Inside of My Head

(second in the "Kibito's thoughts" series of poems)

a DBZ fanpoem by LadyRivka

A/N: I got a lot of positive feedback on the fist poem, "Higashi", so I decided to make this a series. hehe Remember this is shoonen-ai, and if you don't like the prospect that a guy can have a crush or be madly in love with another guy, please do not read. Thank you. –L.R.

Inside of my head

My heart protests my mind

I am no longer subject to reason

I imagine myself mad…

Is madness such a price to pay

For the love of one such as

Yourself, Kaiooshin-sama?

Is the Universe mad as well? Tell me in truth,

In secrecy, in my mind, why I have fallen

Prey to this irrationality inside of my head.

But then I look into your face,

Reflective of the perfection of the Universe itself,

Watch you breathe, listen to your wise counsel.

My rationality appears to return to me.

Perhaps it has always been there, maybe you are the

Embodiment of it, a symbolic part of me.

I close my eyes, hearing your soft voice

Divinely meandering through your salaryman Japanese.

It sounds loud, rational, so all the heavens may hear it-

Or at least it is so inside of my head.

-L.R.