Comforting Warmth: A Slam Dunk fanfic
By: nikki hiiragizawa nikki_hiiragizawa@rurouni.com
Rating: R
Genre: angst/drama/romance
Pairings: RuHana/HanaRu, RuKo/KoRu, MitKo/KoMit
Disclaimer: Slam Dunk is not mine. If it is mine, then Kogure is the main character. ^.^
Nikki: *puts Kleenex away* ahem…saa, I finally had the spirit to continue this fic.
Fujima: *raises a sign that says "Clap!"*
Kiyota: Oh, shut up, Fujima! We all know Nikki is just…umph!
Nikki: Know what? I wanna throw to a box and send you to Timbuktu!
Fujima: eep. Nikki's in a foul mood…you all better read the fic for now! *catches up with Kiyota in a sack and Nikki*
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CHAPTER 5:
Kogure felt himself being lowered into a sitting position, his back still against the wall outside the practice court. He closed his eyes as he felt his glasses being removed ever so gently and prodded his oppressor with both hands. Kami, let him move away, he prayed.
"What's taking you so long in answering, vice-captain Kogure?" Mitsui said as he licked a trail up Kogure's neck, one of his hands busily tending to the buttons of the vice-captain's shirt. "Is it too difficult a question?"
Kogure was torn between the whispers of agony and pleasure. He possibly cannot continue this, since Rukawa will be picking him up soon. Yet, he cannot drive himself to push Mitsui backward, his arms felt like jelly and his eyes blurry and unfocused. Managing to utter some words, he decided to try to escape once more. "This is abuse, you know."
Mitsui stopped kissing the flesh he had just uncovered and met Kogure's unfocused gaze. "This is abuse?" he flatly asked. He stopped completely and sat on his hunches, much to Kogure's unspoken yet utter disappointment. "You seem to have forgotten your vocabulary, vice-captain. Abuse is forcing someone to do what he doesn't want to do, like what Rukawa has been doing to you. You call this abuse?" Kogure looked away as the shooting guard crept over him once more, making him slid even lower to the ground.
"Tell me, Kiminobu, do you really think this is abuse?" Mitsui used a finger to begin a downward trail starting from the vice-captain's clavicle.
Kogure's mind became hazy with so much warmth that he found difficulty in responding. "What…do…What do you mean?"
"I was just thinking," Mitsui replied as he replaced his finger with his mouth. "That you seemed to like what I am doing after all."
Kogure jerked, sending sensations spiraling as his frame became close to Mitsui's. Do not mind his cajoling! He sternly reminded himself. "I…I do not so! Rukawa will come here…"
Stay focused, Mitsui said to himself. "Rukawa…Rukawa…is that the only name you know?" He pressed himself against Kogure and slurred in the other boy's ear, "Give me fifteen seconds and I'll bet you won't even know your own name."
Kogure swallowed quite hard. Why is escape so tiring? He laid his head back on the wall as Mitsui resumed his ministrations. Come on, Kiminobu! Kaede trusted you, remember? A voice in his mind whispered harshly. But that whisper was just faint compared to the sensations he was feeling right now. Mitsui was…Mitsui was…he was everywhere at once! Kogure shivered slightly and the plan of escape was lost to the void.
"Kiminobu…" Mitsui kept on, his voice hoarse from calling out Kogure's name. He did not even know why he was doing this. It just happened. Instinct? Emotions? Probably. Mitsui erased all other thoughts as he aimed to please the vice-captain more than the super rookie can.
The shooting guard noticed the sudden change of Kogure's breathing. As he moved his hand lower, the vice-captain's before rasping breaths would become loud gasps. Mitsui saw it as an inspiration and continued. Shakily, he slid the zipper down… Kami, somebody ask me to stop…
"Stop." Mitsui stopped in the process of lowering his head. "Stop, please," the voice croaked again. He looked up and saw Kogure staring at him with both horror and pleading. Suddenly, the sapphire-eyed boy was driven back to reality.
"Oh my, Kogure. I am so sorry!" He immediately pulled back and helped Kogure arrange himself. "Kami, I am so…"
Kogure hushed him. He slowly tried to stand up. Somehow, what Mitsui did left him with less strength than before that he cannot almost stand. His blurry vision told him something else. "Where are my glasses?"
Mitsui looked around frantically. He cannot remember where he tossed the glasses. He must have thrown it very far while he was doing things to the vice-captain. He at last found it under the sink, and gave it to Kogure.
The brown-eyed boy started to walk away when Mitsui stopped him. "Look, I did not mean to do it! I was just…" His pupils dilated in surprise as Kogure nodded and stretched his still puffy lips to a smile.
"Never mind. Just please, do not tell anyone what we…uh…talked about. I hope you can keep it a secret." Before Mitsui could answer, he disappeared around the corner.
"Kuso!" Mitsui shouted as he punched the wall of the building. How could he do such hideous things! Kogure was their vice-captain for Kami's sake! He has no right to violate him like that.
Don't blame yourself. That's what Rukawa is doing, too anyway. Mitsui shook his head to shut out the thoughts. That is what was wrong. All he wanted to show Kogure how much he loves the vice-captain, and he lost control. Now, Kogure will think of him as someone like Rukawa, who wants him with just lust.
It was supposed to be rape, both of them knew. Yet, Kogure had managed to walk away smiling as if nothing happened. Mitsui would understand if the bespectacled boy would punch him or kick him out of the team, but he did not.
Regret came in late as Mitsui sank to his knees and murmured an apology to his beloved vice-captain. "Gomenne, Kogure. If only you'd give me a chance to prove myself worthy of you…I can love you better than Rukawa does…"
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Rukawa had both of his black eyebrows raised. From the time he picked up Kogure to the time they reached home, his love had been very quiet and jumpy. "Something wrong, Min-kun?" He raised a hand to hold Kogure's cheek but was surprised when the other boy cringed. The Shohoku ace now knew something was wrong. "What happened? Did anybody quarrel with you or what?"
"Nothing." Kogure proceeded to go upstairs. "I am just tired. That's all."
Rukawa scrutinized him. "Are you sure? Do you really not need to talk to me or something?"
"No. I…I just got fatigue from practice." He went upstairs and closed the bedroom door.
The small forward waited downstairs and pondered deeply. Tired? Kogure can't be tired. He'd been on the bench the whole practice. After that he…after that…
Rukawa sat up straight suddenly. Where was Kogure when he went to the classroom for his special exam? He had gone outside and did not come back. Rukawa's hands fisted on his jacket. A hunch dawned on him.
Mitsui Hisashi.
He racked his thoughts, trying to remember if Mitsui was anywhere nearby when he picked up Kogure after an hour. No. It cannot be. Mitsui did not even cast a shadow when he went out. Besides, his sempai should have learnt his lesson by now.
Nobody touches my property.
The small forward stood up to make tea as he waited for Kogure to come out. There cannot be anything wrong. After all, Kogure always burdens himself with problems that aren't his. He'll probably be fine even if I do not force him to talk.
Kogure gratefully sighed as the warm water cascaded down his slim body. It was very sweet of Rukawa to pick him up. He smiled at the thought until he remembered something else that made him stop in the middle of a rinse.
Mitsui.
His touches conveyed deep emotion, his kisses demanding. Kogure have to admit that Mitsui was very gentle on him. He knows how to hit those places that made Kogure ache. He was slow and did not show any power over the vice-captain. Kogure could not help but compare him and Rukawa.
Rukawa was very demanding and fierce and cold. He did not mind other ministrations and wanted to get into action immediately. This had not bothered Kogure before, but it did now. The small forward had been very possessive with him. Kogure would feel a shiver or two running up his back, but that was all.
Mitsui, meanwhile, was one great lover, as Kogure would judge. It was not reflected in his outer image as a gangster that he could go gently and slowly with his partner. He first wanted to make his partner shudder in excitement before proceeding to another level. Under the shower, Kogure cannot help but blush. If he hadn't let his control take over, he might had surrendered to Mitsui Hisashi's insisting touches. There was really something in him that causes shocks of electricity to go up your spine. His eyes…his hands…his…
Damn, why am I thinking of these things! Rukawa will be stupefied! Kogure accused himself silently of being lustful that he did not think of Rukawa's feelings.
Demo, Rukawa did not even care how you feel.
He stopped short and cursed himself. Why do these ideas pop into head? Just because some guy kissed him that doesn't mean…Oh Kami what does this mean?
Mitsui Hisashi. That was like music to his ears. The mere mention of the name conjures up serenity that Kogure had not noticed before. He was not only a good lover, but a nice friend as well. He knows when you're on your darkest hour and will be there to keep you company. He profusely apologized when he realized what he had done to Kogure, yet Kogure wasn't hurt. It was even partly the vice-captain's fault why they got into that mess.
On the other hand, the mention of Rukawa's name made him shiver…as if in fear…in fear of being left alone. Rukawa will be angry, Rukawa will be mad…Rukawa will punish me with a sleepless night tonight…all of it was of fear and submission.
What's happening to me?
Lost as an asteroid in space, Kogure Kiminobu quietly contemplated on his thoughts and feelings, letting his lover wait downstairs for a long, long time.
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Nikki: Sorry if I kept you all waiting. Since Fujima and spider-monkey are still running somewhere else. I have to speak alone.
I cannot actually decide how to end the story, whether it will be a RuKo or a MitKo. Dakara, I need your opinions guys! Please write with your reviews who you want Kogure (my Kogure! .) to be paired with, Rukawa or Mitsui. Please! If you want to see this fic finished, then vote!
I shall consider the pair with the most votes. So, will it be a RuKo or a MitKo?
Arigatou gozaimasu!
~nikki
