1 *Notes*
-I do not own x-men evolution or its characters in any way, shape or form
-This is my personal fanfic; please don't re-post it as your own… thx
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5/31-Friday
Dear Diary,
It's 6 am right now and I've been up all night. I wanted to make my response to Lance's note from yesterday sound just right. I've finally got the perfect response! I've got to get ready for school (my last day!) but I'll quickly copy my note to him in here for a record. Then it's off to school for me. I'll be back to write in you later, of course! Anyways, here's the note to him:
Lance,
First and foremost, I don't HAVE to do anything, especially forgive you. Just by saying you're sorry and giving me these broken-hearted puppy dog looks doesn't change the fact that you knew what Mystique had planned with blowing-up my home and you didn't at least warn me about it. How am I supposed to forgive you? Honestly?
Do you even realize that she almost killed a number of my friends who were trapped inside? Not to mention she destroyed everything inside that I held dear to me—like pictures of my grandmother when she was still alive, my stuffed animal, Pookie, who I've had since birth, newspaper clippings of when I broke my middle school's 400-meter dash record in track, the best friend charm Rogue gave me… There are so many of my things that are lost forever, something that money will never be able to replace. And she not only destroyed MY mementos, she destroyed everyone's who lived in the house. She didn't just displace us; she wiped out the things we all felt were meaningful and important. She ruined our lives…
And you knew about it.
Really, how am I supposed to forgive that Lance? How do I believe that you love me when you betrayed me like that?
When I told you I loved you, I meant it with all my heart. You were a dream that became a reality. Now you're a reality that's turned into a nightmare.
And can you really blame me for feeling this way? It would be ok if you knew nothing about that witch's plans but the simple truth is that you DID know about them. I keep coming back to that point because it was in your hands! You had the chance to warn me--if not for the other people then at least for myself because you said you cared about me! That's not my idea of trust and love. You use the excuse that you didn't have the guts to tell me, and that's just it—an excuse. An out so you don't have to face the consequences.
You asked me to forgive you, at this point in time I can't.
You asked me to tell you if there is any way to fix what you did…
Here's an idea, figure it out yourself. Use your brain, Lance. You know, that lump 3 feet above your ass. If you are truly sorry and want to make it all right then you do what you think you should. Quit letting other people think for you and do what your heart tells you to do. I mean, come on! Did you really think it would be that easy? Just a few tears, a few cuts, a few 'I'm sorry's' and little Kitty would come running back into your arms?
Prove that you're sorry, Lance, cause right now actions are speaking a hell of a lot louder than words.
~Kitty~
Well that's it, that's my note. I think it says it all. If he wants to fix things, he needs to fix them on his own. Honestly though, I don't know how he'll be able to make anything right after this. Sometimes love just isn't enough, no matter how much it hurts. Well, I'm running late now for school…
See ya in a bit
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Ok, I'm feeling guilty and bad about that note to Lance. I gave it to him when Principal Kelly called for that assembly to discuss the changes that will take place once we get back from our break. Lance sat behind me and I turned around once while he was reading it when he sucked in a sharp breath. It looked like he was about to cry so I turned back around and focused on what Principal Kelly was saying. With Lance sitting behind me and all, I was sort of reminded about that day when Kelly first came to the school and announced that he was going to be the new Principal. Lance made me giggle a little when he used his powers to cause an earthquake and freaked everyone out. Then he went overboard and chaos ensued. It seems to always happen that way when it comes to Lance. Anyways…
Principal Kelly talked about incorporating a new mutant sign-up registration thingy. Any kids who are known to be mutants must sign this sheet that lists personal information along with what powers they possess. That way administration will know what's up and be able to let parents and students know if they have any concerns. Any mutants who don't sign the sheet and are later found out to be mutants will be expelled no questions asked. If any mutant uses his or her power in school or on school grounds and is caught, they will be expelled immediately. Kurt asked about false accusations and at least Principal Kelly is being fair and says a teacher must see for immediate expulsion but an investigation will be had if any normal student witnesses it. He trusts his staff enough to not lie. Great, we're going on the trust factor. Something that's failed me time and time again.
When the assembly was over, we were all dismissed. Principal Kelly congratulated us on a great year and hoped the next one would be even better. Graduation ceremonies for seniors will take place next Friday. Scott thinks that that's when the Brotherhood plans their major move. We'll see what happens.
Well Diary, I've got some more research to do.
~Kitty~
-I do not own x-men evolution or its characters in any way, shape or form
-This is my personal fanfic; please don't re-post it as your own… thx
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5/31-Friday
Dear Diary,
It's 6 am right now and I've been up all night. I wanted to make my response to Lance's note from yesterday sound just right. I've finally got the perfect response! I've got to get ready for school (my last day!) but I'll quickly copy my note to him in here for a record. Then it's off to school for me. I'll be back to write in you later, of course! Anyways, here's the note to him:
Lance,
First and foremost, I don't HAVE to do anything, especially forgive you. Just by saying you're sorry and giving me these broken-hearted puppy dog looks doesn't change the fact that you knew what Mystique had planned with blowing-up my home and you didn't at least warn me about it. How am I supposed to forgive you? Honestly?
Do you even realize that she almost killed a number of my friends who were trapped inside? Not to mention she destroyed everything inside that I held dear to me—like pictures of my grandmother when she was still alive, my stuffed animal, Pookie, who I've had since birth, newspaper clippings of when I broke my middle school's 400-meter dash record in track, the best friend charm Rogue gave me… There are so many of my things that are lost forever, something that money will never be able to replace. And she not only destroyed MY mementos, she destroyed everyone's who lived in the house. She didn't just displace us; she wiped out the things we all felt were meaningful and important. She ruined our lives…
And you knew about it.
Really, how am I supposed to forgive that Lance? How do I believe that you love me when you betrayed me like that?
When I told you I loved you, I meant it with all my heart. You were a dream that became a reality. Now you're a reality that's turned into a nightmare.
And can you really blame me for feeling this way? It would be ok if you knew nothing about that witch's plans but the simple truth is that you DID know about them. I keep coming back to that point because it was in your hands! You had the chance to warn me--if not for the other people then at least for myself because you said you cared about me! That's not my idea of trust and love. You use the excuse that you didn't have the guts to tell me, and that's just it—an excuse. An out so you don't have to face the consequences.
You asked me to forgive you, at this point in time I can't.
You asked me to tell you if there is any way to fix what you did…
Here's an idea, figure it out yourself. Use your brain, Lance. You know, that lump 3 feet above your ass. If you are truly sorry and want to make it all right then you do what you think you should. Quit letting other people think for you and do what your heart tells you to do. I mean, come on! Did you really think it would be that easy? Just a few tears, a few cuts, a few 'I'm sorry's' and little Kitty would come running back into your arms?
Prove that you're sorry, Lance, cause right now actions are speaking a hell of a lot louder than words.
~Kitty~
Well that's it, that's my note. I think it says it all. If he wants to fix things, he needs to fix them on his own. Honestly though, I don't know how he'll be able to make anything right after this. Sometimes love just isn't enough, no matter how much it hurts. Well, I'm running late now for school…
See ya in a bit
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Ok, I'm feeling guilty and bad about that note to Lance. I gave it to him when Principal Kelly called for that assembly to discuss the changes that will take place once we get back from our break. Lance sat behind me and I turned around once while he was reading it when he sucked in a sharp breath. It looked like he was about to cry so I turned back around and focused on what Principal Kelly was saying. With Lance sitting behind me and all, I was sort of reminded about that day when Kelly first came to the school and announced that he was going to be the new Principal. Lance made me giggle a little when he used his powers to cause an earthquake and freaked everyone out. Then he went overboard and chaos ensued. It seems to always happen that way when it comes to Lance. Anyways…
Principal Kelly talked about incorporating a new mutant sign-up registration thingy. Any kids who are known to be mutants must sign this sheet that lists personal information along with what powers they possess. That way administration will know what's up and be able to let parents and students know if they have any concerns. Any mutants who don't sign the sheet and are later found out to be mutants will be expelled no questions asked. If any mutant uses his or her power in school or on school grounds and is caught, they will be expelled immediately. Kurt asked about false accusations and at least Principal Kelly is being fair and says a teacher must see for immediate expulsion but an investigation will be had if any normal student witnesses it. He trusts his staff enough to not lie. Great, we're going on the trust factor. Something that's failed me time and time again.
When the assembly was over, we were all dismissed. Principal Kelly congratulated us on a great year and hoped the next one would be even better. Graduation ceremonies for seniors will take place next Friday. Scott thinks that that's when the Brotherhood plans their major move. We'll see what happens.
Well Diary, I've got some more research to do.
~Kitty~
