Heh.. part 2...
-snicker- I've never gotten a flame before. ^_^ It was really funny.
Thanks to whoever wrote it. -shrug-
Perhaps I should have put warnings? o.O; I thought it was obvious... sorry. XD Here are some for your enjoyment.
OOC... that means Out Of Character. ^_^ (it is a big deal... considering...)
Rini isn't here yet. You shouldn't dwell in the past/future.
Ah, what else... it isn't really an AU.. tho I do screw around with the time line obviously. It's more fun that way.. ^_^ And yes there was Neo bashing... kinda. There will be a little more here. No biggie right? (She should have ended up with Demando anways! E hee. You know.. he Does get to kiss her in the manga. Yatta. ^_^ )
even tho she smacks him... -ahem- Anyways... fic.
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Helios pov off-on
'I'm not quite sure what goes through his head when he snuggles into my arms. Seemingly trying to fall deeper and deeper towards an endless warmth. So peaceful when he sleeps...'
Helios smiles while tracing the contours of Endy's face.
'I really do love him. He does need me.'
He sighs and holds him tighter. Resting Endy's head on his chest and smoothing back the soft strands of obsidian.
'If only I could keep you safe. Protect you now, from that harsh reality full of self imposed humans. And their selfish ways.'
Staring out into the void of pink and blue pastel clouds, Helios doesn't quite realize what his King sees in these people he protects. Are humans really innocent when so many can not be trusted? Look at what happened last time...
'I know what it's like to be alone. To be in charge of another's well-being. To not be appriciated or given credit.'
He scowls.
'I know what lonliness is. And I know you don't deserve it.'
Somewhat startled, Helios blinks and looks down at the figure in his arms. It shifts and mumbles something before falling back to sleep with a smile. His features soften in sympathy.
'She doesn't glow with warmth like she used to. Now it's just a reflection off of the cold crystal spires she locks herself in. I remember the first time you ended up here- stumbling and a little tipsy....'
*flashback
"You look like Hell." I remark, noticing with surprise that my king has managed to come and visit for the first time. Although... he does seem a little melancholy. And drunk.
"Isn't that job taken?" Endy grins and leans slightly to the left.
I smile. "Well then perhaps Dionysus?"
He appeared to think hard about that. Before shrugging and bending sideways toward a clump of bushes. Seemingly entranced by a red rose. He frowned while muttering. "She won't let me... plant them."
Walking near, I grasp his shoulder to steady him. Worried. "Where?" I ask gently.
"Huh?" He blinks and stares at me in confusion. Eyes dull and sad.
'Look at him... like a lost child. I've never seen him like this...' I glance at him... then back to the rose bush... picking one. 'He likes these, doesn't he?' Grinning, I hold it out to him. Hoping it will cheer him up. After staring he looks at me... and a flash of panic hits me. I didn't mean to make him cry!...
*endfb
'Such a bittersweet memory I have of you Endy.'
"What time is it?" He asks me while sitting up and rubbing his eyes. I stare as he stretches. Somewhat entranced by his flexibility. If my wings were perhaps two feet longer...
"Helios?"
I turn towards him. "5 o'clock at night."
He nods and stands. Holding out a hand for me to take... and I stare at it. "You have to go now." I say sadly. He frowns and closes his eyes, kneeling in front of me.
"Helios you know I can't stay. I wish I could... but..." He stares at the ground.
"I know." I sigh. Gently turning his face towards me, I lean forward for a kiss. After a moment he pulls away, smiling slightly and getting up to leave.
"I'll see you tomorrow." He intones. While walking through the doorway and back to his Queen.
I flop back onto the soft ground. Staring up at the sky and wondering why I can't get a hold of myself. It's not as if he's in love with me right? A cool path of water slips down the side of my face and I swallow the lump in my throat. Right?
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Endy pov (next morning)
You just don't realize the indomitable and fathomless feeling of waking up surrounded by freezing softness. There's nothing more useless than empty anger.
Oh what desperation!
I refuse to open my eyes. I don't care if I'm being immature! She won't be there. So deceptive, aren't you my Queen. Protect the world and have its' children love and worship your very soul. Degrade their innocence and trust... I choke on my thoughts. Realization of what my contempt stems from.
I clench my pillow. Just a scared little boy really. And I hate those memories, their contents. If all you are is a protective angel... whom are you truly protecting? I am at a loss as to how to live up to my namesake. And aren't you trying so dearly hard to corrupt that?!
Throwing the pillow across the room, I stalk to the balcony. Searching and glaring at the fakeness of it all. I stare out over the kingdom. Towards where she's undoubtedly planning another galla or holding another conference with delegates of some sort.
I frown. Do you really think so little of us?
I clench the railing. They are my people too...
We are NOT Lunarians. This isn't the cold, dead rock of a moon. My children feel, and right now they feel neglected; used. MY world is shuddering at your feet and I'm wasting away in a crystal underworld. Hades himself must be laughing his ass off.
I pinch the bridge of my nose, wincing at a sudden headache. I pause to chuckle, I haven't laughed in forever. What was that? I should jump? I push off and away into the bedroom, laughing harder now. And then slowly sobering. Remember? I can't die. Yet I'm more alive than she. 'Oh the ironic concepts I come up with.' I mutter sarcastically while getting dressed.
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I walk in the meeting where she sits at the head of the table, stumbling at my lateness and hurt that I'd make her look bad. Hmph. I grin and walk by. Much to everyone's surprise and discourse.
Well it's not like what I think counts anyways. Whatever I say is disregarded and snubbed. As if I didn't know my own planet and people...
I did love you... Usagi. But this cold, poor excuse for a companion to cherish is simply not acceptable.
I respect your points of view... Serenity... but in finality. I truly despise you.
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tbc o'course
dun worry it gets happier ^_^
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Did anyone else notice the secret Sailor Moon fan fic law?? !!
Well... every time you write about Serenity's 'Twin Brother' (wink) His name has to be Tranqulity.
^_^
-laughs- Personally I like the name. But his 'supposed character' never does. And I really think he looks more like a Sebastian. -shrug- The eye color is debatable. I prefer the gold myself.
(PS Anyone get the joke? I'm curious to know if anyone has read as many fics as I have. You know.. the every other story about the Moon Kingdom and stuff right? haha. Isn't it funny? All those same stories but they change tiny little things... Serenity falls to earth or somethingorother and Endy finds her while hunting with his 'guards' and so on... -snicker- Those are damn funny... cuz I've read a hundred or so. I swear... ^_^)
-snicker- I've never gotten a flame before. ^_^ It was really funny.
Thanks to whoever wrote it. -shrug-
Perhaps I should have put warnings? o.O; I thought it was obvious... sorry. XD Here are some for your enjoyment.
OOC... that means Out Of Character. ^_^ (it is a big deal... considering...)
Rini isn't here yet. You shouldn't dwell in the past/future.
Ah, what else... it isn't really an AU.. tho I do screw around with the time line obviously. It's more fun that way.. ^_^ And yes there was Neo bashing... kinda. There will be a little more here. No biggie right? (She should have ended up with Demando anways! E hee. You know.. he Does get to kiss her in the manga. Yatta. ^_^ )
even tho she smacks him... -ahem- Anyways... fic.
~~~~~~~
Helios pov off-on
'I'm not quite sure what goes through his head when he snuggles into my arms. Seemingly trying to fall deeper and deeper towards an endless warmth. So peaceful when he sleeps...'
Helios smiles while tracing the contours of Endy's face.
'I really do love him. He does need me.'
He sighs and holds him tighter. Resting Endy's head on his chest and smoothing back the soft strands of obsidian.
'If only I could keep you safe. Protect you now, from that harsh reality full of self imposed humans. And their selfish ways.'
Staring out into the void of pink and blue pastel clouds, Helios doesn't quite realize what his King sees in these people he protects. Are humans really innocent when so many can not be trusted? Look at what happened last time...
'I know what it's like to be alone. To be in charge of another's well-being. To not be appriciated or given credit.'
He scowls.
'I know what lonliness is. And I know you don't deserve it.'
Somewhat startled, Helios blinks and looks down at the figure in his arms. It shifts and mumbles something before falling back to sleep with a smile. His features soften in sympathy.
'She doesn't glow with warmth like she used to. Now it's just a reflection off of the cold crystal spires she locks herself in. I remember the first time you ended up here- stumbling and a little tipsy....'
*flashback
"You look like Hell." I remark, noticing with surprise that my king has managed to come and visit for the first time. Although... he does seem a little melancholy. And drunk.
"Isn't that job taken?" Endy grins and leans slightly to the left.
I smile. "Well then perhaps Dionysus?"
He appeared to think hard about that. Before shrugging and bending sideways toward a clump of bushes. Seemingly entranced by a red rose. He frowned while muttering. "She won't let me... plant them."
Walking near, I grasp his shoulder to steady him. Worried. "Where?" I ask gently.
"Huh?" He blinks and stares at me in confusion. Eyes dull and sad.
'Look at him... like a lost child. I've never seen him like this...' I glance at him... then back to the rose bush... picking one. 'He likes these, doesn't he?' Grinning, I hold it out to him. Hoping it will cheer him up. After staring he looks at me... and a flash of panic hits me. I didn't mean to make him cry!...
*endfb
'Such a bittersweet memory I have of you Endy.'
"What time is it?" He asks me while sitting up and rubbing his eyes. I stare as he stretches. Somewhat entranced by his flexibility. If my wings were perhaps two feet longer...
"Helios?"
I turn towards him. "5 o'clock at night."
He nods and stands. Holding out a hand for me to take... and I stare at it. "You have to go now." I say sadly. He frowns and closes his eyes, kneeling in front of me.
"Helios you know I can't stay. I wish I could... but..." He stares at the ground.
"I know." I sigh. Gently turning his face towards me, I lean forward for a kiss. After a moment he pulls away, smiling slightly and getting up to leave.
"I'll see you tomorrow." He intones. While walking through the doorway and back to his Queen.
I flop back onto the soft ground. Staring up at the sky and wondering why I can't get a hold of myself. It's not as if he's in love with me right? A cool path of water slips down the side of my face and I swallow the lump in my throat. Right?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Endy pov (next morning)
You just don't realize the indomitable and fathomless feeling of waking up surrounded by freezing softness. There's nothing more useless than empty anger.
Oh what desperation!
I refuse to open my eyes. I don't care if I'm being immature! She won't be there. So deceptive, aren't you my Queen. Protect the world and have its' children love and worship your very soul. Degrade their innocence and trust... I choke on my thoughts. Realization of what my contempt stems from.
I clench my pillow. Just a scared little boy really. And I hate those memories, their contents. If all you are is a protective angel... whom are you truly protecting? I am at a loss as to how to live up to my namesake. And aren't you trying so dearly hard to corrupt that?!
Throwing the pillow across the room, I stalk to the balcony. Searching and glaring at the fakeness of it all. I stare out over the kingdom. Towards where she's undoubtedly planning another galla or holding another conference with delegates of some sort.
I frown. Do you really think so little of us?
I clench the railing. They are my people too...
We are NOT Lunarians. This isn't the cold, dead rock of a moon. My children feel, and right now they feel neglected; used. MY world is shuddering at your feet and I'm wasting away in a crystal underworld. Hades himself must be laughing his ass off.
I pinch the bridge of my nose, wincing at a sudden headache. I pause to chuckle, I haven't laughed in forever. What was that? I should jump? I push off and away into the bedroom, laughing harder now. And then slowly sobering. Remember? I can't die. Yet I'm more alive than she. 'Oh the ironic concepts I come up with.' I mutter sarcastically while getting dressed.
~~~~~
I walk in the meeting where she sits at the head of the table, stumbling at my lateness and hurt that I'd make her look bad. Hmph. I grin and walk by. Much to everyone's surprise and discourse.
Well it's not like what I think counts anyways. Whatever I say is disregarded and snubbed. As if I didn't know my own planet and people...
I did love you... Usagi. But this cold, poor excuse for a companion to cherish is simply not acceptable.
I respect your points of view... Serenity... but in finality. I truly despise you.
~~~~~~~
tbc o'course
dun worry it gets happier ^_^
________________________________________________________________
Did anyone else notice the secret Sailor Moon fan fic law?? !!
Well... every time you write about Serenity's 'Twin Brother' (wink) His name has to be Tranqulity.
^_^
-laughs- Personally I like the name. But his 'supposed character' never does. And I really think he looks more like a Sebastian. -shrug- The eye color is debatable. I prefer the gold myself.
(PS Anyone get the joke? I'm curious to know if anyone has read as many fics as I have. You know.. the every other story about the Moon Kingdom and stuff right? haha. Isn't it funny? All those same stories but they change tiny little things... Serenity falls to earth or somethingorother and Endy finds her while hunting with his 'guards' and so on... -snicker- Those are damn funny... cuz I've read a hundred or so. I swear... ^_^)
