Title: Summer Rain 6/?

Author: Emily

Category: Spike/Dawn

Disclaimer: Joss is a god.

Rating: PG 13

Feedback: Would be awesome and treasured. This parts tiny but hey! :)

Part Six

It sucks and I hate it. I also hate being left alone here while Willow and Tara are at the Magic Box with the gang. Or what remains of the gang.

It's just depressing. I wonder if this is how Giles feels all alone in his apartment. I sure hope not.

I flicked channels for a few minutes. Elephants on the discovery channel. Some hack 'n slash horror flick, which isn't quite so scary when you see people…or things being hacked and slashed as a part of your daily routine. A depressing program about cancer that made me think of Mom and want to cry. The news - which is also depressing. All bad.

I went through some more channels and found a late night repeat of 'Passions'. And I watched it. Yep, I *know* I'm being obsessive and compulsive.

So bite me.

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Even 'Passions' isn't distracting anymore. It was a repeat of the previous episode and the same dumb blonde made the same dumb announcement about snooker at the end so maybe that explains things. I told Dawn some bull about being drunk before. It was the right thing to do. What was I supposed to do, tell her that I hadn't been drunk and I'd meant to kiss her and oh by the way I hadn't loved Buffy in the first place?