Warnings: Shonen-ai, possible sappiness.
Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation or any of it's characters. If I had the capacity to create my own characters I wouldn't be writing fanfiction, would I?
Spoilers for TV eps. 1-3 . This fic based on the TV series rather than the manga…..Sorry if it's ooc…. Sort of a companion piece to Nightwatch…
Trust by Mockingbird Q
From Shuichi's POV
I know Yuki sees what everyone sees when they look at me. I look way too young for my age and I act even younger, and I know it annoys him. I think the main reason he kisses me is to shut me up because I'm saying something stupid, which isn't the most romantic reason in the world. The more he tells me I have no talent, the more I want to prove him wrong. Shouldn't he believe in me?
Our relationship makes me feel totally insecure, because it's my first really- and I've never been in love. I wish I had already, then maybe I'd know what I should and shouldn't be doing. I don't think Yuki really believes I love him yet. I want to be near him- what else can he think I want from him?
I've written love songs, but they were all based on what other people had already written. I didn't have a clue what I was writing about. Like, I didn't know how much power the person you love has over you. Yuki can hurt me more that anyone else I've ever known, and he does it so easily- like he doesn't even think about doing it. But, if he doesn't care about me, why does he put up with me?
I don't want to go home at night. I like waking up before Yuki in the morning – his face is so relaxed and I swear he looks younger. I know it's a part of him most people don't get to see, and it makes me feel special. He let me stay last night- at least, he didn't tell me to leave so I didn't.
Today he ate breakfast with me, which was nice. Yesterday he just kinda pushed me out the door. I'm eating when all of a sudden he just throws something towards me. It's a key on a plastic Nittle Grasper keychain. I look at him, shocked and he just says "You're here enough- you might as well have a way to get in if I'm busy. I can't get up to answer the door all the time." Yuki goes back to reading the paper, and I sit there with the stupidest grin on my face.
I wasn't late today. I ran to meet Hiro and I swear my feet never touched the ground. Yuki trusts me, he thinks about me and he's getting used to having me around. I can live with that…. For awhile.
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Disclaimer: I don't own Gravitation or any of it's characters. If I had the capacity to create my own characters I wouldn't be writing fanfiction, would I?
Spoilers for TV eps. 1-3 . This fic based on the TV series rather than the manga…..Sorry if it's ooc…. Sort of a companion piece to Nightwatch…
Trust by Mockingbird Q
From Shuichi's POV
I know Yuki sees what everyone sees when they look at me. I look way too young for my age and I act even younger, and I know it annoys him. I think the main reason he kisses me is to shut me up because I'm saying something stupid, which isn't the most romantic reason in the world. The more he tells me I have no talent, the more I want to prove him wrong. Shouldn't he believe in me?
Our relationship makes me feel totally insecure, because it's my first really- and I've never been in love. I wish I had already, then maybe I'd know what I should and shouldn't be doing. I don't think Yuki really believes I love him yet. I want to be near him- what else can he think I want from him?
I've written love songs, but they were all based on what other people had already written. I didn't have a clue what I was writing about. Like, I didn't know how much power the person you love has over you. Yuki can hurt me more that anyone else I've ever known, and he does it so easily- like he doesn't even think about doing it. But, if he doesn't care about me, why does he put up with me?
I don't want to go home at night. I like waking up before Yuki in the morning – his face is so relaxed and I swear he looks younger. I know it's a part of him most people don't get to see, and it makes me feel special. He let me stay last night- at least, he didn't tell me to leave so I didn't.
Today he ate breakfast with me, which was nice. Yesterday he just kinda pushed me out the door. I'm eating when all of a sudden he just throws something towards me. It's a key on a plastic Nittle Grasper keychain. I look at him, shocked and he just says "You're here enough- you might as well have a way to get in if I'm busy. I can't get up to answer the door all the time." Yuki goes back to reading the paper, and I sit there with the stupidest grin on my face.
I wasn't late today. I ran to meet Hiro and I swear my feet never touched the ground. Yuki trusts me, he thinks about me and he's getting used to having me around. I can live with that…. For awhile.
I
