Disclaimer: I do not own Digimon, do not sue me. This is merely for entertainment, nothing else.
Warnings: Death
Rating: PG-13
Note: Sequel to Ayame Takaishi's "A Love That Will Never Be".
Realizing (I lost her)
One-Find
by Sakura Maxwell
I snap my eyes open as I awaken from my sleep suddenly. What is this sudden burst of ice coldness I feel in bones? I hear two fragile words in my mind, in my heart.
"Aishiteru, Takeru.."
That voice.. The small, gentle voice.. I recognize it.
"Hikari..?" I whisper aloud. I shake my head. "No, it's just my imagination.." I sigh; the words don't convince me at all. I push myself from my suddenly cold bed and change into pants and a white shirt. Running my hand through my hair, I quietly slip out of the apartment and get into my car.
Starting the engine, I wonder why I heard Hikari's voice. I mean, we're friends. Why would she tell me that she.. Well.. That she loved me..? I don't understand this at all. I pull out of the parking stall and drive to Hikari's apartment. I park outside and run into the elevator that takes me up to her floor.
I knock on her door.
I hear nothing.
"Hikari!" I call softly. It's only ten at night. But I don't want to wake anyone. "Hikari!" I knock again. Where is she? She shouldn't be out at this time of night.. I try the doorknob and find it unlocked. Why was she so careless as to leave her door unlocked? I walk inside slowly and close the door behind me.
"Hikari..?" I ask. "Where are you?" The house is all dark. Maybe she's sleeping? Maybe I dreamed the whole thing. I must have. But I am still unsure. I pass the silent kitchen and walk into the small living room. "Hikari..?"
Nothing.
I go into the hall.
Nothing.
Bathroom.
Nothing.
Bedroom.
Nothing.
I lean against the wall and rub my temples. "Where the hell could she be?" I ask myself. "I've checked everywhere." Wait, I didn't. I didn't check the kitchen. But why? She shouldn't be in there. I think..
I go over and flip the kitchen light on. My eyes widen at what I see.
She's on the tile floor in a sitting position. Her head is lowered and I can see a pool of blood surrounding her. I see a sharp knife across from her, and it's stained red.
"Hikari.." I whisper. It's not true, it's not true, it's not true! Hikari wouldn't do something like that! But even so, my gaze in fixated upon her still, lifeless body. No! She's not lifeless! She can't be! Hikari isn't that kind of person! She would never..! I'm staring at her so much I almost miss the small piece of paper on the kitchen counter.
Shaking, I reach over and grab it. There is a paper under it. ...The invitation I sent her. Why is it here..? And what's under it.. A note..
I'm sorry.. Gomen nasai, minna-san. I'm so, so sorry.. But.. I just can't get over this anymore. I've ignored and ignored but I can't anymore.. I couldn't.. I know I have disappointed you all, but please.. At least I won't have to endure all of the burdens I carried.. Gomen, Okaasan, Otousan.. Gomen, Tai..
Takeru.. I..hope.. I hope you're not sad.. You wouldn't be, right..? You love Angel. I guess.. I.. I hope you two.. Gomen nasai.. Takeru..
Hikari
I stare at the note in my hand. She was crying..when she wrote this.. There are tear marks all over this paper.. So.. So.. Our friendship meant more to her than I thought.. Hikari.. I turn to look at her still body. The light I could see isn't shining anymore..
I drop both papers and kneel down by Hikari, not caring abiut the blood seeping through my jeans. "Hikari.." I wrap my arms around her fragile body and hug her tightly, buring my head in her chest. "Hikari.. I'm sorry.. I never knew.. Please forgive me.."
"Hikari!"
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Author Note- So? How was it? Sucked? I know! Oh well! I just HAD to write a sequel to Ayame's "A Love That Will Never Be"!! It was so good! It was a bit short, but I liked it!! So, Ayame, is this good enough?? Ne, ne?!
R&R please!! Arigatou, minna-san!!
Warnings: Death
Rating: PG-13
Note: Sequel to Ayame Takaishi's "A Love That Will Never Be".
Realizing (I lost her)
One-Find
by Sakura Maxwell
I snap my eyes open as I awaken from my sleep suddenly. What is this sudden burst of ice coldness I feel in bones? I hear two fragile words in my mind, in my heart.
"Aishiteru, Takeru.."
That voice.. The small, gentle voice.. I recognize it.
"Hikari..?" I whisper aloud. I shake my head. "No, it's just my imagination.." I sigh; the words don't convince me at all. I push myself from my suddenly cold bed and change into pants and a white shirt. Running my hand through my hair, I quietly slip out of the apartment and get into my car.
Starting the engine, I wonder why I heard Hikari's voice. I mean, we're friends. Why would she tell me that she.. Well.. That she loved me..? I don't understand this at all. I pull out of the parking stall and drive to Hikari's apartment. I park outside and run into the elevator that takes me up to her floor.
I knock on her door.
I hear nothing.
"Hikari!" I call softly. It's only ten at night. But I don't want to wake anyone. "Hikari!" I knock again. Where is she? She shouldn't be out at this time of night.. I try the doorknob and find it unlocked. Why was she so careless as to leave her door unlocked? I walk inside slowly and close the door behind me.
"Hikari..?" I ask. "Where are you?" The house is all dark. Maybe she's sleeping? Maybe I dreamed the whole thing. I must have. But I am still unsure. I pass the silent kitchen and walk into the small living room. "Hikari..?"
Nothing.
I go into the hall.
Nothing.
Bathroom.
Nothing.
Bedroom.
Nothing.
I lean against the wall and rub my temples. "Where the hell could she be?" I ask myself. "I've checked everywhere." Wait, I didn't. I didn't check the kitchen. But why? She shouldn't be in there. I think..
I go over and flip the kitchen light on. My eyes widen at what I see.
She's on the tile floor in a sitting position. Her head is lowered and I can see a pool of blood surrounding her. I see a sharp knife across from her, and it's stained red.
"Hikari.." I whisper. It's not true, it's not true, it's not true! Hikari wouldn't do something like that! But even so, my gaze in fixated upon her still, lifeless body. No! She's not lifeless! She can't be! Hikari isn't that kind of person! She would never..! I'm staring at her so much I almost miss the small piece of paper on the kitchen counter.
Shaking, I reach over and grab it. There is a paper under it. ...The invitation I sent her. Why is it here..? And what's under it.. A note..
I'm sorry.. Gomen nasai, minna-san. I'm so, so sorry.. But.. I just can't get over this anymore. I've ignored and ignored but I can't anymore.. I couldn't.. I know I have disappointed you all, but please.. At least I won't have to endure all of the burdens I carried.. Gomen, Okaasan, Otousan.. Gomen, Tai..
Takeru.. I..hope.. I hope you're not sad.. You wouldn't be, right..? You love Angel. I guess.. I.. I hope you two.. Gomen nasai.. Takeru..
Hikari
I stare at the note in my hand. She was crying..when she wrote this.. There are tear marks all over this paper.. So.. So.. Our friendship meant more to her than I thought.. Hikari.. I turn to look at her still body. The light I could see isn't shining anymore..
I drop both papers and kneel down by Hikari, not caring abiut the blood seeping through my jeans. "Hikari.." I wrap my arms around her fragile body and hug her tightly, buring my head in her chest. "Hikari.. I'm sorry.. I never knew.. Please forgive me.."
"Hikari!"
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Author Note- So? How was it? Sucked? I know! Oh well! I just HAD to write a sequel to Ayame's "A Love That Will Never Be"!! It was so good! It was a bit short, but I liked it!! So, Ayame, is this good enough?? Ne, ne?!
R&R please!! Arigatou, minna-san!!
