner now, edgier. Almost like he's not himself. Logan has also disappeared… maybe that's the reason. Jean and him were using Cerebo and they had a trace on him but it suddenly disappeared and they haven't been able to pick it back up. It's like Logan vanished into thin air. I'm so worried. Mr. McCoy and Ororo went to the place where Logan was last and they'll be back shortly with some news.

We're going to do the Magneto training program tomorrow. I know everyone else is up to par but I don't think I'll be able to handle it. I know I won't be able to. Too much distracting me, ya know?

I attempted to go to school today and made it thru with minimal of tears. I didn't pay attention to anything; I just kinda sat staring blankly at walls most of the day. I talked to Tabitha a little at lunch. She said Lance has been holed up in his room and hasn't left once. I explained some of the situation but didn't get too far before I started crying. She says she'll do what she can but we both knew it wasn't going to be much because it just doesn't work that way. It was odd but she gave me a hug and told me to hang in there. Guess that's all I really can do.

Rogue has been trying to help out as well. She's so worried about me. It's sweet but right now I think I just need to be one with pain. It's too much to deal with so soon. In a few more days I'll be ok. I hate that I'm shutting everyone out. Kurt even tried to cheer me up by bringing me some roses but it just made me feel worse. There he was, just trying to bring a smile to my face but I was too selfish and caught up in my own world to even try. He got a very sad look on his face when I told him thank-you but to please leave. I didn't mean to be so rude! It's not right. He was just being a friend and I shut him out.

Hold on, Ororo and Mr. McCoy are back with some news………..

There's no trace of Logan. He's gone. They found a sewer-drainage cover bent up and slashed. It looks like the work of Magneto. There were no other clues.

Logan can't be gone! He's got to be ok! He's just got to be. God I hope he is. I can't lose another person I love. Please let him be ok. Please…

~Kitty~