Her Fantasy Rejected by Blu Wynd Faerie

lips to lips, palms to palms

spiraling heavenward in this tumble

strewn between ecstasy and exhilaration

a million stars singing out my name,

drowned out by your whisper

i wake to find myself tangled in my sheets

alone and cold and crushed

eyes and smiles crack the ice

i taste your heartbeat in the air

i can hear the ringing of father time's bells

as they chime of futures palpable

electricity through every atom of my being

i find myself asleep on the couch

photographs scattered around me

the smell that lingers is your own

invading me, intoxicating, sleep-inducing

with glittering eyes i see you pass

your subjugation of me is invigorating

your essence lures me to another horizon

i startle to realize i have been daydreaming

my fantasy is only that

blues and reds surround me

lost in your gaze, i envelope this emotion

lose me, take me, keep me

do not surrender but crystallize me

as if i were the most precious, rare blossom

i realize that you are breaking from my stare

i weep