I've been painting all day and I'm real tired. So I'll let this do what it wants. ~_~
-yawn-
Pairing: Endymion and...well Helios now that I think about it. Wow. What brought this pairing about?? o.O;
Oh and a warning to those who worship her royal Neo-ness... she'll get a little bashed.
Endy POV.
.oO@*Cherish Your Fantasies*@Oo.
I shiver as I pull my robe tighter against my body. It isn't just from the coldness of the hallways. Or the lonliness of the hallways. I think part of it comes from *her*. She's changed, I noticed. And not like I thought she would. She's efficient and hard. I mean, yeah her skin is about as soft as silk or more so, and her hair is turning a pretty silver/white color, but... somehow I thought after she saw what she'd become, that she'd try not to end up like that. That future self who was so Proper and graceful and just plain well... hard. The first time I saw her, wow, what a vision. But no sweetness or clumsy words. No smile bright enough to light up the world. Nothing to indicate her as a human being. I clench my eyes and sigh. 'Well of course not.' I tell myself. I've had this same damn conversation with myself, and one other, over a million times it seems. And still I know she isn't human, but my soul desperatly needs comforting at this time of night by someone who used to be warm and giving and willing to hold me till dawn while whispering in my ear. And I know I'm always cranky and irritable. But she doesn't DO anything about it! Just leaves me to myself to sulk and complain. Telling me without words how dear I am. 'What a load of bull.' And muttering I make my way down endless stair cases, covered with expensive rugs, and past countless pictures on the walls, surrounded by glass lights. To tell you the truth, the Negaverse looks pretty cozy compared to this perfect ice hell.
I wince as I step down onto frozen marble tile while crossing the dinning room to the kitchen to grab a snack. Funny that, when I'm irritated like I am now I get hungry, but when I'm depressed I just want to drink it all away. Fall asleep in a grassy field far far off somewhere under the stars while listening to the Earth's heart beat. I issue a snort while I pick around for a piece of something sweet. 'Thank the Gods for Elysion.' I mutter aloud. Smiling in spite of myself to hear the words vocalized, yet wincing when they bounce back at me from the starkly pristine walls. I have to get out of here before I give in to the temptation to throw plates towards the ceiling fan and watch it rain down while seeing how many -tinkle- sounds can be created. I roll my eyes and find a good enough substitute to chocolate, because heaven forgive we eat anything with fat, and kick the door closed while padding down some more corridors and out to the backyard. Or... my garden. We each have our own. 'Ain't that just peachy.' And through a hidden shimmer of a doorway with strange markings around the sides. They're warnings you know. Not just anyone can enter Elysion whenever they feel like it. Lucky for me I have a lifetime pass. He had a felling I'd need it. 'Little bastard.' I smile. He knew all along...
I flop down onto a deliriously comfy hammock-chair and chew thoughtfully while gently swinging. Back, forth, back, forth..... humming a tune. I hear soft laughter.
"Why Endy. If the Queen knew of how often you visited me I dare think she'd be jealous." Helios grins at me. Seeming, as always, to float on pure sincerity while plopping down next to me and taking a piece of whatever it is that I'm eating. I stare a moment before nodding. 'Have I really run to this place so often?' Sadly I realize, that yes. I have. I must look serious for Helios touches the back of my hand to get my attention. My gaze slowly drifts to our hands and I can't help it. I gently bring it to my lips while closing my eyes and sighing. A slight intake of breath is my warning before he pulls his hand away to cradle it against his chest. Looking at me with those big worried eyes. I blink and flop back into the soft web. Just wanting him to hold me. Tell me how much he loves me. Tell me to stay with him here... forever. Gods... I need it. And I used to feel so pathetic for wanting him. 'Used to.' I manage to whisper out. I can sense him though... bending over me to brush my hair away from my face. Hmm. I do need it cut. Right as always Your Majesty. Yessir right away... and moaning I barely open my eyes to drag him toward me, a giggling bundle of the warmth I crave like a dying man. And isn't that what I've become? Slowly decaying till my purpose is fulfilled. Create an heir...
tbc... ?
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Sorry if there are mistakes. v_v;
I didn't want to stop but... -sigh- should I even bother to continue??? Onegai. Lemme know. Domo.
-yawn-
Pairing: Endymion and...well Helios now that I think about it. Wow. What brought this pairing about?? o.O;
Oh and a warning to those who worship her royal Neo-ness... she'll get a little bashed.
Endy POV.
.oO@*Cherish Your Fantasies*@Oo.
I shiver as I pull my robe tighter against my body. It isn't just from the coldness of the hallways. Or the lonliness of the hallways. I think part of it comes from *her*. She's changed, I noticed. And not like I thought she would. She's efficient and hard. I mean, yeah her skin is about as soft as silk or more so, and her hair is turning a pretty silver/white color, but... somehow I thought after she saw what she'd become, that she'd try not to end up like that. That future self who was so Proper and graceful and just plain well... hard. The first time I saw her, wow, what a vision. But no sweetness or clumsy words. No smile bright enough to light up the world. Nothing to indicate her as a human being. I clench my eyes and sigh. 'Well of course not.' I tell myself. I've had this same damn conversation with myself, and one other, over a million times it seems. And still I know she isn't human, but my soul desperatly needs comforting at this time of night by someone who used to be warm and giving and willing to hold me till dawn while whispering in my ear. And I know I'm always cranky and irritable. But she doesn't DO anything about it! Just leaves me to myself to sulk and complain. Telling me without words how dear I am. 'What a load of bull.' And muttering I make my way down endless stair cases, covered with expensive rugs, and past countless pictures on the walls, surrounded by glass lights. To tell you the truth, the Negaverse looks pretty cozy compared to this perfect ice hell.
I wince as I step down onto frozen marble tile while crossing the dinning room to the kitchen to grab a snack. Funny that, when I'm irritated like I am now I get hungry, but when I'm depressed I just want to drink it all away. Fall asleep in a grassy field far far off somewhere under the stars while listening to the Earth's heart beat. I issue a snort while I pick around for a piece of something sweet. 'Thank the Gods for Elysion.' I mutter aloud. Smiling in spite of myself to hear the words vocalized, yet wincing when they bounce back at me from the starkly pristine walls. I have to get out of here before I give in to the temptation to throw plates towards the ceiling fan and watch it rain down while seeing how many -tinkle- sounds can be created. I roll my eyes and find a good enough substitute to chocolate, because heaven forgive we eat anything with fat, and kick the door closed while padding down some more corridors and out to the backyard. Or... my garden. We each have our own. 'Ain't that just peachy.' And through a hidden shimmer of a doorway with strange markings around the sides. They're warnings you know. Not just anyone can enter Elysion whenever they feel like it. Lucky for me I have a lifetime pass. He had a felling I'd need it. 'Little bastard.' I smile. He knew all along...
I flop down onto a deliriously comfy hammock-chair and chew thoughtfully while gently swinging. Back, forth, back, forth..... humming a tune. I hear soft laughter.
"Why Endy. If the Queen knew of how often you visited me I dare think she'd be jealous." Helios grins at me. Seeming, as always, to float on pure sincerity while plopping down next to me and taking a piece of whatever it is that I'm eating. I stare a moment before nodding. 'Have I really run to this place so often?' Sadly I realize, that yes. I have. I must look serious for Helios touches the back of my hand to get my attention. My gaze slowly drifts to our hands and I can't help it. I gently bring it to my lips while closing my eyes and sighing. A slight intake of breath is my warning before he pulls his hand away to cradle it against his chest. Looking at me with those big worried eyes. I blink and flop back into the soft web. Just wanting him to hold me. Tell me how much he loves me. Tell me to stay with him here... forever. Gods... I need it. And I used to feel so pathetic for wanting him. 'Used to.' I manage to whisper out. I can sense him though... bending over me to brush my hair away from my face. Hmm. I do need it cut. Right as always Your Majesty. Yessir right away... and moaning I barely open my eyes to drag him toward me, a giggling bundle of the warmth I crave like a dying man. And isn't that what I've become? Slowly decaying till my purpose is fulfilled. Create an heir...
tbc... ?
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Sorry if there are mistakes. v_v;
I didn't want to stop but... -sigh- should I even bother to continue??? Onegai. Lemme know. Domo.
